Burst,you'll see

After NS,I really changed quite alot...
I'm not that hot tempered compare to last year.
I do love myself now.
I think im doing fine in TOA.
but now..

That kind of anger came back.

I think,you messed up with the wrong person thought im nice huh?
You really don't know me much,you don't even know my character.
When we are serious.please behave yourself and be serious,
solve problems and help each other out.
not just stick to your own world dude.
its okay,
this is a small matter.

I do hate people ignore me by pushing me away.
You can ignore me by keeping quiet,but not THIS.
No one did that to me before.
not even schoolmates and family.
You lighted up my fire.

This is a team,not a solo.
You better behave yourself and coop with the other group members.

This is about attitude.
Im serious in doing group works.
Everyone is serious.

I dont really care about this kind of things,
I hate this kinda feelings.
We are all 18,not 8.
No more next time.no more nice guy.
I dare to play,and i dare to do anything.
Watch out.

Good luck to you guys~

AMC band is going to seremban wo...
and singapore for an indoor competition..
I know i write this blog is a liltle bit too late..haha..
sorry guys,internet got prob...
good luck anyway~
hmm...i know the results edi..
Not bad wert~
saw some pictures of you all..looks syok wer..
=) miss you all..
Support you all although im not there to cheer..
aih,i wish i could go too..but unfortunately,i need to go art fair on friday..
got class somemore on thursday..
you guys did great~ anyone who got the recording,please send 1 to me..=)
ga yao in singapore~

i was like....uhhh...==

Shin draw me,i draw her..hahaha...

i looks so...leng zai huh?

hahahaha..

show all our sketches...

Ck's drawing..me n amelia..==

I looks like Jet lee...ToT

^&*()%^&

drawing my portrait few das ago...

alien language again.

Today...in a bad mood...

I can't capture people's face...

I really dont know how to construct a human being's face..

Can't even capture the shape well..

haiz...my drawings are too romantic..

yor...how to make it real? its too manga style..

I don't really like it..

I'm sitting infront of wee's laptop,practising my sketching,in mamak nearby sis's house..

Urghh...I feel like dying..

how comeeeee.....I dont understand..........

my touch is too soft???

ahhhhh...this is freaking bad.............

I got lots of assignments to do...

haiz..

I felt so happy today..just because of you 3

Today

Yong shee,Ashley and Jayis's words made me felt pleased..
今天的我，还是有点迷茫。。

他们说的话让我好安慰，
他们诚恳的眼神，语气，
让我的心顿时温暖起来。

以前，我能够接受称赞，不能接受批评。
现在，我接受不到称赞了，反而批评对我来说是很好的。
真的不懂怎么反应。。。很怕。。
变了。

不过他们真的让我好感动。。。
=）
让我感觉好像回到中学时候，
教学妹那样。。

Cirit birit

Damn it..
i don't know what i ate today..
im CIRIT BIRIT-ING !!!
my asshole hurts man..=_=
**sorry..im rude**

Die...

wow..I hate this kinda feeling..
OUCH..

stuffs..AGAIN...

Im a fan of Shaman King

This is my fanart...XD
Joker..sketching..

some pics..bangkok trip

Egypt designed hotel...nice one..

cousin,wee,mum dad,me n 2nd sis..=)

thai king...airport..

Brought 3 watches here,this is the designer..

cool~ all handmade..

his name is HOB.

like this..amc,watch this..the cavaliers....

I love the last one...those rim sounds so nice!!!
amc band mem should watch it..hahaha..
1st video os cool...intro NICE! see..they are so bersemangat...
And MACHO~! Aih...if amc can be that neat jau hou lo...hahahah~

freaks...=D we pose weirdly..XD

Zoo family..

班上第一，2，3可爱~

we love him~~

jayis ..geng...

haahha...funny one~

Haha,our class formed a group.."the Zoo family"

I'm one of them..

Ashley-Queen of Owl

Me-Botak owl=_=

Jayis-flamingo

Yong shee-elephant

Amilia-giraffe

Toby-snail..hahahahaha..

Damn funny wei...omg..and im the 3rd cutie in class..

1st is yong shee,2ns is ashley..

hahahahhha...chubby=cute?

Toby the funny snail..

I found this funny...hahahaha..
really cute la Toby,doesn't looks like 20 years old..
^^

Oh...Today,only I know..
they got 7 snares...4 toms..
...
..
.
.

I cant promise him anything yet..
Cause my timetable really so....
haha..you know,I'm busy..
I wish I could join you guys..
"Next year",what a challenging word..
Good luck buddies..ToT

to amc percussionists

suddenly,I miss those time in band..especially 2008's perak state competition..
And KLWMBC drumline for sure..
Walao....felt so high when I watch this video..
2nd piece Jauh-jauh is my favourite...
Faint..
I still remember that time,we(drumline) train so damn hard,
injured here and there...
Plus kosin's hell training..
hahaha..last minute still change scores,geng..
I remember pokok,lenh and bee theng practise the drumsolo like hell...
repeat yao repeat..hahahaha...
Miss Tanah pusaka...been playing this piece for few years,remix yao remix..
Ahh,can't wait to go back and join them to play the 2010 tanah pusaka..
Sui cheng and pooi kuan who play quints,always ao chai..
hahaha..backbone got problem..
Cymbals rocks..the straight line wow..
bell too,although Claudia solo,alone..hahahaa..
Bass drum no need say la..the 5 kurus kering bass drummer's splitting was awesome..
If qin shi play along,i think everybody will faint after your show..

