Less Stress Night

5th, My favorite Asian look girl.

4th.

3rd

2nd.

All ball point pen.

Okay, gotta sleep.

Satisfied.
Fast sketch starting from 2nd piece.

sleep peacefully

Sucky. sketch..
ball point pen.

HMMM.......
Recently keep on drawing eye brows.
AHHAHAHAHA to look better.

/// Today ///


Work got approved, everything, now left design and writing.
I am ultra happy to see my lecturer's happy.
YES!!!!!!
AT LAST!!!! MY BED!!!
I can sleep peacefully, unlike few days ago, work keep on wandering in my head.
Until I really couldn't fall asleep.
Been on bed for an hour rolling, doing nothing, only brain does all the job.

I'm feeling better now.
I'm gonna go and buy a winter boots tomorrow, finally.
My feet is cold. ;_;

stress week

My family bought this full set bed sheet, and
also a new double blanket for me from Amazon and another shop.
I love you guys.
Thank you, I finally can be warm now.
;_;

I can't stand reading, writing everything on paper.
I needa draw, or at least some colors.

Some research for a fashion film exhibition brief.

Day 1.

Day 2.

View from my kitchen.
Can see many blocks from here.
Can see what people's doing sometimes. HAHAHA.
Like, changing.

Seriously.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

One day, when I'm going home after grocery shopping.

Edward's Pepper and Mushroom.
And my Pasta sauce.
I know, weird, cause have potato and cabbage.
HAHAHAHAH. With minced pork of course.

Can you spot us?
MUAHAHAHAH!!!!

/// 2 weeks ///

I wanted to thank my family,
for sending me such a nice gift.
My christmas, and the rest of the year will be extra comfortable and warm.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!! T^T)

This 2 week, is my isolation week.

I got too much to do, too less time to breathe, I can hardly shit.

especially yesterday , the day before yesterday, I'm in a great stressful mode.

Shocked by my workload, 3 days sekali gus have tutorial is super stressing.

Luckily my essay structure is cool to move on to writing now.

Tuesday and Wednesday is a fishy day.

Got into class and gone back then receive notification to go back.

For several times yo. So SIEN.

The third time is totally not my fault.

HAHAHAHA.

URGH. Cannot tahan.

So I walked ALOT this few days.

And gone super anti-social.

Hiding in my room doing my own work for few days non stop, sleeping early, wake up around 9 at night

to continue work until morning.

This is crazy. I felt so crazy.

Eating OAT only, and scramble eggs cause I got no time to do more cooking and I want it fast.

Crazy I shall say, one day Graphic design one day essay one then graphic design then essay again.

This is the working cycle.

Winter warmer shopping

Around 4.30 PM.
London, Oxford Circus.

TOPSHOP LONDON.

Look at the beautiful installation!
Done by Madame Peripete.

A side of this cute thing.

JENG JENG!!!
Smoked salmon with avocado and egg underneath.
SLURP!!!! It's a small cup, but it's good for breakfast!

Bought this from LEON, at King Cross Station.

Finally, something warm from Uniqlo.
My feet won't be that icey from now on.

Yo. it's me.

I bought the dungaree dress online cause its cheap!!!
I love love love it, I started to wear dress in UK, finally.
Then this is Urban Outfitter's changing room,
it you're here, you'll like it, very vintage.
Full of wood!

A corner that sells books!

OMG wood love love love.

This is the corner for books in Urban Outfitters, top floor.
I like it.

Even inside the changing room is fancy.
Really cool.

Photo last week, now, I don't have to do this anymore!!!

///Last Sunday///

So, every shop opens at 11, mostly 12 at Oxford Circus.

Full of youngsters, also there's many fabulous aunty and grandma around yo.

It's beautiful here, cause buildings are all classic english architecture, aint normal shop lots!

So I got most of the things from Uniqlo, I bought a Heattech singlet,
and it is really really comfy and warm!
It worth the price man, I put it near the heater for 5 seconds, I can feel the heat on it.
I put my normal singlet there for 5 - 10 minutes only I feel the heat.

Such a huge difference.

I like like like!!!
Also I got my winter coat there, finally, now I am less cold, and I can sweat wearing it,
(sometimes)
HOHO!!!
I've been really really extremely exhausted, waking up from nap, doing work until next morning,
sleeping in the morning, something like that.
This is the cycle since Sunday. And I'm gonna finish it today, last day for this cycle.
Yawn. I need to nap and wake up later to do work, again.

