URGHHHH!!! 反感

我不懂做么，就是很怕你。
我来了我都不敢告诉你，因为我很怕你来找我。。。
啊！！！
开始觉得你很恐怖！本来对你没怎样了的，现在的你。。
让我觉得好害怕。。
我在学校都提心挑担。。就是很怕看到你，不知道你会怎样。。
你的学校是很附近没错，驾车来很方便。。
不过我真的没想到你说你看到我。。。
还认得我的发型。。妈呀。。
还是几次那么多！！！
你到底怎么懂我在那里！
你做么在那里！
我们认识了3年。。。不过我觉得我还不是很了解你。。。

你的举动让我觉得好反感。。。
你就是这样，一下这个一下那个，
都不定的！说什么寂寞难耐。。是自己的错而已咯！
啊！！！！没办法。。
就是没办法见面。抱歉。

Bangkok cinema

walao eh...miss bangkok's cinema alot..

Popcorn got various types of flavour,cheese,bbq,caremel...

We(me,sis and wee) brought 2 popcorn to eat although we are not going to watch movies there..

see,so damn pro la wei...so big...=_=

lots of things to eat also..hahahaa...nice~

After school~bak kut teh!

Dunno who suggested to eat bak kut teh edi..
haha...but at the end,5 people go only..
Me,Ys,Ash,Ame and jayis..=_=
drove 2 cars go to Klang..
I followed YS~the others followed Ash...
Hahah,this is Ys,so cute..Tubist wor..
Wa...YS drive car like drive F1 lor,damn fast..
We are daamn full...
after that we decided to go Klang eco for a walk..
too full edi.here's some pics~~

walao...

I sacrificed my image to post an interesting blog..hahaha..

Ash forced me to wear this..

Ame,Me and YS~

jayis wanna buy..=_=to decorate his room,walao..

2 bodoh..=_=

nice one...=D

Vitas,My new Idol!!!! super handsome 男高音

College buds

Haha...We got 17 people in our class.
3 guys only...=D
Everybody are different in everything..
Good thing is they are friendly,

Haha,14 girls here,not bad,at least girls are more polite than guys in class.
Lets introduce them.

Ker Shin-Poi Lam girl,Ipoh.Good in drawing manga(comics),love cosplay alot,hahaha...she ajak me to cosplay..my partner =)
Joyce-Short hair Pinang girl,funny...nickname is MJ,used to have a hairstyle like mine...
Voon Bin-PGS ipoh girl...walao,laugh loudly in class,funny and happy girl..talkative~~
Yong Shi-20year old Klang ex band member..Tubist.looks cute,hahaha..Very nice,a mama who take care all of us..>Evond-Aka Mermaid,Crayon master,haha...loves Roxy,Everything Roxy...
Ashley-Aka Owl(cause she looks like owl),XD...cute and funny,talkative also,was a lala mui last time...Sub worker..
Qiao Sze-aka Chelsea,hahaha...skinny..knows everything about make ups..XD
Amelia-leng lui,skinny and tall...Nice=D
Toby-20years old but looks like 18..haha,She's doing网购生意，gengnyeee...
Pei Ying-tall one...looks shy,but super talkative actually..hahaha...ren bu ke mao xiang.
Esther-sits with Toby,wow...Kinda quiet,but she nice ^^
Yunn Chian-super quiet,will burst out something funny without any emotions..
Khai xing-Another quiet one,from Catholic high,like to laugh,haha...cant hear her voice,sangat kecik like chian..

Guys...
Jayis-The penang SUB guy,knows everything in SUB..Good in colour pencil,good in drawing flowers...nice skin,damn fair...
Hun Sen-The violence maniac,Love blood scenes and games...game freak.Love army things,army suits,army guns..anything about army and violence..
Dun Shen-Classrap,tall skinny guy,good in graphic..in mermaid gang..

This is us.
crazy.
Talk craps.hahaha..

