Rough sketch *3*

I miss cha*

ma eyes are so pain and it's burning right now.
STRESSSSSSSS!!!!!!


A rough sketch to release all those poison and stress in my body.
Trying out with softer brush and colors. HMMM
Now my brain feels better. Thanks to wacom photoshop. <3

2 more weeks to go

It is stressful, every course is the same, I believe in that.
Seriously need a semester break, my face is so dry, so pale, eyebagssss....... >:(
and I look so tired everyday.

Not only me, I noticed a few classmates of mine are the same.

Period time is off again as always, but I suffered pre-p pain yesterday night.
My backbone and lower belly pain like hell when I was doing my work yesterday.
The pain was still there when I crawl to my bad and pick up a sweet lil phone call.

I wonder when can I sit back and relax??
today's progress considered good.
Better than past few weeks.
Tomorrow will be a stressful day too.
Class in the morning, assignment in the afternoon, and assignment in photography studio in the evening until night.
I guess I'll be crawling on the floor to bed tomorrow night.

What a long semester.
What a long day.

Gonna keep myself in good condition for 2 more weeks
in order to finish all final assignments perfectly before holiday starts.


Seriously, being a girl ain't easy.


I wish you're here, massaging me and giving me full supports.
Why are you so far and why is your line there so slow.. :'(

Every guys should read this, it's long though

A REAL BOYFRIEND
Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.


When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her♥

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back
When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word
When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her
When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up
When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers
When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

Cocca's Escape Plan A

家里的老大，娘娘。
哇有美人痣耶！真性感！
后面那个，很懒的。。

家里老二，也是逃犯。
应该说是逃犯一号！吓死人了。。

家里老三，也是唯一的男生。
真是又坏蛋又可爱，你看看那楚楚可怜的样子。。
有时打骂他都觉得不因该，实在是太无辜了！！

今天不舒服，只是去学校见老师一下子就回家。
没办法专心驾驶，感冒。
昨晚还冒冷汗。。泻肚子，不过挺好的，
瘦身一下嘛～～

说回来，当然是把这两只大朋友放去garden.
大概放了个小时，我就接到二姐夫的来电，
他问我是不是把他们放了出去，我就说是咯，
然后他竟然说，

“你懂不懂ｃｏｃｃａ跑了出去隔壁家？”

哇老。。。。原来他不知是去隔壁家，是走掉了！！
从家旁的网篱笆转进去隔壁马来人邻居的家！
然后从不知哪一处再度逃跑出去！

是隔壁的马来邻居告诉我的。他还用Ipad拍了很多照片！
是他联络我的姐夫，还好他在家！

我打听情报后就立刻驾车去找那只逃犯。
幸好走不远，不然事情大条了．
人家车子看到他都不敢动，那么大一只金色毛茸茸的东西过马路，
everybody freeze!!! XD
远看真的很大一只。。

我看见他就立刻停车下车叫COCCA!! COCCA!!!!

Cocca听见了就跑过来，很高兴的样子。。
二话不说当然是开车门给他上车回家咯。。
很乖，上车了，大概是懒得走路吧？

回到家就立刻爬下来休息。。弟弟也应该很紧张，
一直很高兴的吠～
隔壁的邻居也很关心，很紧张。
还好他们喜欢狗的，要不是。。。。
都不懂会发生什么事.感谢他。。

真的是坏蛋！
曾经看过他用身体幢篱笆了，原来每天出去就是为了做planning!!

吓死人了!!!
希望没有plan B.

Stereoscopic stuffs

Self edit Stereoscopic College.


Found Photoshop tutorial to get it done.
Luckily I found an easy one yesterday.
There was another complicated tutorial which drives me crazy..

Pening-pening.......Love the effect.
Gonna retake a picture of me and apply this effect on it >:)

A Sushi Day with Mama

Bloated fat face. 

Mama I love you!

Dinner with Mama！


Yesterday, mum and I celebrated Mother's and Daughter's day to replace our lonely Valentines :)
Yeah what, since our lovers will not be able to be with us tomorrow,
Valentines Day.

So........I brought mama to Sushi Zanmai because that's the nearest from TOA.
Did not brought her to Sakae because she tried those food there aready :D
We waited for 15-20 minutes if I am not mistaken, for 2 seats only,
by the bar.
Not bad, mum can rest on a round sofa by the queue.

Ordered 5-6 different sushi that mum love, garlic rice, and my favorite sashimi salad!!!
Why garlic rice? Because she loves garlic and the portion is smaller than others.
Mum was so happy that I'm gonna pay for her meal this time,
feels like shes trying to order cheaper food to eat but nahh,
it's okay, I have enough money to spend on her, and I always have.

I don't care, wanna let her eat some nice stuffs.
Let her try Toro Salmon :P  She loves it!
It's been my favorite since the day I tasted it, chewed and rubbed on my taste buds..
uhhhh I like toro salmon.



It was great, spending time with my mum.
She was so happy for the whole day :)
Glad to see that.
Really glad.

I wanna stick with you mum!

2nd sister's wedding day

with daddy :)

with mama!!!

oooo look at their face expressions. XD

me.

Forever and Ever.

Big bro in law and lil handsome tiger!!!

Love ma eyessssss

Me, preparing for wedding dinner :)
Thanks to Faiz who shot most of the pictures :D

What a happy news, 10 year's relationship man.
Add oil! make a baby next year! XD

Every girl wish to have such boyfriend

There's a guy who really do such thing to my coursemate.
How touching :')
sigh.

Valentines Day?

