一句溫暖的話，就像往別人身上灑香水，自己也會沾到兩三滴。

ridiculous.

I am not somebody who can expect and understand what are you going to say next.
Somehow I can feel that you don't care anysht about me recently.
Continue doing that. Keep expecting I know everything and can predict everything.
Don't care anymore then?
One subject down doesn't mean I feel relaxed.
I am still very stressful please.
I don't have enough sleep for the whole week already especially these 3-4 days.

Is it because of the haircut?
Is it because of my face problem?

I really don't get you.
Not at all.
It's not cool to make a conclusion before I finish my line.

太莫名其妙了。
我真的忍受不住。
也不是第一次。无数次。
难道我很耐？你看不见我不高兴的脸所以察觉不到？
不。连等待几小时都不愿意，还有什么是真心愿意的？
算算我的，你觉得我很少等你？
不计较。不多说。你自己知道我为了你等了多久。
我迟睡早起使我想要的吗？ 一点都不是。

是谁不想被疼爱？
是谁不想被呵护？
尤其是很压力的时候。。

其实我是多么希望你问候一下我。
多么希望你可以问问我今天过得怎样。
希望你会问我头发怎样了。。
简简单单的就好了。。

到底是怎么了。。
难道你还不懂我？
也许你也不想懂了。

这几天真的很累很累。
到底是哪里出错了？



如果觉得麻烦的话就说吧。
如果觉得厌倦的那就请吧。

Finally. I GOTTA FEELING!

2 more to go.I were running like a mad hen.
Walao ehhhh....It's so rush but phew.. I managed to pass up before he left.
Then, I went back to the printing stor to pack my stuffs and rest awhile.
Seriously stressful.
不过也终于放下心中大石。
It's my first time feeling such stress.
I cannot hold on anymore, so I decided to have a haircut.


Around 12.40, mission 1 accomplished.



My head is almost half shaved now and I feel good with it.
More confidence, more energy, I don't even feel like going home after that.
Dang I should do it earlier. XD
This is so nice. I can feel that my head is lighter compare to few hours before.
I think I look quite okay with this hairstyle.
I love it.
LOVE IT!

Hmm, I shall shave both sides one day >:D


Since I got so much energy, although a bit tired....
I shall continue my next final assignment.
I'm gonna print my book out tomorrow and K.O this subject.
USHHH!!!! I GOTTA FEELING!!!!


Thanks to Seng Hong who shave our hair together.
Now he look more handsome. ISHHHH!
Good. We are both very confident right now. XD
(It's a good thing. I never felt this before!)

Energy overload for assignments.

I don't know why but I'm feeling the power inside me right now.
Energy overload!!!
2 hours ago, I was forcing myself to take a short nap but I failed to do so.
I justtttt can't sleep in a noisy environment.
Even footsteps counts. ARGH!
I felt so fresh after rolling in my bed for half an hour.
Syok. Time for assignment.

3 submissions in 3 days sekali gus.
Walao eh pengsan mehhhh..
Should not be submitting so early la corporate identity assignment.
WHY WHY THURSDAY BEFORE 9.30 a.m!
This subject is killing me. Screwing my brain hard.

A pic of last year's Urban Scape

They asked me to write down :
"Although_____ but_____"
And I filled it in without thinking, then pasted on the balloon.
Still remember that? :)

Lesson Learnt

One of my K indie favorite- Epitone project.
This song's vocalist is Sammi. Hmm nice voice~ Suitable for my morning today!
 Time for work. USH!!! Wow this week is the most stressful week.

This is the first time feeling really really stressful. For the first time I missed one presentation, luckily my lecturer gave me a chance to present in a small group and gave me comments on my book.
LUCKY!!!!! But then I feel disappointed, and I know my lecturer do feel so.
I were always on time, but not this time.
It took me few hours to print one book.
DAMNNN I even had to save every spread in AI and save it into jpeg file.
Took me another 40 minutes for that.
Hell lot of work. Mac and Melvin had to cheer me up and support me..
This is extremely paiseh. Hmm, somehow I find thet Mummy Design 很有人情味。
Happy to know them. My problem. My fault. My mistake.
But I'm glad to finish the 1st book. It turned out not bad!

