Conclusion of Bangkok Field Trip.

A week in Bangkok, a pile of knowledge, an album of great experience.

We met Nicholas, an ex TOA student who works in Thailand for a few years,

then the designer of Lub D hostel, then Vipavee from D4D(design for disasters),

Ruttikorn the awesome toy designer, and Jackkrit the well known Graphic Designer+Illustrator.

URGH!!!!!! I FEEL SO AWESOME.

And we went to check out the graduation exhibition of a batch of students from Silpakorn University.

Seriously, the overall level is high man. High.

This is not the end, we visited TCDC, BACC and few more great place.

URGH I want to go there and work once before I got married!!!

After visiting these exhibitions, talks and sharing boosts up my motivation level.

I FEEL SO GOOD RIGHT NOW.

I FEEL SO MOTIVATED TO START EDITING MY PREVIOUS ASSIGNMENTS!

I FEEL SO GOOD TO GRAB A PEN AND START CREATING WEIRD STUFFS!!!

Designers need this.

We really need to check out people's work from other countries,

attend talks and stuffs to make yourself in love with your work again.

One of our lecturer said, work in this industry more than 5 years is quite geng already.

Cause most of the people cannot stand the stress and they got bored and lost.

AHHH!!!

After spending a week taking public transport, I find that the transportation system is incredible.

From big to tiny transport, from big highway to small alleys,

from expensive to cheap, apa pun ada.

We tried all of their transportation there except motor la, cause we are in a big group, 22 person.

Nicholas who arranged these for us, letting us experience Thai people's daily transportation life, many thanks!!!

He said, the motors are actually very convenient, they will help you to pay bills, buy food you want,

you only need to pay, that's all. HAHAHA!!! GENG!!!

We tried their bus, song tiao (custom designed truck), tuk tuk, and mrt.

WOO nice! I want to try Song Tiao again!!!
And their highways are always on top(fly overs), not on ground like Malaysia.
They saved a lot of space man, so convenient.
And Nicholas took us to the "grandfather" of BBQ plaza, the traditional BBQ buffet.
Wow all the meat are marinated with different sauce and flavor, tastes really really good and the
environment is really, Thailand.
I mean it's all the community in Thailand, not much tourist come here.
Felt more close to the Thai people when we arrived there, no air con,
no glass table or something, it's just raw. RAW MAN RAW!
I love it. I like these places.

And what is obvious is, people love their own country and King.
Like seriously, they will play the national emblem every once in a week (if not mistaken)

at all public transport stations.
And the most incredible part is!!!
All citizens will stand still when they heard the national emblem of Thailand.
OH MY BUDDHA. They all respect their country and King!
Everyone stood still except TOURISTS. (US) HAHAHAH!!!
So when we heard it again for the second time, we know what to do, we respect their country too :)
As we can see, most of them have the King's portrait in their car, houses or shops.
MAN imaging this is Malaysia. WOW. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
I'm not sure about this in Malaysia. XD
This is one of the difference between Malaysia and Thailand.
Also, Thai people are slim. I asked Nicholas about this,
he replied, they are aware of their outlook, and their eating lifestyles,
and yes girls have super nice make up on everyday, nice hair nice outfit and nice body.
Uniforms are usually made to be tight to remind the workers, polices etc to be slim, healthy, and fit.
HAHA. Looking at those police officers can make people droll. :P

After this trip, I made a decision.

I want to gather a lot of money and fly.
Fly around and see more stuffs and learn more culture, traditions
all over the places.
Work with different people, live their lifestyle.
AH!!! After graduate must work really really hard!!!
USH!!! I will do this. and I CAN DO THIS!
Life is short, being young is even shorter.
Let's make use of our time wisely!



Gained a lot of unexpected experiences thought this trip.
Never thought it can be so meaningful.
Thanks the committee and our lecturers for organizing this trip.
I appreciate what they did for us!!! THANKS!!!

2 years 2 months!

hek hek hek!!!

2 years 2 months anniversary!!!

Happy Anniversary babe!

I'm going to bangkok tomorrow lu! XD

YAYYYY~~~ This time we gonna visit some design studios

and the luckiest part is, we got to check out

one of the design graduation exhibition from their local uni.

Really. GREAT!!! 

It's time to see what they're doing out there!

Thanks TOA , committee and lecturers for arranging the trip.

USH!!! So happy, first day gonna have sketching/ design activities already. USH!

HAHAHA okay stop bangkok. Back to the topic.

Hmm hmm, if I really got the chance to go UK, then it would be a challenge for both of us.

Time is a problem, sigh~ We only can skype ba.

If I really got so lucky, then I only left 4 months in Malaysia.

I will miss home really badly.......... :'(

Sacrifices are needed, and I don't mind. 

Things need to be changed, I need to adapt.

