And then i checked my results.

Unexpected.
The subject I thought I can score well turned out to be normal.
Subject that I thought I do quite shitty turned up higher.
And the last subject that I thought I might need a referral turned out to be okay.



Un. Ex. Pec. Ted.



And this time I know I DESERVE THE MARKS FOR THE LAST SUBJECT!!!
I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW!!!!

Throughout these years, I finally know what's going on with me.
My biggest fear is writing.
And I do admit I did not put my effort on this compare to the other two.
This semester made me realize how important is keeping yourself passionate,
productive, and inspired.
ALSO I've learnt that I need to utilize my digital tools to be faster this time.
Cause previously I did a lot of hand writing hand drawn concept sketching stuffs.
I can predict the legends in our class can score epic marks.
AS USUAL.
Really really admire these people that can keep themselves fresh, productive and inspired.
This questions myself, is it the course or what, cause they seemed to be really.. different from us.



Time to work at Mummy Design.
I must stay in KL for one month and work there.

Ear candy. Imaginary Folklore.

Nujabes featuring Clammbon's Imaginary Folklore is one of my daily must listen song.
URGH!!!!! This and Clammbon's original piece is really different.
This sounds more emotional and sad.
The first time i heard this without knowing the lyrics really feels like
a song played in one's mind on a train, going somewhere,
or seeing someone departing at night.
And then I checked out the lyrics, oh my yes,
it is a song about departure.

The on off beat of Clammbon is really nice, the original is mostly vocals and guitar work.
Sounds more lifely, more happy in a sense.......

I only know 4 person who listens to Nujabes.
SIGH!!! NO MORE?!
David, Mr F, Suhan, Angie and.. no more. XD
Okay. I hope there's someone else out there somewhere who like NUJABES!

A Day in Cameron Highlands

Cousin's workspace.

All sorts of car paints are there.

My big small eyes.
At granma's place!

Few boxes of vege right away!
Relatives always give us all sorts of fruits and veges.

Upstairs.

Cooking time!

Aww my dearest granma!

Mama and me.

I like their mailbox.
With the plants behind too!

One of my mother's side uncle.

Who have a pair of cute yellow farm boots!

Shot using Xperia V.
NOT BAD!

A very very helpful worker there who
helped us to carry our vegetables back to our car.
Actually most of the workers there in Cameron are really nice.
They always help us (THE WEAK) to carry stuffs!

Aww granpa :D

This happened a month ago when me and mother sent my grandparents back to their hometown,
Cameron Highlands.
The cold air of Cameron Highlands really made us fresh and young again.
No big buildings, no traffic jams, no shopping centre, no nothing.
This is a good place for the young and old to take a break.

This month

The sleeping dude that accompanied me
throughout the night and he finally collapsed.
Aww <3 p="">

Did not know onion flower is that beautiful!

Time flies!

It's getting closer to May! Unbelievable.

Thought just finished my 3rd year 2nd semester and just started semester break.

I am so confused with my time judgement now.

Seems like my course mates gonna start their new semester very soon in mid of May.

Sounds like I'm not one of them and not going to continue my next semester right?

I got my offer letter from our partner University 2 days ago.

Officially preparing my stuffs for UK now :D

Did some researches, bought a book of markets in UK, found some seniors studying there

to know what's going on there.

Well... Yeah this is the first time going to The United Kingdom!

Gotta study about this places first before going there!

Seems like locals there recommend us to try Meat Pie instead of Fish & Chips!

And I heard they say our uni is serving this every single day. Mama mia.

Gonna buy food and cook alone then! It's time to cook!!!

Their art aesthetics seems to be a lil different too.

AHHH what can I do.. Meh let's see we sure can work that out.

Everything is expensive there, which means.

In this 4 months, I need to work super hard and gather as much money as possible.

Last week, I stayed up super late with a lil bit fever to complete some of my
assignments, I mean re-edit my previous works.
Luckily he was there to wake me up from a short nap and accompany me for some time.
(although he fall asleep and he did something scary that triggers a war between us)

HAH!!! YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN MR!!!!
I shall never forget that. :)

But thanks for helping me. Being by my side.
Being home feels so good~
I'm going to write down another food list.
Food to eat before going UK. AHAHAHA!!!
I am pretty sure that I will have a serious home sick + food sick!

This month and next month will be a busy month for me.
Although I cannot attend the big event that features my design in September.
See how la. If I am still in Malaysia. :D
But at least I can attend his next fight, together with my design being featured.
Hopefully everything goes well. Got many things to do, and it's a good sign!
I'm one step closer to reality, clients, the world of design. HAHAHA!
And I need to be occupied too! Good thing.
USH!!! KEEP GOING!!!

Conclusion of Bangkok Field Trip.

A week in Bangkok, a pile of knowledge, an album of great experience.

We met Nicholas, an ex TOA student who works in Thailand for a few years,

then the designer of Lub D hostel, then Vipavee from D4D(design for disasters),

Ruttikorn the awesome toy designer, and Jackkrit the well known Graphic Designer+Illustrator.

URGH!!!!!! I FEEL SO AWESOME.