SO BYE.

This is a hardcore week I know.
GOOD LUCK.

illustrations

Bloom with her.

I didn't use ball point pen for quite some time, and drawing thin smooth lines.

So unlike me somehow.. right?

no? AW MAN.... 

Long far

Were chatting with Fish in Facebook just now, talking about our boyfriends.

Haha, her boyfriend is a working adult from Romania, name Valentine.

Such a romantic name man!

Well Fish is already 25, HAHAHAHA, i thought she's like my age!

2 weeks ago her boy came here to visit her for 5 days, on leave from work.

Super sweet!!! They met online and got together, until that day, 

it was their first time meeting each other.

That feeling. I UNDERSTAND YOU!!!!

And the feeling of seeing own boyfriend leaving, I FEEL YOU TOO!!!

It's really long distance relationship, a cross cultural one too.

Dudes who care a lot and cry for their girl are precious. 

You're my precious one too.

I don't know? If you really work hard, we can work this out.

Okay? Prove it to me. Prove it.

Don't make me squint my eyes or roll eyes in UK.

XD REALLY OKAY?!

They're like us too, find each other after working, 

video call, wake each other up sometimes,

and also put each other to bed.

We can only chat for a few hours a day, sometimes not even 10 minutes.

Time difference is the main factor, when i'm awake and free, it's time for you to sleep or work.

I never thought it can be this hard.

The hardest thing is, not knowing how are you doing, became stronger?

More effective and efficient? Or slacking?

I miss you.

不懂是不是以前有写写心经的关系我的脾气好很多。
也不那么记仇了。

算啦。这些事，在乎也没办法让自己开心。

好轻松。;'D

虽然我很难忘记，但算了。
如果我那么容易被打败，那还算是我吗？？
那么多年来的都熬过来了！！！

记住一点点就够了，我应该做下来。。
学佛。



明天上网看下有没有心经。

没错，你厉害，你有才。
你让我发觉很多发觉不到的东西。
才华方面，我的确欣赏你。

但事实上，内心的某个角落，我实在忍不住
鄙视你。
我真做不到你这种境界。
你太厉害了。

你，滚。

有事我都不会理你了,
反正你不曾把我放在眼里。

这种男人，真没想到，你自己快乐去吧。

Silk screen printing room

A silk screen overlapping another image.

So this is the thing they dry all works without damaging them,
and it's space saving.

Trying out!!!
there's a button we need to switch on, to suck the paper we need to print
down, tight, so that it's flat and smooth.

We mix our own color.
HAHAHHAHA.

Thats the thing for us to dry our work.

Another overlapping work,
the orange print's shape is actually random shape
teared from a random paper.
COOL!

Something different abut silk screen here is, they do the image burning process.
Not students. In TOA we manage everything, we try out our own image, and mix our own solution.
Here, we give them our image, wait a few days and we will have our silk on the frame ready.
There's a few sections for different printing here, there's a part for woodblock printing,
and some other I'm not sure what they're called.
Overall, woo, interesting.

Exhibition

Part of our Art and Design building in Herts.

These are paintings and photographs on wall.
In UH's art & design gallery.

A current exhibition, including installations and and epic stock motion film.
Not kidding, EPIC.

"Thanks for giving me a sky but I'm not a bird"

This is our gallery.

Installations.

By Augustin Rebetez & friends.

The video is crazy.
Seriously, I wish I can show you guys.

Food recently

Joanne made this for all of us!!!
I don't know how to call it, banana pastry I guess.
DELICIOUS!! 

Right. This is my meal for tomorrow.

This is from The Forum.
I still cannot achieve such perfect effect for
making chicken. MAN!!!

My pan fry spaghetti with pepper, chicken and some cabbage.

I just realized, I didn't buy food from market for 2 weeks.

Wow. I saved hell lot of money. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

I am so happy now.

Surroundings

The lil pathway, shortcut to our design building/ engineering school/ LRC(library).
They said we can see fox wandering around here if we are lucky.
It's really really dark at night. 

getting yellow, getting botak.

:D

When Im on my way back from class.

I took this from the engineering building.
HAHAHAHA.
Pretty sunset.