deng...==

deng lo...
my frienster account kena people hack...
==

last night Tung sms me,around 2 something,
I was sleeping...
but i woke up myself at 4...
then only saw...I was damn shock!
my account kena hack,got NAKED pics...!!
walau eh.....who so sui...==
can't sleep well tim....sei mou...
then I asked Eeann to help me check..
haha...She was so shock also...
said..."choi! early morning jau saw porno!"
haha....funny...
kesimpulannya,really kena hack...
then,I asked her to delete my account..

YAY!!!
finally...
I was struggling since January..
wanna delete anot??
then now,must delete jor la..
thanks alot hacker..
You made a decision for me...=)
hoho...happy? yeah....
I'm weird huh?

But kinda angry...
Can i scold you "DIU"?
why the stupid hacker still wanna upload 11 naked pics of someone in my profile..
yee leng don't understand what is in the pic,and leave jor funny comment..
"apa itu?"....
hahaha...funny la you..
naked pics also duno??
><
hmm....better delete la,boring edi...
plus I wanna study...
I so hardworking this few weeks...
haha! i wanna get rid of the name "lazyworm"...
XD

Yay...no frienster edi..
got time only open a new one la...lazy..
got blog jau ok d ler..
and msn...=)

Unknown?

aih....Am I happy?
asking myself always...
but I still can't get the answer...
the right answer for myself.

Can somebody help me?
my situation just like YL's...
something like that.
it's hard for me,it's complicated for me.
just like maths formula...
What to do??
I can feel my heartbeat in the dream,
when Im sitting beside him,
but,
it's not him.
it's another person..

I'm wondering why.



hey you,shh...
keep quiet and listen..or
slap me instead of listening la.
:)

恐怖

今天我又和妈妈一起去游泳。
没想到今天竟然可以看见。。。
传言中的“死咸涩麻辣佬”。
果然名不虚传。
一看他的死样，留着胡子，恶心。
高大威猛，马来人一个。
应该是三四十岁。
他穿了泳裤，就拿起电话在谈天（假的吧）。
坐在一旁，看着泳池里的Aunty。。
他打开了脚，手就开始有点。。。
我不理了，继续游咯，减肥嘛。。。
过了不久，他下水了。
下了水很久都还没开始游，
只是在池里左看右看。。。作热身运动。。。
好咯，终于开始游了，不过他并不是认真的游。
看得出在假扮。。。

他每次都是吸了一大口气，然后在潜入水里。。
他在望。。。色狼般，在寻找猎物。。
咿！！！
不理是年幼还是年长，高矮肥瘦他都可以。
池里有个LifeGuard在游，几猛一下，所以我就在他隔壁的Lane游。。。
那个麻辣佬看见我了==
不过时有我隔壁的隔壁，因为我的Lane是最后的。
Kedudukan strategik dan selamat,ada Life Guard jaga...
哈哈，太恶心了，他尽然在等我开始游，他要有我后面！
啊！！！
恐怖。。。算了，不理他。
我懂他再看，我忍！
不久后，猛男上岸了！！坐在一边看管。
呜。。。不要走。。。。。。

哇靠。。。
我不小心看见那个变态，
在水里自抚他的鸟！！！
呕。。。〉〈
他还作出不雅动作。。。
我看了我都想把我的眼睛挖出来埋掉！
他得泳裤超紧的，显露出他那。。。了的鸟。。。的形状。。。
呕电。。。。。。。呃。。。。！
他还作出一些恶心的声音。。。==
虽然是恐怖，但是我竟然没有怕的感觉。
还想走过去说wa,kecil sangat...tak hebat...
刺激和踩他。。。
啊哈哈。。
我看着lifeGuard,他就跟我打眼色，
应该是说Itu orang hamsup,tak payah peduli dia,biarlah dia mati...
然后就笑笑。。。
哈哈哈，我也看着他笑了一下。。。
了解了！

好了，那个变态走了，去Sauna。。。
应该是去打飞机==
哈哈。。。
然后他又出来了，又在一旁打电话。。。
又再看看泳池。。。
==
过后又走进冲凉房里。。。还唱着歌。。。
哇劳。。。变态死了，连五十几岁的Aunty也不放过。。。
那个变态打开了窗，又在描。。。

呕。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
没关系，let it be...
那里的人都知道这号人物，
哈哈。。。


死咸佬。。。==
诅咒你！！！！

接受你不能改变的，
改变你不能接受的。

压力，
适当的压力，
就是你的推动力。

先看因，才会有果。

（有点难明白咧？慢慢思考吧~很有用的。）



最近很忙，心情很烦躁。
哟！！！
顶不顺！！！
发泄不到。。。不知该如何发泄。。。
咿。。。
爸爸和姐姐下星期就去Macao了。。。
羡慕死了！
还可以去赌场呢~~
有的玩，有的看，有的吃（这才是重点）。。
爽死了都快。。
姐~~帮我买好的回来哦~~
谢谢你~
玩得开心点咯~

