2nd sis's dinner!!!

OMG.... Very delicious!
Rich flavors man~

Potato and carrots with some sour taste,
lime right? Nicely cooked, can taste the chicken also!

Wow, tuna, egg and cheese in the tomato!!
Taste really good! 

Look at the cheeeeseeee.......

Look simple, but taste really good.
Seems small, but actually it's very full.

Wow sis, I have to say that you really did not waste any cook books,
compare to our dear mother who have more than 30 cookbooks at home -_-
Wow, I love all these!!
Did not expect you can cook so well :P
Cool~~~ cook again!! >O<

TQ for your dinner!!

Having class in McD

I followed the Illustration pathway class to McD in Pyramid
because the whole block of our college has no electricity :|
Followed cause I hope to learn something from them.
(I am from graphic design pathway)

We arrived there with a whole bunch of students,
of course, other classes from different courses came here to have lecture too.

Cool man, having class in McD.
It's last 2 weeks right?  Hmm, I think I won't have a chance to do so again.
Sigh~

TOA guy in my sketchbook

Been seeing this guy around student lounge in front of our library quite frequently. 
He sits the same place and shows same expressions always.
I remember his face. XD

I find him funny :P
UHUUHUHU!!!

He saw something shocking. XD
Ohhh sketchbook.. I am using a new one now!
Previous one habis!! YES!!! 

Kazaky, The Boys in Heels

 Kazaky is a Ukrainian boy band. Who wears heels........
 They changed my perspective of boys wearing heels.
 I don't even care are they gay, I don't care about the lyrics, my eyes only focus in their hot dance moves and hot body.
Simply graceful..I want to be like them :'(
Girls, look at them, even guys can be sexier and walk better.


 


 I think the first model can't even walk like them. 0.0)
 Can see that 2 boys in the band can dance and walk better, have more impact.
Uhhh.. These men are good.  They look good in heels honestly :D

Shut up & listen

HAHAH... A portrait practice done in
last semester break. :D
Macho macho face~~

I really feel excited every time I draw.
Not because of macho, it's because of interest.

Midnight doodle- portrait

Gonna make a portrait of a weird hair looking girl.

Gonna refine the body tomorrow... Yawn.
Need rest, working was okay,

Tomorrow have to wake up early and pack my things
cause I am going back to Ipoh for a day, to do photography assignment.
YAWNNN.... Have a lot of details need to be refined.
Sleep first. XD  

Just some mini complains...Frustration

Stress.
Stressful.
Different subjects, but heavy work load,
expectations, a lot of readings need to be done,
different concepts, different ideas, different executions, different approach,
different sources, different.. different..

Subject A ended, but our brain started to think about subject B.
After class B then C, then D and so on.

I dreamt of having assignments,
having critique session with lecturers during study breaks, and semester breaks.
I will have these dreams for sure, FOR SURE.

I don't understand why other friends from other places can be so free. Sigh.
Other than home or school, there's no other place I can go.
Because laptop( assignments ) will always be with us.


I am very very stress.
Graphic design and illustration pathway have equal stress.
In different time and way I guess.

It feels really good after bursting out crying while talking to phone when
people clicked my "EXIT" button.
This is the time I release my stress together with tears.
We are all stressful okay?

I am not working for money only, I want to be happy too.
I am not the person who studies this to earn money only.

In TOA, I learnt a lot. A LOT.
We have a lot of work to do.
People who does not study here and studies the same course in TOA,
just shut your f mouth up and don't ever said
"it's easy.." .
Because you don't know what are we learning and what we are doing here.
TOA... I never regret learning here.


Slept 4 hours everyday now.
Luckily tomorrow got work until 8 then can sleep until the next morning.
If not sure gonna pengsan.
It worth it.
Lecturer said my stuffs is a good try. Although he said "醒目少少啦！".
(Is it me or what, I feel that he's always rude to me in a funny way -_-)
(But at least I know that my work is not bad, just a lil bit slow. HAHAHAH )
I know his pattern already since the first typography class.
He kicked me with his knee as I tried to convince my idea to my mates.
Funny lecturer..Although he's one of the tough ones who pushes us to the shore of dead.
Respect him, learnt a lot from him.


This simple sentence are enough to bring my confidence back after
doing such shitty CV resume and name card.
(sometimes lecturers do affect our learning outcome.)




Alright, enough of complaining, should start doing my assignments.
Ciao. Well, it does feels better.