And we went to check out the graduation exhibition of a batch of students from Silpakorn University.

Seriously, the overall level is high man. High.

This is not the end, we visited TCDC, BACC and few more great place.

URGH I want to go there and work once before I got married!!!

After visiting these exhibitions, talks and sharing boosts up my motivation level.

I FEEL SO GOOD RIGHT NOW.

I FEEL SO MOTIVATED TO START EDITING MY PREVIOUS ASSIGNMENTS!

I FEEL SO GOOD TO GRAB A PEN AND START CREATING WEIRD STUFFS!!!

Designers need this.

We really need to check out people's work from other countries,

attend talks and stuffs to make yourself in love with your work again.

One of our lecturer said, work in this industry more than 5 years is quite geng already.

Cause most of the people cannot stand the stress and they got bored and lost.

AHHH!!!

After spending a week taking public transport, I find that the transportation system is incredible.

From big to tiny transport, from big highway to small alleys,

from expensive to cheap, apa pun ada.

We tried all of their transportation there except motor la, cause we are in a big group, 22 person.

Nicholas who arranged these for us, letting us experience Thai people's daily transportation life, many thanks!!!

He said, the motors are actually very convenient, they will help you to pay bills, buy food you want,

you only need to pay, that's all. HAHAHA!!! GENG!!!

We tried their bus, song tiao (custom designed truck), tuk tuk, and mrt.

WOO nice! I want to try Song Tiao again!!!
And their highways are always on top(fly overs), not on ground like Malaysia.
They saved a lot of space man, so convenient.
And Nicholas took us to the "grandfather" of BBQ plaza, the traditional BBQ buffet.
Wow all the meat are marinated with different sauce and flavor, tastes really really good and the
environment is really, Thailand.
I mean it's all the community in Thailand, not much tourist come here.
Felt more close to the Thai people when we arrived there, no air con,
no glass table or something, it's just raw. RAW MAN RAW!
I love it. I like these places.

And what is obvious is, people love their own country and King.
Like seriously, they will play the national emblem every once in a week (if not mistaken)

at all public transport stations.
And the most incredible part is!!!
All citizens will stand still when they heard the national emblem of Thailand.
OH MY BUDDHA. They all respect their country and King!
Everyone stood still except TOURISTS. (US) HAHAHAH!!!
So when we heard it again for the second time, we know what to do, we respect their country too :)
As we can see, most of them have the King's portrait in their car, houses or shops.
MAN imaging this is Malaysia. WOW. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
I'm not sure about this in Malaysia. XD
This is one of the difference between Malaysia and Thailand.
Also, Thai people are slim. I asked Nicholas about this,
he replied, they are aware of their outlook, and their eating lifestyles,
and yes girls have super nice make up on everyday, nice hair nice outfit and nice body.
Uniforms are usually made to be tight to remind the workers, polices etc to be slim, healthy, and fit.
HAHA. Looking at those police officers can make people droll. :P

After this trip, I made a decision.

I want to gather a lot of money and fly.
Fly around and see more stuffs and learn more culture, traditions
all over the places.
Work with different people, live their lifestyle.
AH!!! After graduate must work really really hard!!!
USH!!! I will do this. and I CAN DO THIS!
Life is short, being young is even shorter.
Let's make use of our time wisely!



Gained a lot of unexpected experiences thought this trip.
Never thought it can be so meaningful.
Thanks the committee and our lecturers for organizing this trip.
I appreciate what they did for us!!! THANKS!!!

2 years 2 months!

hek hek hek!!!

2 years 2 months anniversary!!!

Happy Anniversary babe!

I'm going to bangkok tomorrow lu! XD

YAYYYY~~~ This time we gonna visit some design studios

and the luckiest part is, we got to check out

one of the design graduation exhibition from their local uni.

Really. GREAT!!! 

It's time to see what they're doing out there!

Thanks TOA , committee and lecturers for arranging the trip.

USH!!! So happy, first day gonna have sketching/ design activities already. USH!

HAHAHA okay stop bangkok. Back to the topic.

Hmm hmm, if I really got the chance to go UK, then it would be a challenge for both of us.

Time is a problem, sigh~ We only can skype ba.

If I really got so lucky, then I only left 4 months in Malaysia.

I will miss home really badly.......... :'(

Sacrifices are needed, and I don't mind. 

Things need to be changed, I need to adapt.

Well....Everything in this world is not easy.

The thing I miss the most is TOA.

The environment, the lifestyle and those people there.

We will be in different places, doing different things. Sigh!

Just got to be close, but it's time to leave. 

Back to the topic once again. XD

Baby, other than looking at my pictures while building portfolio,

I looked at our photos too.

Honestly. I understand how your parents think about me that time,

cause I really look super lala.

Seafood man!!!!! What the heck is going on!!!

HAHAHAHA!!! and why you picked me!!!!

AHHAHAHAHA!!!! we both.. ahhh I dont know what to say.

But the best thing is we improved together :P

XD You look more mature now compare to last year,

you face is growing older!!! and mine too. Super old now.

But still I like you :3

Surprisingly we're still so excited when we talk to each other.