有些人的话，总不能令我完全相信他们。
太不肯定了，又没说服力。
好难。难道你就不关心周围所发生的，所有的，所存在的吗？
拜托。。。==

我很担心一些人。。。
太胆小了，什么事都不敢尝试，一点都不放。
唉，难道你就不会享受音乐吗？？
死死的，木木的，
一点感情都没有，怎么能创造出好的音乐？
怎么能让别人一起感觉和享受呢？
不要怕别人，要怕，
就必须怕自己。
怕自己不明白，怕自己不会，怕自己没感情。
只顾自己是没用的。
用耳朵用心的聆听别人吹嘛。。。
单靠算，是错误的。
乐器在你手上，就是你的责任了。
你就有责任把它管理好，爱惜它，
喜欢它。
把乐章吹好，打好。
方轻松，放点感情，感觉你的乐器，寻找你乐器真正的声音。。。
好不好？
真得很担心你们。

happy birthday to Ying Tong

haha.....happy birthday to Ying Tong~~
the TVXQ super fan...
my 11 year friend...
my bestie in band...
my drum soul...
Also the Perc SL...
the joker...
the nice butt...
the patient one in teaching...
yellow monkey...

wish you'll have a chance to kiss U-know,
hahaha....XD

哎

你会说你讨厌敷衍的人。
我也是呢。

但是，我好久没敷衍你了呢。
怎么那样子
我还蛮怕我烦到你呢
因为你让我感觉你很忙
敷衍

说好的幸福呢
正在练习这首歌
还有方大同的

爱？
唉。。。。==

aih~~

aih....
lazy.....I'll leavin' computer alone this week..
need to study hard lo..
started to read dictionary edi...
walau....3 language also read...
getting worse edi...
so rush....==
urgh....today damn mang zang...
my phone keep on ringing...
sms damn alot...==
juniors...ahhhhh!!!!
I'm sorry,maybe I'm too rush today...
can't tahan.....urgh........
patience.....
cool down.....
phew..

lots of work to go....
damn..
my life is damn busy....everyday...
can't rest....even holidays also need to wake up damn early...
for what?
for practice....who ask me love it so much...
tiring,but I enjoy it very much..
music heals your soul...
believe it...
that's true...
=)

清明

清明时节雨纷纷==
七早八早就起床了。。
去飞机路那里扫墓~
蛮早的，所以人很少。
凉凉地，爽！
哇。。。有地雷（牛屎）。。恐怖。
还好我电话有灯照着呢。。不然就加辣咯~
唔，仔细看，观察。。原来。。。
坟墓的景色还几漂亮一下！
都不恐怖啦，晚上恐怖而已吧。

到达了，本来打算在墓上的字上色，
结果妈妈有带毛笔，
没带漆。==
哈哈。。算咯，准备别的。。
比利巴拉。。。完了。开始很热。。
流汗了。。
然后吃了早餐再second round。

去Bercham，继续。
哇，看见几位同学呢~
好巧，还遇见师姐呢~
大热天，还好有卖冰淇淋！！！
我堂妹拉着我去买，但是我决定不吃了，
肥！！
呜。。。好久没吃了。。。
很想吃咧。。。
拜到一两点才吃午餐。。
不过我很饱，不吃了。。
很累，很想睡觉。。。
在回家路途上睡着了，没回到讯息，哈哈。。
抱歉。。=）
赶着去学校，差不多到学校时才发现，
我穿的竟然是。。。
拖鞋！！！
哇唠。。。==
蒙蒙地穿了拖鞋。。。不理了啦。。
妈妈。。我很累。。
真的。。
不过有人叫我写，
听话咯。。。你看下，我对你几好，
你对我都没那么好咧。。。

feels like wanna...

walau..
what the hell...
think too much again?
feel like wanna slap myself...
slap till awake...
this and that..
macam-macam..
struggle for what?
asking myself..
W.H.Y...
what happened la yor.......
saw your face in my dream..
good or bad?
right or wrong?


can't believe myself...
urgh...

I'm in love with Maximilian Hecker's voice...
wow...some of his songs..
damn sad and cold..
but love songs so sweet man...
pure love.
how i wish i could have a pure and sweet love story..
:)

tak tau lah.

someone's right..
maybe I should give up Mr X...
to be with Mr Z.
maybe?
guess so..
tarak responds jugak..

Why do I need to care X so much?
tak tau apa telah jadi..
tak tau apa saya fikir..
care X
as a bro?
as a sis?
or???

sendiri cari maut..


EMPTY

feelings

今天又有感觉用华语..

一面听钢琴轻音乐，一面写.
好恐怖...
有时钢琴比歌声来得更恐怖..
钢琴的爆发力..
钢琴的旋...
那种感情...
比嘶喊声更忧郁,更悲伤呢..