Song for my funeral

I want this song for my funeral. It's just so meaningful.
I can see so much story going on while playing this song. I see different versions of stories.
This is one.

( everything in slow motion )
It creates a intense, heavy mood in the beginning,
0.00 - I'm a baby in my mother's stomach, having heartbeats. Its black, it's red.

0.32 - I'm out from my mother's stomach slowly, flashing back to the first day I expose to this world.
So simple. So curious. sleeping in mother's arm quietly.

1.03 - I started to walk, my body is growing bigger as I walk through
the an empty road, meeting people, pigeons flying..houses, old shops appeared slowing. With people doing their own daily chores.

1.27 - It's raining, people were closing their shops, walking back home. I was alone. I see strangers, all looking at me.

2.16- I see confusion, people fighting, laughing at me. Teasing me, looking down on me, I'm alone. I'm afraid. People cycle pass me and looked me in my eyes. Their faces are turning into blue color,

2.40 - it's the biggest failure in my life. I fell, people were trying to stop me from walking. somebody grabbed my leg. I could not get up.

3.17- Suddenly, Hope. I see sunlight flashing on me. The hand that grabbed my leg were vanishing..I'm floating.. Everything is so yellowish, so bright.. I barely see a thing.

3.43- I'm reaching to the top of the world slowly. With animals running to the sky, together, all living nature. I'm naked. I'm growing older, older and older.. I can feel people are waiting for me. I'm achieving something.


4.29 - Someone grabbed me, a big palm, I'm on the ground again. Walking. But everything around me is going backwards. Sun comes out then the moon comes out, again and again. Then I realized I am getting smaller and smaller. I sat on a chair. Together with my family, living in a happy life. Zoomed into my eyes.  End.


This is how my vision of the song. Full of expressions.

Mama in ma studyroom

Mum watching Blackpool latin competition on youtube :O

A couple shopping for Gucci Pefume

Too bored.
Drew this couple during the very first day of my working time.
As a cosmetic seller. Walao.

Earth Day 2012. part 1.

HAHAHAHHA

Lil' barbie.

OMG OMG.
Organice popcorn!!! Taste really good!

My cute lil nephew. :)

Lil tiger :3

Awesome handmade stuffs.

Kind staff.

Never restrict kids to do arts and craft.
Inspiring.

Cute boy :D

Support organic cotton!

Capturing everything :)

Some picture captured on Earth Day, in 1 Mont Kiara, Kuala Lumpur.
The designers of Justlife are from The One Academy. Our seniors wei.
I love how they design the packaging and the campaign.
Using kids's vision to promote eco life and organice stuffs.

Was very happy that day, because I finally met
BOKTJUV's creator and friends.
The owner of this bookshop is really friendly and funny,
will pay them a visit soon.
Saw their shop on Facebook, really soothing,
relaxing. And they import books from other countries.
They are just a bunch or art and craft lovers.

Had a chat with the owner, and surprisingly,
he is an engineering student.
His outlook, products, are so.. Designer stuff.
I saw Dasein Academy published 2 issues of their ex student's working life,
restaurant, design and all different achievements.
All about life after studying.
Interesting, I wish our The One Academy could publish something like that.

By the way, I saw an illustration portfolio book of Reverie,
a batch of illustration major student's work.
They are fantastic. I believe their workload are even heavier.
And different from our workload. Now I really see how good are they.
Everyone from this batch are not bad seriously.
Some of them's work had been publish in newspapers, magazines, international illustration magazines
etc.
Those people are really a bunch of crazy awesome people.

Salute!
Let's work harder mates!

My tumblr !!!

Finally got a chance to use tumblr if our assignments no need to blog.
It is very convenient, scrolling through our design process through blogs, websites, etc.
Of course right, it's the digital era now, everything needs technology and internet.

Hmm, need a few blogs for different subjects,
but I think I will stick to 2 tumblr blogs, and this old blog of mine :)

One for photography, one for my Graphic design work and illustration work,
and lastly my personal stuffs. :)
I'll still be using them when the subject ends.
For a wider network and for a brighter future. HAHAHAHA!

Feel free to check em out :D

http://angel-tangclickin.tumblr.com/  ( focusing on final project, so its quite messy )
http://tangdesign.tumblr.com/ 

兩個動作看你的性格, MUST TRY!

兩個動作看你的性格--

*動作１. 兩手直覺十指交握*
握好沒，別偷看答案...

