睡醒了希望明天是好天

I'm always posting happy stuffs but now I don't know.

Something deep inside my heart rushed out from my mouth tearing 

my lips apart, screaming....

To be honest, yeah.

I don't feel happy.

I don't have strong bond with you guys.

I don't know why. I tried. I did try!

I did everything to make myself stand out during secondary school and I made it.

I practiced so hard until I made myself good enough,

to stand a chance to get noticed. I like what I do, I like who I am.

But now? I need only need a few people to cheer me up.

是我太压力吗？

还是说我本来就没什么朋友缘？

不是很安静，而是有时候插不上嘴。

不是没话说，而是有时候说了也没差。

也许是我自己的错。

是我话不多。

长的也没怎样，当然不被注意。

好吧，睡醒了希望明天是好天。