愤怒地弹奏,
在琴键上留下指尖的温度..
疯狂地,
让琴键把指纹给磨损...
忧郁地,
把白键及空气给染黑...
不能用语言表达出的伤痛,
就只能用音乐了.

i can see the sadness in your eyes...
and i can see the sadness in your smile.

Bloom....(to be continued)

= Bloom=

ok anot? havent finish yet...left a part of the hair...

hmm..like it...

do you like it? give me some comments about it...

=D

thursday~!~

love you Jia hui~(soya)

hugs...

actually.......itu fake wan....that's my artwork....haha...

haha....after school,I went to small genting for lunch with Jia Hui..

then met tjj...haha..

3 people sat down...quietly...?

hahaha....tjj shy???

maybe....duno~

took my hp out then...naughty nye~~

and let people saw....sei fo..

before I finish my lunch,tjj go back jor...

after lunch only walk back to school with Jia hui...

on the way back,Jia Hui suggest to self lovin awhile...haha..

okok....took some pics...aiya,and janice walk pass with her BF,

lak seh nye....

that time me and Jia Hui like kissing...the pose...haha...

then the end of self loving..

then saw someone playing basketball in Elim...

==

fate?

oooooo......reached school...then teach some people theory...

teaching...teaching...

suddenly..

the CC CONG ( netball teacher )came and said...

" hey girl,turn around..tingkatan berapa?....and tidy up your hair.."

".oh..ok....form5....5s1....why?"

"prefects,you see...!!what are those on her ears?! why no one saw it? penolong prefect! you can't noticed that too! you are there for so long time!" ( bili bala..scolding around....)

"...=="

"ei,take it off,and prefect,jot down her name...I can't believe you all dint noticed that! so good huh....5 earrings on her ears...good..."

"...-_-...(taking off)...."

"How can huh? Take it off now! don't you know the rules??"

"...I thought got 3 times warning ma...."

Then cc chong(netball teacher) stared at me and walked away...with LC FACE!

DIU.....==

damn unlucky...

then 3 prefects came...

ishhh...

so many people langgar peraturan but you just saw me!?

fine...I surrender...hmph!

can't take back my lovely earrings...ToT

then the prefects wrap it in a piece of paper..

sei sui pengawas still laugh me hari ini tarak nasib....==

ishh..

sent it to Puan Yap lo...(scary discipline teacher)

ahhh.....I wanna take it back!

Beg her also no use..==

nevermind...I'll beg her everyday...hahha..

my earrings cost about rm70 there....

my wallet bleeding edi....I must get it back...wuwu..

my favourite blue one....T_T

tak apa...

I will get it back!

hmm...guess you no credit ge ler....dint reply...

Choi yeen asked me something today...

CY:" ei....if I start off to find a guy to sms,feels weird right?"

me:" erm..yeah..kinda...also dunno he wanna sms you anot..."

CY:" duno er...short replies..."

me:" for me,I won't ler...but depends la...but it's kinda lak seh if he doesn't wana chat with you lo,or maybe he wanna ignore you by using short short replies,maybe you dint noticed that only...feels bad er.."

CY:"haha...right....but I kinda..haha...wana sms him la.."

me:" hmm..dunno er...you like lo~"

Hmm..yeah....

CY brought Rocky to eat...IN CLASS...

although that's just something normal..

eat in class...

she's damn skinny,but she can eat alot...

more than me..OMG..

skinny people eat alot wan??

ToT

=)

hmm....
hope you love the gift ler...
me and claudia pokai jor also wanna buy...ToT
jaga-jaga la...
XD
sorry...forget to remove the price...hahahahahaha..
no face to see you again...
must appreciate it...
I'm damn blur this few weeks...
ishh....but im not STUPID yet!
haha...
hurt my lips when i was swimming....
knock dau...blur...dunno why can knock dau...
then when I get up from the pool..
wow..

Keep bleeding,keep keep bleeding lips...

my hair din't tie well,
then mai very messy lo,and long long dei...
looks like a ghost..
with bleeding lips...==
damn pain man....
swollen for an hour...wu....TT
then go tuition tim..
the other day,
my classmates all so curious about how my lips get hurt...
then mai tell the truth lo,
but everyone don't believe it..
they keep on saying my lips bleed cause DA K LUN...
==...
omg..
i'm a lala mui in their eyes??
XD
funny...
sure not da k la....ishhhh....

5s1 2009...

took camera to school cause need to do Moral Kerja Amal...
too bad....battery habis jor...
if not,can take alot of pics..
ishhh...
T-T
funny...all pura-pura do work only...XD


red hot chili peper..hahaha....Moral teacher....her Fans...

me..==

Bung Bung the prefect...the pelajar yang paling rajn dalam class saya....

stupid cc sittin on the table...walau..no teacher...huru-hara...