=D add oil guysss...
Put in passion,I know you all can do it..
Pay more attention to your seniors and try to work on your basics..
I'll visit you all..secretly..ohohoooo~
must improve o..Don't let all of us down girls..
=)Think positively..

haha...post to show my ugly face...XD

Allien language...sot..

ugly pose..XD

Okay...you guys can laugh..(XD)

I was doing seaweed mask yesterday...

while im doing my dear homework...AGAIN...

做功课做到崩溃。。。疯了。。

做功课就是那样，一下子站着画，一下子趴着画。。

看心情。。哈哈哈。。

画画就是那样嘛~灵感的来源。。

homeworks.....

she looks like ah gua..=_=

yucks..

Aih,homeworks...

make me feel dizzy..

PENGSAN...im still drawing...=_=

ahhhhhhhhh....suan ba...

Got homework better than what also don't have...=)

stuffs again...=)

A drawing,gift..

for frederick

101 design...

I chose Snail to draw..
Don't think it's esay man...

wow,seems easy here..(101 d)

hahaha...pengsan when i finished all..

lack of creativity lor...haiz..

how?macam mana?

drawings...again?

Yeah,drawings again..

This is what we drew in class..

not finished yet actually..but we just snapped it for syok..(me + shin)
See...mine and ker shin's work..

Aih...studying here is good,my skills improved alot..
But see...=_=...

still so....ee.

im unsatisfied with some of my work...

aih..Time is running out..

Yawn...im doing my 101 designs...@.@

Uhhh...need to pass up tomorrow I think..

vomit blood..wish me luck guys..

Long hair VS short hair

Why?
原来长发和短发的分别有那么大。
长发的时候不管你美不美，肥不肥，都会有人看你，
穿性感一点更多人看。。
长发的时候，不管你有几男性化，
只要披着一头长发，就是女生。别人都认为只是有时会有点粗鲁而以。
长发的时候，都比较有异性缘。。真的。
只要是长发，男生都觉得这是美丽的。
只要是长发，就等于女性化。

短发呢？

完全不会有人要望你一眼。。扫都不会。。
性感一点，一样没人看。
短发，就是男性化。
短发，完全和长发相反。。。。
不过短发就是看起来比较有性格。。
男生都觉得短发不美的。。
我survey过。。==
哎~我想留长一点。。不过还是短的。。
不过又不想。。又想留长头发。。
又觉得我留长发是为了找男朋友。。=_=

喂，到底想怎样？！
短发VS长发，who wins?

figure study classssss

Ah...we're drawing head now..
eyes mouth bla bla...
wow...so interesting...really wan...hahahaha..
cause everyone have different features..bone structures..
I'm getting interested in figure studies..
That day we've learned how to draw ears..
CK want us to draw our friends ear..
haha,i draw my partner Ker Shin's ear lo..see..she's drawing mine too..
with earrings there...haha..
Drawing human being is really interesting..
Eyes and mouth is very difficult to draw..
most challenging for me..
we don't use sharpener anymore..ahaha
we use cutter to sharpen out pencils..
wow,dangerous..
sharping pencils also need skills and techniques..
=_=
geng leh??? i found it cool..hahahaha..

Hmm,studying arts is not a joke.
We're not like last time,draw what we like only..
Lots of homework to do..not just homeworks and assignments..
we need to practise our drawing skills ourselves too..
Uhh...dying..
Kinda hard to coop with time...


**This is just a beginning... **


This is do bloody awesome ...
（广东）实在是太刺激了！！！

die for assignments

Lots of homeworks and assignments to do recently..
From now onwards,I think i won't sleep before 12 midnight.
Lots of things to do..
haiz...What a big difference between secondary and college..
I wish i could get into sleep around 10.30 like form5 life..
Yawn...what to do???

can't be lazy what..this is my future..
I can't ruin it..

ARGH!!!! stress...
really really stress..
lots of presentation...
lots of problems...
Need to practise alot..
sketch sketch sketch...ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!
(insane)

Can't really sleep well..
每一天，最期待的是星期5。。。晚上可以大睡一场。
这个才是重点。

没错，这里学到很多东西，画工也进步了许多。。
不过黑眼圈就真的是深了很多。。。
oh my...
有点水肿。。晚上很夜睡，喝很多水，又没时间运动。。。
瓦老。。。顶不顺。。。
满台笔，纸，file,等一大堆。。。

wo de ma ya...really can die because of assignments...
sacrifice....
**faint**

Farewell of Frederick

This is my NS friend..Frederick~

My "sister"?hahahaha..

He's a big bear...but he's damn good in games,basketball,volleyball..

别小看他。。很厉害的熊。。hahahahaa..

not joing wan ar...XD

He's going back to America...haiz..

so sad..

After 2 years only come back..

So..mai meet yi xia him lo..

Uncle Fred is a nice guy who take cares of everyone like a mother...no,is NANNY!

XD

yeah,I met him after class..around 6.30..

In sunway pyramid..cause its nearby my college,haahha..

This bear belaja me dinner in a japanese restaraunt...=)

Then we went to buy a bear bear to his girl..hahahaha..

We picked pig rabbit..(a toy in a korean movie)..

Ahaha,he looks happy..

He drove me home around 10 something...

Aiya..long story..

Hmm,kinda sad that he's going to America..

Will miss him =)

take care big guy~~