Well....Everything in this world is not easy.

The thing I miss the most is TOA.

The environment, the lifestyle and those people there.

We will be in different places, doing different things. Sigh!

Just got to be close, but it's time to leave. 

Back to the topic once again. XD

Baby, other than looking at my pictures while building portfolio,

I looked at our photos too.

Honestly. I understand how your parents think about me that time,

cause I really look super lala.

Seafood man!!!!! What the heck is going on!!!

HAHAHAHA!!! and why you picked me!!!!

AHHAHAHAHA!!!! we both.. ahhh I dont know what to say.

But the best thing is we improved together :P

XD You look more mature now compare to last year,

you face is growing older!!! and mine too. Super old now.

But still I like you :3

Surprisingly we're still so excited when we talk to each other.

Huhuhuhuhu you made me geram nowadays, you're just too cute gonna bite

every inch of you body hard. My teeth likes you :B

Bite ya hard............... :9

Not that thin compare to last time, I'm loving it XD

REALLY!!!! AHHHH!!! My teeth gatal already!!!

...

er..

Happy 2 years 2 months baby! HAHA!!

Let's see how's our plan turn out :)

Midnight hunger

I have not finished my portfolio and I have not slim down in this few weeks.
I only can see muscle growing and legs feel heavier. hard.
Need to massage everyday from now on.


Feeling hungry, probably because I ate my dinner early and less.
I shall not eat. NOT EAT!!!
Cannot eat after 8 man!!!
It's time to do this to myself, cause few days ago, while digging old
design works for portfolio, I run through my old pictures together, briefly.
I feel like stabbing myself cause that time I think I was super obese,
and now when I look at it, I feel that NOW, I am super obese.
I am so regret of not wearing tank tops that time. XD
Now want to wear also cannot already.
I am huge now and I know it.


Super exercises need to be carried out.
I've been slacking too much on finals last semester and I did not even move my ass around
to do some exercise.
Now, walllah, I made myself so fat now.
Until I cannot accept the truth. It's time............
TO REVENGE!!!!

NU 1005 Exhibition

NU 1005 is a group of multimedia students, graduating this year in TOA.(The One Academy)

Wow, same age yo. Same age. From diploma.

I like the whole concept of direction their going for the exhibition. So clean and soothing.

on "about us" page.Oh and do check out their works, individual websites of their own

Support!

Click here :

NU 1005

Bored

I'm so gonna redesign and reedit this blog.
It's so floaty now I HATE IT!

Gonna go to KL soon, ah!
BANGKOK IM COMING!!!
Gonna take loads of pictures this time!
Let's see how much stuffs I can get in Chatuchak with cheap price this trip.

Ngehehehehehee....

Love reborn

Felt so much love from him recently, although he made me go crazy for a few times.

Everything was given extra.

Haha, being together with a Leo really need some patience and tricks. XD

I guess he gave out a lot of patience on me too. I know myself.

Being with every living thing on Earth really need some techniques,

I find problems with myself sometimes.

Everyone no wrong, I wrong, yes my fault.

Glad to have this person who motivates me other than my family,

this special person who gave me enough freedom, enough support 

to make me carry on with my heavy work and stressful period.

This few days, we had more cuddles, more hugs and kisses.

I had so much fun with this guy. I'm enjoying every moment.

Simply like to look at him. :3

I'm still so attracted by you baby, your eyes, your wrinkles,
your little nose your voice, everything!
I don't know man, I really feel happy when you're around.
Extra happy! Urgh geram!
That's why I like to bite you, I like your everything. XD
Just like how you feel geram and bite me.
Ouch man.

Why are we biting each other so much? XD
Like so often...
Any other couples out there are like this?
.....

Thanks for making me so happy babe,
thanks for the dark chocolate that you gave me!

AHHH I'm missing you so much already,
when can we meet again?


Hmm, I just want to tell you that,
you're still important to me wherever I go, okay?
Let's be happy happy together :D
Wo ai ni! :3

This week

This week,

- I finally got a new long pants. Dad finally stopped complaining. XD
- Went to Cameron for just a day to fetch grandparents back together with my mother
- Suddenly realized that, death is really a big thing.
- Care too much make you nuts.