情人节，
三次恋爱都没有一起庆祝情人节。
第一个，没办法出门，我们的爱情始终不被认同。
第二个，他送了我一束熊和爱心，不过不是情人节当天。
                大概是和另一个女孩子一起度过。我绝对不会忘记这段可恶的爱情。
第三个，也是现在这个，根本没机会庆祝情人节。他说宗教不允许他们庆祝。
                他也没有心，从来没打算过要怎样。


看见单身的，单恋着的，有男朋友的，
都纷纷在FB写有关情人节的东西。
花啦，巧克力啦，还有许多浪漫的东西都一只出现在我的news feed.

大家都问，情人节快来了！你的情人呢？有约会吗？他有送你什么吗？



真不想回答。
情人我有，不过我们没有庆祝。
没约会，他人在很远。
送？都没庆祝。


到现在，每年的情人节还是一个人度过。
我也不知道庆祝情人节那种兴奋的心情。

今天看见同学被送一大束ferrero rocher，
还挺羡慕的呢。。
花，我有接收过。
但不是情人的花。

是我两个亲爱的乐队学妹，在乐队毕业典礼晚上送我的。
是我喜爱的百合花和满天心呢。 我不觉得不吉利，反而觉得很纯洁。
我很喜欢。我依然留着照片。


嘿。。
其实我很想感受情人节的气氛呀。。
有机会吗？

生日也没和任何一个情人度过。。。

Simply Amazing, Angus & Julia Stone - Big Jet Plane / Live acoustic

 Fell in love with this band♥ Simply amazing. Love their accents! Read some comments, somebody said "I didn't know jesus had a band." 228 likes on this comment. XD some even said he looks like a caveman. XD Uhh huh~ I do agree, he really look like a caveman. But he has a good voice, so soft and
smooth.


 

Another lovely song from them. :) enjoy.

Birthday presents from my sisters.

Thank you big sis and bro in law!!!
I love the tomato color and the simplicity of this headphone!
You hit my taste sis!!!
Tried out already, it works perfectly!
Sorry for being stupid that day, did not attach the stereo plug to the headphone. XD

Machine really got sell this series leh! XD

♪ Now I can enjoy my music anywhere!
Thanks alot! Muah! ♥

AH, 2nd sis, you know my taste well too!!!
I was like... wahhh... looking at the reflective red hot stamping designs.. @.@
This is a Kat Von B eyeshadow palette+book,
with a mascara and few pages of illustrations from Kat Von B, the LA ink American female tattoo artist.

This is how it looks like. There's a mirror beside the palette.
not my picture, grabbed from google. lazy to shoot. AHAHA
But will shoot both items one day!

what what "True Romance Eye shadow" and
"sin-full lash mascara"

wow, what a name.

Some illustrations done by her.
Dont feel like using this but hmm..
I must use it one day, lets set it this year. XD
Thanks alot to you 2nd sis! Muahh♥

Kat Von B.
Looks great! awesome tattoo!!!

Awesome gifts!!!
I really really like them a lot!
YAY!!! Useful presents!

Sorry for posting it late. HAHAHAH!
I received both items before my birthday man, sorry I'm late XD

Love you two sisters :)
Thank you! ♥♥♥

Sushi Zanmai Sashimi Salad

Favorite sesame topping
Snapped by YS.

I squeeze you lemon!! psssstttt!!!
My fingers look like Caterpillar here, fatty.

Sushi Zanmai is one of my fav la, cheaper ma, and it's the nearest japanese restaurant I can get hahaah~
Well, I am poor. XD Zen is not in my food list~ HAHA~

This is my favorite salad~ Sashimi salad with sesame topping.
Its good to eat salad sometimes, like toa-ians,
thinking of where and what to eat is a boring problem.

Its good to have salad, all vege, maybe some mix sashimi? :D
Not bad, you can have a big bowl of refreshing vege that really can make you feel full.

Yummm... The sesame topping just made a few friends of mine go addicted. XD

We cook Milo

OOOLALA~~~ MILO!

Our milo is no longer milo powder, it became milo brick.

One day, my elder sister brought up an idea to solve our problem.
She threw the harden brick looking milo into the periuk and started to COOK.
hahahaha, what a convenient way~
she filled em all into a few bottles, wow, when will we finish em all?

Almost forgot there's such thing in the fridge.

Hmm, but don't drink too much yeah,
the sugar level in milo is damn high people.

This made me fat during the 3rd month of National Service.
I drank 4 to 5 cups a week.
Regret. -_-

等多久？

When was this again?
I really really miss you :(

距离将我们分开，

但也同时将我们的距离拉近。

距离使我们难受，

但同时，

它也使我们坚强。

你有同感吗？

就算我毕业了，

我们也还没能够常常在一起。

我们到底要等多久呀。。。

A lil this and that

That was the first time I put a wig on.
Interestinggggg...

This is no wig. XD
I like the Johor make up artist who helped us on make up
in Johor wedding dinner night.
He is young but he knows how to judge beautiful girls.
He made us feel so confident and young that night :)

A pic with my chic chic big sis.
Why chic?
Cause that's her zodiac. XD

A lil picture with wee's cousin,
cousin right? XD correct me if im wrong!

Every female in this world wants to be pretty right?
Using make ups, high heels, nice dresses, nail polisher, and so on to keep our self as beautiful as possible.
Even plastic surgery. :|

女人爱美是天性。
一些女生不化妆，不穿高跟鞋就立刻没有自信，
一些不戴隐形眼镜就不自在，有的没的。
我能理解。

刚才翻杂志，里面有几篇关于瘦腿教学。
很有趣，哪里还说，
努力就可以变成好女人哦～～

虽然我懂不是一定要外表美才是好女人，
不过这番话还挺有意思的～
让我很有奋斗精神！

很久没搽lotion了，嗯。。。

好，我天天晚上都要滋润我的肥腿了，
管它他大条不大条。 XD