(Although I have to reprint another copy due to typo mistakes and some other photography error. ToT )



 Lesson learnt: - Never save 300 dpi for my picture especially for book printing. - Never forget the linked files. - Call Mummy Design to warm the binding machine up before going there to print.

Wait First

Shall wait for another few weeks for my hair to grow longer before shaving.
HMMM, is it okay for me to shave?
Must slim down my face and make ma hair grow longer first.
YOSH! This is a super challenge.

100 days.
Should I set a target for myself?
Jogjog jog jog jog.............

Poke. Poke..

Is it only me or what?
I'm truly a slow poke...

Recently I slowly realize that we really will face problems in our relationship if we both are busy.
Something is pulling us apart.
I just have the feeling. Maybe I am too stressful.
Maybe I am being over sensitive again.
-__-)  Him. You know who.
Reminds me my tough past again.
Not enough sleep. Uhh....

I guess maybe next month or maybe October only can meet each other?
Plus we cannot chat online if I am in Ipoh.
Oh and I'm gonna spend a week's time in Thailand soon.
HMM, when can we see each other?
But I think this is a good chance for us to give each other  a surprise.
Yeah? :D  Trust me, I'm gonna jog everyday.
Pretty sure that mama will force me to do so even though I don't feel like doing it. XD

Miss you. Really.

Doodle. Blue Lady.

A fast sketch + 1 hour refined version.
Hmmm... Practice more..
Must practice more.

Was with Suhan at Paparich last few weeks.
Sigh I miss life sketching.
Have to wait until the last submission.

Mission Number 1

Life is precious, we could never predict when we die.

SO YES we should make use of out time and do something we really wanna do!

Flashing back to my National Service experience, there's one activity that I think I need to continue now. 

The "gotta do" list,

What we need to do is to write down 100 things that we wanted to do in future

and paste it on our wall at home as a reference for out future. (never did that ._.)

Since young my hair were always long until my butt so I really got bored of it after 13 14 years.

I cut y hair shorter and shorter until I shaved the back part of my hair.

I look like a tomboy back then. I wonder why my current boyfriend like me that time.

Even I wouldn't want to look at my ugly student card picture. DISGUSTING.

EUWWWW... WHO's THAT ON MY STUDENT ID CARD!!!

But I love the feeling of getting my hair shaved.

I am a person without confidence.

Hair problem. Face problem. Body problem.

Starting from the last week of submission, I MUST accomplish my first mission of my life.

1- GET MA HEAD HALF SHAVED.

After watching Project Runway Season 9 and observing the winner, Anya's hairstyle,

I suddenly got the urge to shaved my hair. It's beautiful. XD

I used to imagine getting bald or half bald or something during national service period.

HMMM... because it's fresh, short, and I love the tiny tiny hair. 

I knew my boyfriend and my dad dislikes this hairstyle but sorry~

At least my mother supports me :P

Seng Hong even promised that he'll shave of his hair too to support me. AHHAH!

Thanks dude. You gave me courage. 

I think this feels more like my personality.

I feel more confidence if I shave it off. I'm gonna shave a side first. 

Saw a coursemate of mine posting her hairstyle on FB. OMG same man.

This doesn't mean I am trying to be her.

I am being myself. 

I need time, money and courage to me myself.

TIME... gimme time.

I shall not regret after shaving.

MUAHAHAHA I don't wanna regret after I grow old!

趁年轻有利的时候赶快做你想做的事吧！

Okai her hair is longer than mine but I dont care. XD

心战－郑小秋，陈豪。

不用怀疑我拿来时间看港剧，我的确没三两天就会看一集。
太紧张了。。
这并不是什么普通的爱情故事。
我很喜欢当中的角色， 喜欢他们如何观察人心，推测，试探。
更因为他们的角色，更能带出这些感觉。



25集和26集让我哭了3次呢。。
在这套戏能看到原来，无伦身心多么纯洁，多善良的人，
为了爱，什么都能付出。
真的是什么都愿意牺牲。
陈豪演技很不错呢。。在这部戏里他真的很像变态和多重性格的杀人犯。

我特别喜欢那几个变态，在陈豪心里的多重人格。
我很投入呢。。nice drama!




