Competition, scores, levels, awards, status can become poison if you misused it.
Deadly weapon it is.
If you got the concept wrong.
I realised I am doing things out of track,
wrong, all wrong.
It may bring you to a higher level in your career.
May let you find your confidence.
But you're actually standing at the edge of the cliff if you're
addicted and got yourself into a wrong stage of competition.
I realised it quite late.
And I am fixing it late.
It kind of became an addiction.
It didn't bring me any good.
I need to stop this shit before it chokes me to death.
I am curious.
Aren't you competitive?