Unconsious

有时候，就是累了。
头脑很累。。。
晕晕底。。。
怎么听的歌都那么伤感？
想画，不想画。。
想听，又不想听。。
到底在想什么？

看着空白的画册，
听着钢琴和小提琴悲伤又柔美的旋律。。
整个人，仿佛没有了心跳，没了呼吸。

时间冻结了。

在此时，我似乎忘记了怎么用手画下每一丿，每一画。。

人生不应该有遗憾，对吗？
人生是美丽的，对吗？

design class,today=D

today~~we studied design class...

This is something we did today,

from 10 basic shapes to something like that.

base on our creativity..

see..haha..me and my buddy's work..

ok bo? =D both of us are "mangarians",people who draws manga..hahaha..

CK(figure drawing lecturer) thought us that..

wow..We took lots of picture today..

I went to Klang for Bak Kut teh with yong shi and gang...hahaha..

post later~~~

Kher shin and me

me and ashley the owl..

Cute what~

We are

FCD 1005-3!!!

picha time~

Some of us..

few of them went home..haiz~
But its fun today,seriously..

好久不见 =)

YAY~~~Jay Chou's new song are very nice..
I'm his fan..hahaha...
Aww..This song...
还不错哦~可爱一下~

好久不见你还好嘛
你的小狗长大了吗
我的围巾还围着吗
我的相片都丢了吧 啊
我剪不到后面头发
这个借口还不错罢
一把剪刀一堆废话
还不是想求求你回来吧!
~~~~~~台语~~~~~~~
是我不好
我没有紧紧抱住你
你说泪流着 很危险
如果等你一起 流下不让同情发现
我对天空这颗那颗流星
大喊后会不会有奇迹
就算做朋友也没关系
为你改变了自己 该不认识自己
不是我保持了自信
只是我拿出真心
开业不用这个那个香槟
去我的MRJ餐厅
点蜡烛顺便吃个甜品
细数你大肆不联络的韵律
冷战早已经不流行
赶快回来到我心里
Music~
~~~~~~台语~~~~~~~
是我不好
我没有紧紧抱住你
你说泪流着 很危险
如果等你一起 流下不让同情发现
我对天空这颗那颗流星
大喊后会不会有奇迹
就算做朋友也没关系
为你改变了自己 该不认识自己
不是我保持了自信
只是我拿出真心
开业不用这个那个香槟
去我的MRJ餐厅
点蜡烛顺便吃个甜品
细数你大肆不联络的韵律
冷战早已经不流行
赶快回来到我心里

Stuffs

My homework table...

Just some drawings i did yesterday..

Yer...looks weird=_=..

hahaha..paiseh..

Hmmm...addicted to portraits lately..hahahahaha..

Good thing?

FCD 1005-3 design class(freakin crazy man)

This is our class.
FCD 1005-3.
Mixture of different style and personalities.
kinda weird too...haaha..
You know...people who studies "Art" have their own style right.. ?


One of our subject,Design 1...Li wen's class..
walao eh...
geng....we are told to get(to find something around our college area)anything which forms lines and dots..
We are given dunno how many minutes edi..haha..
then create our own line and dots.. use it with ink..
just like the pics below.
Can use rubber band,cigarette,sticks,paper,whatever..

Li wen said we can use whatever method we want,stand and do,
splashhh..anything also can.
We can refer to what we did in the sketch book when we're doing design..
Nice..=D

When I'm doing my work,
I heard..."pssssssssshaahhhh"...
I turn my head around and my god..

I saw Hun Sen(classmate)...喝ink喷ink..
To create some patterns...
哇劳耶。。。太疯狂了！！！
All of just stopped our work and look at him..=_=
"what the hell...."

Even our lecturer Li Wen asked us to video this down...hahahahah..
His mouth was so damn dirty...nevermind..
he use his black dirty tougue,stick on the paper..to form patterns...
ARGHHHH...this is freakin geli!!!!
=_=...he's...quite unique...hahaaaaaa...
A guy who loves violence comic and game..
He said the ink(chinese ink) taste bad,hahaha..
He brushed his teeth few times when he got back..kesian.

Sen's art...hahahaha..

Hun the violence freak..

Cute leh,thats my pencil case...hahaha..
Ashley loved it so much..


mermaid,Dun Shen and YS(klang ex band mem)


Voon Bin,MJ,Ker shin and my place..=_=
People not in the pic,coz im holdin da camera..so sad..