为了爱人，你愿意牺牲多少？

顺其自然

最近爸爸心情不错，男朋友来家里拜访我们他也显得很ok。
还没来之前他也会问问“你男朋友呢，没有来咩？”， 之类的。

呵呵，他也主动说一起开斋哦！！
超高兴的啦我们两个！
爸爸也很愿意吃吃买来是食物啦，印度食物啦～
还特地去飞机场路哪里的马来餐厅试试，他说终于有人可以陪他去吃wor。。
哈哈哈，的确哪里有好几件很大间的马来餐厅，他也想试很久了。。
不过那天的。。。。不见得很好吃。。
很小碟，很咸，味道太重。
还好咯，下一次去别间了咯。

那天爸爸和他说比平常多的话，很好笑一下。
爸爸和他大谈郑和下西洋，中国历史和音乐。
哈哈哈，然后爸妈和他一起看爸爸买的《郑和下西洋》。
感情不错嘛～～
以前看得出爸爸还很紧张，有点不自然。
现在好多了，也许想妈妈说的一样，看开了吧。

从一开始，家里没有一个人反对我们，很幸运我有那么好的家人。
当然会替我担心，不过我们真的还年轻，以后的事没人知道。
是不是他，是不是我，我们也不知道。
见一步，走一步。顺去自然啦～～～

Kacang Putih Factory

Fry.

One of my favorite shot.

The Packaging Island.

Spinning in super speed.

Things are always complicated, am I right?

有这个机会参观实在是难的。
不容易混进一间工厂拍照吧。
走进厂里，首先是看见5－6个工人在忙做包装的工作。
走劲一些便会看见右手边有一个非常宽大的空间，储存着很多很大包的豆。
哪里有1－2个人打包大大包的，那里外面也有货车等着。
向前走便会抵达一个非常闷热的地方，就是厨房，很大的厨房。
科技先进，可见大多人都选择用机械操作，更快更准。
但十一点也不容易操作。
这里只有3个工人，都是男人。
汗流浃背，身体占满了污迹，油，衣服总是湿湿的。
一看就知道很辛苦。
哪里简直透不过气，从那里走出来真的可以嗅到什么是新鲜空气。

去过哪里几次，都会感觉原来人不会珍惜空气。
原来人那么怕辛苦。那么懒惰。


带着相机拍照，他们也感到特别兴奋。
他们很少照片吧？ 很好奇拍出来是什么样子，拍了后一定会走过来看看。
有些还拉着好朋友一起拍，想做个纪念。
当然当我功课完成后，一定不忘记给他们洗一些照片。
在外国谋生，一定很想念家人，主国。
他们应该很寂寞。。
当他们接过两包香饼时，看得出他们的眼神，
流露出不可思议的感觉。
大家看起来都很高兴，有些还当场把饼吃完。
希望他们喜欢。不多人知道香饼啊，我不告诉我男朋友，不给他吃，
他这辈子都不会知道原来我们怡保是出名香饼的。
他很爱吃噢！老板娘也爱吃～


哎，我们。
身在福中不知福啊。

Bird Shit

I think not much people are tied with bird shit right?
I still remember the very first time of being the victim happened in AMC primary school,
in Ipoh while we are standing straight in a line, singing our national anthem.

Negaraku......... "TAK!"
Hmm, started to rain already meh? So early in the morning!!!
But after for awhile I realize it's only a drop of liquid, not raining!
I smelled something too. Smells bad.

I touched my head and see, hmm nothing!
Water droplets I guess?
But then I smelled my fingers...
PEEE EUWWWWWW!!!!!

THIS AIN'T WATER DROPLET!
IT'S BIRD SHIT!!!!

I can only wipe it off using tissue!
Uhhh... beh Tahan...
Lucky day.

Few times already. Stopped relating to bird shit until..
Yesterday.
It happened again.
I was waiting for dad to walk out from the one of the restaurant in old town,Ipoh.
Waited outside for quite long, dad walks very slowly man -_-
Then suddenly someone poured water on the big umbrella in front of me,
then flowed on my face and head.
WTH, who dares to pour water like that!!!