人越来越老，越来越接近生命的重点。
难的能走尽做人的路程，真的很舍不得。
看着身边的亲朋戚友一天一天的长大，头发越长越白， 有时真的觉得。。
难过，心疼， 他们总有一天会离你而去。

外公害怕。
他说又算命师说今年是他的。。。。
（当然我不是很。。。相信啦。。）
开始胡思乱想，开始睡不着觉，没精神。
担心这个那个的。。。
外婆虽然口说他没怕过，活着开心就好，但是我就知道
外婆心里多少都会有点不舒服。
妈妈努力的开到外公，我也就坐着听而已，但心里很不好受。。
太迷信真会影响一个人。
外公说着说着，眼睛也红了。。
他们真的是很省啊，有时候真的觉得，哎，
明明可以用好一些的。。

好难接受那一天的到来。

好心疼。。无论是父母，外公外婆，姐姐，朋友都好。
我都很不想他们跟着时间的脚步走。
就想停留在现在就好了。


如果你父母老了，你会怎么样？
放父母在老人院的儿女，还不算很不孝，
最不孝的是把他们寄托在那里，久久都不去看他们的，
才真的是大不孝。
寄托在那里真的。。很让他们伤心。
还好我这里没有这种事情发生。

但是身边还是有不孝的人，严重不孝。
不过算了，他们一定有报应的。
我相信报应.



真的，请珍惜眼前人。
想想他们怎样把你带大吧。
趁外公外婆，父母兄弟姐妹还在的时候，
对他们好些吧，一点钱，一点小东西，
已足够带给他们快乐。




为了父母，我现在正努力，我一定可以达到我定下为了他们的目标。
几年时间。多几年！！！！！！！！！！
我一定可以！！！！！！

The Old Me

I am quiet in some ways.

But I never say that I'm not a kiasu person.

I am. HAHA. HA..

But I am sure. 

This kiasu me is back.

The long lost me.

There's only 5 people can really trigger my kiasu-ness in this whole world.

I even stopped following one on tumblr. 

then re follow. then quit following.

then.. then... then...

For a few times.

(in the 3rd year semester)

That person just made me jealous for years. YEARS.

I blame myself who's not hardworking enough for illustration.

I blame myself of forgetting my wacom.

So expensive, no good result, not worth it.

Totally men-cheap-kan my baby wacom.

Slap me.

And yes I am still struggling what I wanna study in UH.

GD or IL. (i know, again. again.)

If GD i got no chance for IL, not even chance for let me draw whole day, everyday.

If IL, I kinda miss GD works without IL in it. DAMMIT!!!!

I STILL CANNOT CHOOSE!!!

Kiasuism.

I remember what debbie asks us to do. XD

Simply lovely.

I really like the video. Oh I'm feeling it. So sweet so touching.
AHHHH !!! IM SO MOVED!!!
The feeling of looking at these are much more stronger than heterosexual couples.
It's rare and yet so pure. And the video gives an impact to me.
Daily life shots. ARGH!!!
I NEED MORE LOVE!!!




And I like how The Irrepressibles write shares their point of view of love,
music industry etc stuffs on their facebook page.
Very honest. I like it a lot.
This is what I want to see on a music artist/ band's page.
Not super hardcore promoting themselves.





I don't understand why some people can accept SM, Anal sex, Super abusing things, super hard core 10 P, but they cannot
accept homosexual love. -__-)
And I felt so insulted for a friend of mine, when a gay man asked my gay friend,
why are you so proud to be a gay?
WTH is that question, if you feel differently then just quit the circle lah!
"why are you so proud."
Really?? A gay man asks another gay man. And that weirdo gay man
started to critique my friend by saying..
" You're too high profile. "
Like trying to say my friend got no maruah.
WALAO EH.....................

Facebook is a a place where you social and you controls your own space.
That guy don't even have the rights to ask my friend to go low profile.
I cannot believe it. People want to be high profile and that's people's choice, why bother?
I felt so bad for my friend. He's always encountering weird stuffs meeting weird people.
You control your space, your life and stop bothering others.





Lesson of the day.

Live your own life. Stop listening to others.

one of the stuffs i did.

Okay na, this is how they want to be.
:D  AHHH!!!!

HAHAAAA..

Another work that includes illustration, and this,

made me so pening.

There's one more character la, did not edit it to here.

HAHAHAH!!! 

Relatives can ask for editing. Bigger eyes, nicer shape and stuffs.XD

FUNNY!!! But walah, done with 3 name card design in a day, which is quite slow.

Next time should speed up a bit.

The first time doing new things really consume hell lot of time, but it seems better

after the 1st tryout.

I look back previous designs of each project and I'm shocked.

It's really... uhh.... not presentable.

This shows that, each design need to be modified a few times, and redo in different days

to achieve better results. USH!!!

Proceed to next project. 

.... I need some time to enjoy holiday...

Smartphone

At last.
Family members, friends will no longer complain me using mobile phone,
no whatsapp no line no smart. XD

Honestly.. I only care the outlook, camera quality and Walkman.
If you don't even crazy and like the outlook of your phone,
will you really take 100% good care of it?
SO... I chose the brand I'm loyal to, Sony. XD
Been using Sony Ericsson for years and now Sony.
Xperia V this time.