A.左手拇指在上--“U”
B.右手拇指在上--“SA”


*動作２. 雙手直覺交錯抱胸*
* 抱好沒，別偷看答案....

A.右手臂在上--“U”
B.左手臂在上--“SA”

將動作1和動作2的結果（共兩個字）順序組合起來，你的結果是？

這是日本的〔USAUSA~UNO SANO URANA)性格診斷，
利用人類左右腦各司其職的特性，
設計了簡單的兩個慣性動作，
分辨出這個人習慣以
左腦（主理性，語言，計算，分析）
右腦（主感性，直覺，想像，創造），
來做為解讀訊息用的〝接收腦〞，還是決定怎麼說，
怎麼行動的〝傳達腦〞 進而瞭解一個人的潛在性格與行為模式.

動作１、兩手直覺十指交握〈顯示一個人〝接收腦〞的慣用情形〉

A.左手拇指在上--意思是接收訊息時優先使用感性為主的右（U）
B.右手拇指在上--意思是接收訊息時優先使用理性為主的左（SA）

動作２、雙手直覺交錯抱胸〈顯示一個人〝傳達腦〞的慣用情形〉

A.右手在上--意思是傳達訊息時優先使用感性為主的右腦（U）
B.左手在上--意思是傳達訊息時優先使用理性為主的左腦（SA）

* **結果分析：* **

女性_
*１. SASA女
性格：無堅不摧的鐵娘子：為人一本正經，給人精明幹練的距離 感，若跟莎莎女成為好友，則是值得依賴的好幫手，但成為敵人，就會非常難纏！
戀愛：想太多的自我設限：交往前會想太多，對戀愛小心翼翼，不過很容易因此放棄，對主動告白的異性會難以招架，不過要小心反被聰明誤！

*２. USA女
性格：人情的好聽眾：散發出安心，溫柔，善解人意的氣質，是一個人人都想跟妳說心事的好聽眾，如果別人苦苦哀求妳，總是很難拒絕別人！
戀愛：難以爽快脫身：雖然會理性評估對方，不過一但陷入熱戀，就完全被感性主導，當熱情不在時，很容易因對方對自己的依賴而無法爽快分手!

*３. UU女
性格：直覺行事的俠女：熱血又充滿個人魅力，會突然失控大笑或大哭，但都是出自真心，因此頗受朋友喜歡，最明顯的就是購買東西完全憑感覺，就算不實用或已有相同款式還是想買！
戀愛：單純的愛情至上者：以自己心理的感覺為主，不會參考對方或客觀因素來決定自己下一步舉動，若對對方很有好感，一整天就像春暖花開，如果對方疑似劈腿，也會驚天動地大哭一場，但也很容易變心！

*４. SAU女
性格：陽剛味的大姊大：因為冷靜觀察與分析的性格，在同性之間很容易展現氣慨與責任感，常常是女生之間的大姊大，但掌握全場之餘又不失冷靜觀察！
戀愛：有目標的下手：操控自己的感覺，能冷靜分析對方是否適合自己，一旦鎖定目標，就會用盡方法維持熱度，雖然嚴謹以對，但內心總有一把不可告人的浪漫烈火！


男性_
*５. SASA男
性格：超級理性的數位人：完全以左腦為主的男性，以步驟跟數位為行事的准則，總是條理分明，不太能察覺感情，所以會給人固執，偏執的感覺！
戀愛：慢熱專情的完美主義：會在心中描繪完美形象，面對! 真實感情卻顯得慢熱自閉，一旦點燃熱情後，就會持續專情，就算對方回應冷淡，莎莎男仍念茲在茲，從一而終！

*６. USA男
性格：情義相挺的漢子：雖然看似冷酷，其實很重感情，會以直覺印象為出發點，然後再以堅決的步伐行事，就是那種看你順眼，就會收你做徒弟，挺你的那種大哥！
戀愛：不打沒有把握的仗：戀愛成功機率很高，一旦確認對方也對自己有好感後，就會火力全開，不過愛得深，對女方的要求跟猜疑也很深！

*７. UU男
性格：永遠樂觀的國王：因為相信自己的直覺，所以會顯得自信滿滿，率直天真，壞處就是對不感興趣的事，也絲毫不想掩飾，會顯得興趣缺缺甚至默不關心！
戀愛：自我得意的攻勢：很容易自我沉溺在熱戀氣氛中，不過太過率直樂觀的個性，可能會誤解別人對你是否有好感，陷入自我得意的陷井中！

*８. SAU男
性格：智囊分析者：喜歡探求理與擅長分析，常是旁人意見的給予者，給人一種冷靜穩當的感覺，不喜歡與人爭吵，很能妥善地處理事情！
戀愛：可能性至上：把自己喜不喜歡對方放在其次，反而以跟對方能否發展下去為第一前提，是個很適合愛情長跑或結婚的對象！


Hmm, seems like I found a USA boy :3

He's always my idol.
Whole family knows that. I respect him,
but I don't think he is fierce, I like him so much.