When I look up.
I saw a pigeon, with butt facing outside, processing shit.
WALAOOO EHHH I look at my shirt,
hmm I see green green dots with awful smell..
I BEH TAHANNNN!!!! It's on my FACE too.
It's really a lucky day.
Pengsan.
One of the waitress saw the scene some more.
Paiseh...




Mum helped me to take care of the shirt while I was scrubbing my face and body
with soap after we got home.
T.T

I love You

abit off. but i dont wanna care edi. XD

It's okay that no one celebrates birthday with you for 19 years, because,
from now on, I will be the one who celebrates your birthday together with you.
I promise. I will be with you on your birthday, stay beside you, give you birthday presents.
Don't worry, because I will be the one who sings birthday songs for you,
repeat and repeat, until I annoys you.
I shall say happy birthday to you, even after your birthday.
Nothing to be sad about, it's your birthday.
I am here for you. we are here for you.
Forever and ever.

Happy birthday and 3 days.
Happy one and a half year and 3 days babe.

I love you :)



A song I listened while drawing this for you. The mood is right there.

 

Sketch

Trying to speed up but i failed.
half an hour for this.

SIGH.

时间过太快

妈妈不小心跌倒，刚好敲到手，导致左手没办法正常行动。
心疼啊。。应该是根走位了，必须天天到跌打师傅那里跑一趟。
第一天妈妈连脱衣都需要我的帮忙，
一整天都没办法露出笑容，真的很痛。

没办法把手抬起，用力就隐隐痛。。
根本就是什么都没办法做。
没关系，我来做。

那天，我才真正感受到没有妈妈的存在有多么的困难，多么不的习惯。

家庭主妇真的不容易当啊，很多东西做。
难怪没有帮用妈妈就立刻受下来了。
随便抹地都可以流一身大汗！
想像一下，要扫地啦，洗衣，晒衣，烫衣，抹地，环水电费，
送爸爸的衣服去洗，买菜，做饭等。。
很多东西做咧，而且还要在短时间内做完。

可怜的是看到妈妈一脸愁的时候。
无能为力呀，我可以做的就是帮忙擦擦油，照着铁大师傅的吩咐帮妈妈按摩
还有做家务咯。
爸爸第二天回来了，没想到爸爸竟然主动帮妈妈擦油，
妈妈好感动哦～～我也是！
平时的爸爸把衣服弄脏了就叫妈妈洗干净，但这次是爸爸主动洗噢！
虽然不干净。。。哈哈哈，不过妈妈很高兴哦～

有一天我还帮妈妈洗头。
穿衣，盖被什么的。
看得出妈妈很感谢我，妈妈坐在床边抱着哦说谢谢呢。
我心暖了。妈妈很久没主动抱我，也很少吻我了。
不过我还是很厚脸皮要亲妈妈的嘴。哈哈哈！！！
比较亲嘛～很感动。。。。。

那晚我睡得特别甜。


比较吓到的是爸爸忽然买了3D电视。
连妈妈都不知道！他自己一个人买下了才告诉我们。
哪来的风呀？ 不过影响超好的。。。
结果爸爸一开就开很大声，而多像我一样有点聋，不过我没爸爸那么严重。

大姐看了很高兴哦！说有空要回家看电视。哈哈哈！
妈妈跌倒了，也是上天安排的。
似乎在提醒我们妈妈不年轻了，妈妈也需要我们的关心。
那几晚陪在妈妈身边，我晚上都很愁。。
我担心妈妈。我在想我们到底还有多少时间陪父母。。
不想了，大家心里都知道。

大家，
行动吧，问候他们也好，
一起吃饭也好。
珍惜眼前人那！

Sungkai Braised Pork Knuckle

The awesome pork knuckle.
Famous yeah~
Dad love to eat here, Choy Kee, Sungkai.

ooolala.... I'm hungry now.
Ordering this is enough for 3 person already.

>O< b

Cute daddy :D
Dad looks not that tired in this picture.
Normally I can see red vains on his eyeballs.

Lucky to tumpang dad's car to Sunway. LUCKY!!!
CAN SAVE TRAIN FEE!!!

Dear Mama~~
Happy looking mama but sadly her arm hurts a lot.