Xperia Z is nice but too expensive.
Next time. Next time.
When my Xperia V dies.
Shocked that I've been using my sister and brother in law's phone,
the sheep phone and Sony Ericsson mobile phone for almost 3 years.
Fuyohhhhh.... I cannot believe it. GENG AH!
Today is the first time using smart phone, my own smart phone.
HAHAHAHA I know I'm late but I don't mind.


Ah, luckily I have a IT boyfriend to install stuffs and do some customization.
THANKS BOY FRIEND!!!! XD
Thank you dad for sponsoring a part of the phone! Thank you everyone who complains and made me buy a smart phone.

Ipoh is too hot.

Me and mom stopped by the road
because we cannot take the heat anymore.
Coconut is needed!

OHHH SO NICEEEEE!!!!

Finally. HAHAHAH!

I really enjoy driving in Ipoh. XD

Argh. 3 projects done. FINALLY!!!!

OFFICIALLY!!!!!

I'm so free!!!!

IMPOSSIBLE.

I got a client. at home. still, non stop.

I cannot rest. But at least this time, I can relax a bit.

Luckily I rented a few manga back home. Another drug for me.

Really need to find some time to repair my portfolio before it's too late.

Gonna buy ma new phone tomorrow. SUPER EXCITED!!!

YEEEE HAHHHH!!!!!

Fats.

Last month. Fat.
That eyes are actually sad.

No matter how they say, I still cannot accept how I look like.
I just don't feel good and happy.
And now, I'm gonna make myself happy.
Slim down like last time. Wearing S-M.
WTH!!! I still think I'm fat that time. Now I know what is real fat.
Seriously. I cannot sleep late anymore. I got a super huge ass now.
Huge legs. Huge belly. Huge arms. Huge. I'm huge like a giant tomato now.
I feel so sad when I stand beside my boyfriend.


Uhhh.............
yes. YES YES YES!!!!!!
I gotta slim down in these few months!!!!!

Imagery

Above average.
Means?

I guess that's some sort of encouragement from lecturers.
Pura pura say only. Actually not so good also say until not bad.
But at least that boosts your confidence. :\
Yeah. Yeah man.
I still don't think I'm good.
Uh.. Come on Angel.
Please please LIGHT UP YOUR FIRE!!!!!
FINAL YEAR ALREADY!!!

JACK YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
RECOVER SOON!!! USH!!!
We must finish what we want to do for this holiday!


True, I'm interested in publication design.
Should start making books or stuffs related to publication.
Soon I'll be handling  company's book also, YOSH!!!!

The thing I missed to present in class last project.
About a game mixed with elements of the ethnic groups in Sarawak.
Please excuse me for posting here, at least a space for me to split out my work.
XD HAHAHAHA!!!

The first packaging.
Inspired by Iban's traditional costume,
around the neck part, there's
some interesting patterns,colors and shapes.

Forgive me, the picture quality is very low.
Taken using phone. HAHAHA.
Gonna change phone soon!!!

Inside the brochure.

Fold fold fold open open open
tada brochure behind poster.

The back side of my brochure. HAHAHA.
I'm gonna fix this again this holiday.
I really like this project.

Did not snap the picture of this
pyramid shaped packaging design.
Love this!!!

Nights

A happy night.
But im ugly as sheet.

Mr won the fight and I belanja abit. :P
His supper after fighting!
You shine among others baby, I can only see you
even though there's a lot of handsome macho man there. :P

Ah, really don't know why will you
like me lo.
I'm still not feeling confident. :|

Those pictures were taken on last Saturday.
OHHH BABEH I finally finished 2 projects.
This is so hard. Still got more on the way. Walao eh...........
This holiday got no time for myself and my hobbies.
What happened to me, still working until late night, sleeping late
feeling stressful, feeling moody.
I dreamt of something, something about studying in UK.

Haha, seriously, Ipoh is super hot these few days.
Really cannot sleep without air con at night, my butt is burning and my skin is so sticky now.
Gonna take a quick shower before sleeping. SIEN.

Being home is like being in a temple.
在家进修。Cause my mother is super aggressive, trying hard to make me exercise,
eat 3 meals a day and eat healthily and lesser.
But still my parents bring me to eat whatever I want before going back to KL.
Checklist left quite a lot. XD

Never mind.
I jogged everyday okay, I also wanna keep fit okay? XD
Polo ground everyday man! Zumba soon too!
There's also a group of Malays, with super hot bodies exposing their abs, muscles
at one specific area.
Doing warm ups etc. Every girl cannot stop looking at them, even guys, uncle aunties went near
to watch them train their body, do crazy warm ups.
Not sure are they from the Muay Thai Gym across the road.
HAHAHA cannot tahan, I need my bf. XD


Alright, time to sleep.
I love you babe, don't misunderstand.
HAHAHA!!! Wo ai ni~