And I tell you, it won't change forever.
I love you Daddy :')

Happy Father's Day.

Another art style

I personally found out that I like to draw this style.
Not that realistic like what I usually does.

Feels comfortable and enjoyable when I use this style.
Probably want to explore more on it and add more expressions in it.

OHHH Man it's so late. Have to sleep nights.

I'm gonna start working TOMORROW

Wow. I still can't believe that I will be working tomorrow.
As a cosmetic promoter in Sunway Pyramid.
HAHAHAHHAA, weird?

Because a friends of mine need help, so...why not?

It's my very first time of working as a promoter.
I know it will be tough, I know my feet will get numb. HAHA.
But I don't care, I just want to experience.
Dad never give me permission to work because he think
he have the responsibilities to support me on my studies and
he think I need not to work because I will be working
for the rest of my life automatically right after graduating from college.

I agree daddy but still, I wanted to try.
To be a promoter, waitress etc.
Because I think I wont have a chance to play those roles after graduating.

It will be a good experience for me right?
I can learn how to communicate with people, I can learn how to convince people,
and I can also feel the stress of working as a promoter.
I believe I can do it.

Hmm, I think it won't affect my studies because I will only be working
on every Saturday :)
No worries.

Feel free to visit me, I am around Kanebo's counter. XD



So excited until I couldn't sleep. HAHAHAH

Happy day :)

It happened after the day I feel down.
I know my friends saw those emo post, that's why
they keep asking me to go yum cha with a big group of people.
Although I actually planned to do assignments after class with
my life sketching kaki- Jin Foong,
I decided to go with them because they sounds quite desperate.
HAHAHAHA..

While walking to Asian Avenue in Sunway Pyramid ( the only place to hang out for TOA students )
we met the lovely cute lil couple - Toby and Codi.
What a coincidence~

This semester, we got new friends from diploma seniors,
and some from other colleges.
So the closer new friends are Sam Lai and Seng Hong a.k.a Ji mui(sister)
No need to explain, because he is just so sister. HAHAHAH!
That's why we all can get along with him. XD
He's just so cute la. HAHAHA
And he's the only guy who can share girl's topic with me.
Seng Hong is a super humorous guy, simply funny, and 娇.


That's the first day I laughed until my face muscles are stretching like hell.
It's a hell lot of jokes going on in the group. XD


I appreciate these friendships.
Thanks people. I love you guys :')

Me and MJ Joyce

She slimmed down a lot!!!

Whole group of funny people.

The one beside me is Senghong my sister. AHHAHA!

The lovely Codi and Toby~

Toby and Me ~~

Ys our big sister and me!

Funny picture. XD

Ryuichi Sakamoto - Solitude..Simply touching.

Solitude is a state of seclusion or isolation, lack of contact with people.
Simple video, simple story, powerful expressions in music.





 My favorite from Mr Ryuichi Sakamoto as always.

睡醒了希望明天是好天

I'm always posting happy stuffs but now I don't know.

Something deep inside my heart rushed out from my mouth tearing 

my lips apart, screaming....

To be honest, yeah.

I don't feel happy.

I don't have strong bond with you guys.

I don't know why. I tried. I did try!

I did everything to make myself stand out during secondary school and I made it.

I practiced so hard until I made myself good enough,

to stand a chance to get noticed. I like what I do, I like who I am.

But now? I need only need a few people to cheer me up.

是我太压力吗？

还是说我本来就没什么朋友缘？

不是很安静，而是有时候插不上嘴。

不是没话说，而是有时候说了也没差。

也许是我自己的错。

是我话不多。

长的也没怎样，当然不被注意。

好吧，睡醒了希望明天是好天。

What's wrong with me?!

Im getting nuts. Look at me.

Is it me becoming mature? Autistic? Or stressful?