Huhuhuhuhu you made me geram nowadays, you're just too cute gonna bite

every inch of you body hard. My teeth likes you :B

Bite ya hard............... :9

Not that thin compare to last time, I'm loving it XD

REALLY!!!! AHHHH!!! My teeth gatal already!!!

...

er..

Happy 2 years 2 months baby! HAHA!!

Let's see how's our plan turn out :)

Midnight hunger

I have not finished my portfolio and I have not slim down in this few weeks.
I only can see muscle growing and legs feel heavier. hard.
Need to massage everyday from now on.


Feeling hungry, probably because I ate my dinner early and less.
I shall not eat. NOT EAT!!!
Cannot eat after 8 man!!!
It's time to do this to myself, cause few days ago, while digging old
design works for portfolio, I run through my old pictures together, briefly.
I feel like stabbing myself cause that time I think I was super obese,
and now when I look at it, I feel that NOW, I am super obese.
I am so regret of not wearing tank tops that time. XD
Now want to wear also cannot already.
I am huge now and I know it.


Super exercises need to be carried out.
I've been slacking too much on finals last semester and I did not even move my ass around
to do some exercise.
Now, walllah, I made myself so fat now.
Until I cannot accept the truth. It's time............
TO REVENGE!!!!

NU 1005 Exhibition

NU 1005 is a group of multimedia students, graduating this year in TOA.(The One Academy)

Wow, same age yo. Same age. From diploma.

I like the whole concept of direction their going for the exhibition. So clean and soothing.

on "about us" page.Oh and do check out their works, individual websites of their own

Support!

Click here :

NU 1005

Bored

I'm so gonna redesign and reedit this blog.
It's so floaty now I HATE IT!

Gonna go to KL soon, ah!
BANGKOK IM COMING!!!
Gonna take loads of pictures this time!
Let's see how much stuffs I can get in Chatuchak with cheap price this trip.

Ngehehehehehee....

Love reborn

Felt so much love from him recently, although he made me go crazy for a few times.

Everything was given extra.

Haha, being together with a Leo really need some patience and tricks. XD

I guess he gave out a lot of patience on me too. I know myself.

Being with every living thing on Earth really need some techniques,

I find problems with myself sometimes.

Everyone no wrong, I wrong, yes my fault.

Glad to have this person who motivates me other than my family,

this special person who gave me enough freedom, enough support 

to make me carry on with my heavy work and stressful period.

This few days, we had more cuddles, more hugs and kisses.

I had so much fun with this guy. I'm enjoying every moment.

Simply like to look at him. :3

I'm still so attracted by you baby, your eyes, your wrinkles,
your little nose your voice, everything!
I don't know man, I really feel happy when you're around.
Extra happy! Urgh geram!
That's why I like to bite you, I like your everything. XD
Just like how you feel geram and bite me.
Ouch man.

Why are we biting each other so much? XD
Like so often...
Any other couples out there are like this?
.....

Thanks for making me so happy babe,
thanks for the dark chocolate that you gave me!

AHHH I'm missing you so much already,
when can we meet again?


Hmm, I just want to tell you that,
you're still important to me wherever I go, okay?
Let's be happy happy together :D
Wo ai ni! :3

This week

This week,

- I finally got a new long pants. Dad finally stopped complaining. XD
- Went to Cameron for just a day to fetch grandparents back together with my mother
- Suddenly realized that, death is really a big thing.
- Care too much make you nuts.

人越来越老，越来越接近生命的重点。
难的能走尽做人的路程，真的很舍不得。
看着身边的亲朋戚友一天一天的长大，头发越长越白， 有时真的觉得。。
难过，心疼， 他们总有一天会离你而去。

外公害怕。
他说又算命师说今年是他的。。。。
（当然我不是很。。。相信啦。。）
开始胡思乱想，开始睡不着觉，没精神。
担心这个那个的。。。
外婆虽然口说他没怕过，活着开心就好，但是我就知道
外婆心里多少都会有点不舒服。
妈妈努力的开到外公，我也就坐着听而已，但心里很不好受。。
太迷信真会影响一个人。
外公说着说着，眼睛也红了。。
他们真的是很省啊，有时候真的觉得，哎，
明明可以用好一些的。。

好难接受那一天的到来。

好心疼。。无论是父母，外公外婆，姐姐，朋友都好。
我都很不想他们跟着时间的脚步走。
就想停留在现在就好了。


如果你父母老了，你会怎么样？
放父母在老人院的儿女，还不算很不孝，
最不孝的是把他们寄托在那里，久久都不去看他们的，
才真的是大不孝。
寄托在那里真的。。很让他们伤心。
还好我这里没有这种事情发生。

但是身边还是有不孝的人，严重不孝。
不过算了，他们一定有报应的。
我相信报应.



真的，请珍惜眼前人。
想想他们怎样把你带大吧。
趁外公外婆，父母兄弟姐妹还在的时候，
对他们好些吧，一点钱，一点小东西，
已足够带给他们快乐。




为了父母，我现在正努力，我一定可以达到我定下为了他们的目标。
几年时间。多几年！！！！！！！！！！
我一定可以！！！！！！