Yunn Chian,Esther,Toby and Khai xin..

Toby"aiyerrrr..."

Amelia,Ashley and Qiao Zie(we call her chelsea,XD)

college life..=)

Aww,i miss bloggin..
im waiting for my new pc now,haiz~~
Doing what i like to do is the best thing in my life..
Draw.Design.
Studying in The One,makes me more hardworking compare to my secondary school life.
I love to go library now..
Lots of cool cool books and magazine there,I go there very often =D

Uhhh,im dying.
Lots of homwork to do man..=_=
im freakin tired everyday.can't sleep well...
Everyone seems to be curious about what am I doing now...
haha..
Fenny,i can answer you next post...XD
hah...will upload pics when i got my new pc..=)

sis's new born BABY!!!!

This is lil Teh Qing Yuan~

cute daddy and mommy..=D

wow...sis tiger B,Teh Qing Yuan was born on 9th of May,my big sis's birthday+mother's day..
we are in bangkok that day...
What a naughty B,choose that date..hahaha..
sure painful lor...
Ooo...hope you can recover soon sis..XD

Yer...lil Teh need to call me aunty already..
I became "aunty"..."Aunty Shark,because the pronunciation of chinese(三姨),is same to鲨鱼..
my 2nd sis is "Aunty Croc"(crocodile)...because of 二姨=鳄鱼...
haha,funnyyyy~
so cute..i went to visit sis on 11th,after class..
yerrrr....looks so chubby..but kinda small huh?
hee...i'll visit sis when im free...i'll babysit your child~
take care~~

舒服多了..=)

我很高兴..
因为,
今天是我第一天认识你.

一切都变了..

但我不敢决定是否对,是否错.

眼泪不知不觉的掉了

1星期在曼谷...
回来了..

回来KL时是凌晨..
我很累..很累..
早上还得去上第一堂课..(其实是第二了)
够力的累..........=_=|||

嗯..今天..
12号晚..我10点左右回到家..
梳洗后,我开了姐姐的电脑用一下..
我如常的打开FB..打算换照片..
没想到..
他..找到我了.
刚巧我也开了部落格..开着SUI CHENG的BLOG来看..
听着她的音乐-joanna wang的I Love You.

他.send message..
读着时..不小心..落泪了..

也许是歌曲感动了我..
也许是很意外..
还有很多很多的也许.

不知为舍..做回朋友.?
过了那么久,我的确没什么放不下..

为什么我流泪?

为什么心酸了一下?


最后.
我接受了.

我们还可以是朋友.

=)

starbucks with family in KL...=D

me..Gel.
hahaha..i borrowed bro in law's SLR camara that day...
so damn heavy!!! ToT
took some pics..thanks for borrowing =D
need to wait until school starts to teach photography then only have the chance to buy one..

My dear big sis,the pregnent chick..

=D so cute,,2 3 more days wanna give birth d still walk here walk there go shopping..

what an active mother..XD

2nd sissss..lamenye..

mama..

reading mag...wow,that guy damn leng zai...hahaha..

I love it~

we are disgusting...hahah..

I became a granny...walao..

looks so..granny..=_=

My bro in law..gonna be a father of a cute lil tiger cub soon~

=D woohoo~

2nd sis's bf...sama sama lame..hahaha..

Yer,sis is going to give birth few days later,,either 4th or 5th I think..

Our whole family is not around malaysia for a few days..

I'm going to Bangkok tomorrow ler...for a week..

yeahh~~~~so damn happy..

I'm coming back on 10th,then college starts on 11th..(actually 10 jau start jor..-_-)

Bangkok is dangerous now,but we still dare to go..

hahaha...brave right?

daddy still got meeting there..but canceled I think..

we dare to take risks..

**pray for us**(XD)

sorry cause I can't make it.ToT

Can't wait to see your baby..hahaha..

haha...I think your son will have thick eyebrows and long eye lashes like bro in law..

ohoho~~

add oil eh~~I will visit you when if im free,and i can be your babysitter..XD

Bye Bye ipoh,Hello Bangkok~