I've been quite quiet in this 2 years, I am not as talkative as last few years.

I can't even laugh honestly.

Feels weird. 

I became quiet.

Sometimes I don't even feel like talking, hanging out, eating meals with people.

I don't really know how to expand my conversations with my classmates,

but other than class and course mates, I can!

I can talk to waiters, promoters, strangers, even jaga very easily.

Lack of topics? Not really.

Face problem? No I don't think so.

This is my problem, but I really don't know how to solve.

I became a nobody in my class.( I do feel so )

Nobody cares even if I'm missing.

Maybe sometimes I speak too softly?

Or I am an unnoticeable person?

I'm too boring?

Speechless person?

But then other friends don't see me like that, that's weird.

They said I'm funny, crazy, and talkative.

But it's in the other way round in college.

How am I gonna have a friend?

I don't think I have any best friends so far.

All friends, good friends, but maybe not best friends who knows most 

of the things about me, who keep in touch always.

Nobody will call me during holidays.

I feel lonely. 

I am lonely since young.

I did try to do something..

I always wanted to ask people,

do you have a best friend?

I do have best friends but after graduating from secondary school?

We're all separated. I wonder, were we really that good? 

Somebody talk to me automatically will really cheer me up.

Every time. Every time...

A simple "hey. hello.." is enough to make me feel happy.

 

No matter how, I'll still be trying.

一见钟情？ 我不信。

也许是我吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸。
如果是喜欢对方的脸而喜欢的话，那肯定不长久。


别说是包容，连最基本的相处都已经很难了。


“一见钟情 ＝ 看上别人的样子”


不是吗？
根本不是因为了解，能体谅，包容，
联对方的缺点都不介意还想把它改好而喜欢对方。


被前男友背叛过了，还有哪种心痛没痛过？
那时只会说，太卑鄙了，可恶。。
现在只能说，使我们开始的太快了。


根本没有很认识对方。




你可能会说我现在以貌取人来选男朋友，
不过我敢说，
不要傻啦，我们两个都不好看，
开始的时候更难看。
根本很少机会见面，现在也是如此。
我们特别珍惜在一起的时间，所以迟到，
使我们最气的事。


相处都有地段时间了，我也渐渐觉得谈恋爱并不简单。
经历了不少事情。
我和他谈的恋爱，本来就不容易了，大吧问题等着我们。
不过目前的问题，我们都熬过来了。
为了让我们更了解对方，更能和好相处，
我们下了很多工夫。
阅读有关文章啦，认真讨论啦，等等。


你觉得我能相信别人？
哦，那种创伤，很难治疗。身边太多例子了。
我也发生过。




啊，
谈恋爱，
费工夫呀～

Cameron Pumpkin Pao :9

Man,best best best!
糯米鸡！！！

有吃过吗？
这是南瓜包哦～

没有任何浆料，
淡淡的甜味就已经很好吃了！
真特别。

Cameron.
My grandparents.
Fresh and cool air.
Green farms.
My love.

Love Meow .

Imagining another hairstyle.
AHAHAHAHA.

"Busuk Meow" became our name, damn.
AHHAHAHA.
I smells good okay? XD

Smell your own armpit. HAAHHAA
But armpit without furry hairs seems better,
smells better, looks better, and feels better, right?

That's why I like hairless armpit men.
:P

Opps. who's that hairless guy? XD

Had fun, photography practice.

Kayli (left ) is a girl okay? XD
She is so so so suitable for cosplaying men.


 

Heh, trying out with dance moves.
Love love love.

If I am a lesbo, I will probably go for Kayli.
HHHAHAHHAA!!!! HANDSOME!

Finally captured some feelings.
What a sad movie.

Thanks to Kayli, Joyce and Jinfoong my group mates :)

Uhhh.... Photography is fun man, but being a model is not fun for me. D;
Studio lighting, you are so tough.
But in the end, we had fun,wish to have more time to make it perfect.

Saturday night.

Heheh. It's convenient to have a laptop :D
we can life sketch wherever we want if we have a laptop and tablet
with us all the time :3

I like this color scheme.
It's so me. HHAHA.

Saturday night, what should we do?
Movie of course!!!
I downloaded a lot of films and animations recently, to feed my brain and
to use some time to be with our lovers.
I'm waiting, still waiting.

I miss you although we argues about religion again.
Hate it. But I like u as a person.

Ah confusing.