This is a scary week

Re edited the picture, taken last year if not mistaken.
In Sunway Pyramid.

Tomorrow, no, later in morning got class straight until 5. Might be late some more.
Oh yes this groupwork gonna be epic. AH!
Nevermind, I kinda enjoy my editing job though. :D
Did not know that Sammy is living very near actually!
And hmm, I kinda think I cannot drive and recognize road at night. Hardly recognize.
I took 10 minutes to reach her place that actually can be there in 3 minutes.
Man, I also got a bit confused on the way back home too although Sammy did show me the way.
Ah, rabun malam ke?


Sigh! Essay need to pass up on tuesday.
Friday Imagery. Next monday the huge one.
AHHHHH... Im dying soon.
I can feel that my body is weak right now, just started period today.
URGHHH here pain there pain.
Why sickness/ period always clashes these time when I need a lot of midnight working days!
What you wish for always never appear, what you dislike will always be around you.

Macam yes..........



Sometimes. I feel darn guilty after having a sense of dislike.
What I mean is dislike a person.
I always find that they are actually okay to be with although you know what's up behind.
I feel darn bad now. Seriously bad.
Hate myself for being so ignorant, for being so 心胸狭窄。
往往都是把看人看得太快，后来才发觉哦，原来还不差。
对不起。我实在太坏了。不应该这样。
当然还是小人之心不可无，但不代表对人要不诚恳。

真心对待朋友，无论到最后是你的知己，拍档，还是路过的朋友，
都无所谓，最重要的是你全心全意对待他人。
我觉得那样才对得起自己。
今天开始，我决定了。
我不要有‘我不喜欢这个人’的想法存在。。
就算真的不好相处，也应该说‘不合拍，click不到，没能做close friends的程度’，
‘算了吧，没有缘。’等。。

其实我发觉我是那样，但是最经也不知为什么我就这样。
可能想起往事吧。特别记仇。。我不会记住小事，有些大事，很难忘记。
我现在，实在是个很糟糕的人。。。。


妈妈，我忽然很想妈妈。

was staying u late with groupmates just now, doing groupwork,
but since I did not lock the wooden door and there's nobody at home,
so I need to go home and continue my work.
Before that, mother keep calling me, making sure that I am safe or something,
I actually feel happy, I don't feel annoyed.
She waited for my call until 1 something, when I got home.
I cannot really go back so fast cause I haven't finish work, but cannot stay so late so yeah I finally
have to guts to say I need to go home la.
If not I feel bad to other groupmates who's staying there doing work.

Every mother in this world loves their child.
I feel the love from my mother, i feel so happy, I am being cared.
Really really happy. I actually like to walk into my studyroom sometimes,
to read those notes my mother and sister left me on the pin board.
Funny, and so warm.
I have these strong feeling of happiness and sense of appreciation when I was in form5.
I started to feel sad when I go out without my mother, feel sad when she's not visiting me,
not calling me, not around with me.
I started to feel worried about my future without them around.
Feeling moody too, when I miss my mother, even cried when I miss her and grandmother.
Sometimes I cry for my sisters too. What the heck. HAHAHAHA!
I love them and I know it, maybe I express it less but still, I do love them all.
I actually feel so sad when my sister go back to Ipoh few days ago.
It's like her dogs, feeling sad when their master is not around, or leaving them.

Am I a dog or something?




Nah.. I think..
我只是一个蛮重感情的人？
情绪化又怪的人。

来了这里，我开始看得清楚我到底是个怎样的人。
其实我发觉我还蛮孤僻的。
非常爱哭。
哎。我姐姐说家里最小的很多pattern.
不过我觉得比其他人，我觉得我算比较懂事一点了咯。。
因为姐姐都很大了嘛。。至少不会犯愚蠢的错误。
至少懂一些东西比较快。


不过我发觉到我爱哭到。。真的好像。。
太容易哭了吧？？？哭点太低！

What took me so long

After talking to a UH senior, I finally understands how I feel for past 2 years studying in GD pathway.
I think one of the reason of me being not productive and creative is because I don't even
enjoy doing this- graphic design.
I clearly how myself feel when I receive briefs from our GD lecturer.
I feel nothing but stress.
.
.
.
stress yo.
(people who follows this blog reads about the same issue for years XD)



Now only I know actually I am okay with both pathways and I did learnt a lot from GD.
but still, what I enjoy the most is illustrations.
I don't say I hate graphic pathway, not to say I dislike, but I would say I less enjoy la.
I still love to follow graphic designers and check out works and pin works from them.
Illustrations, not fine art lo.
Not talking about illustration the whole page, but applying illustration or concepts on GD stuffs.
It works, just like how Milton Glaser says.
Been years struggling about this.
My friend is right, stop struggling, cause you don't want to regret in future.
Like if there's a chance to go UK, yes why not? this is once in a lifetime.
If I have a chance to switch to IL, why not? I don't wanna regret and blaming myself
why the hell I did not learn something about IL.
Yes I must ask my lecturer about this and hopefully please.
Please let me pass this semester, no fail no nothing just pass everything and gimme a chance
to go UH and study there.
ARGH! This week is the most stressful one. I need to sleep already..
Too tired.
AMITABHA!


(no use I know I can only save my ass myself)
But still, I love Buddha.
AMITABHA!!!!

Bear Cup

Totally made for me HAHAHAHAH!
JUST KIDDING.

birthday cup from dear Mr Faiz.
This cup is with me for a year already.
Very very cute and I like it!

Although it's not an super geng thing but this cute bear cup is really a special one!
Bear with a crown, is it = me being a queen or something? HAHAHA!
And the color, are you trying to tell me it's tanned like me? XD
But I like the eyes damn cute la!!!
Got a lot of things to do this week, today tomorrow and so on.
Ah! I shall continue my work now!

Thank you Mr for this cute lil present although I never post about it.
I miss you lots!

WEIRDEST THING

I bought 2 bags of cactus from Cameron Highlands, one big one small.
Placed them on the floor in living room by themselves.
Weird thing is, I only saw one bag, few days already.
I thought mother put them together in one bag, like 2 in 1.
In the end she says no today, I realized the small bag of cactus is missing.
yesterday I think.
We searched the whole house already but found nothing!
Mother is very very sure that she did seen 2 bags together side by side!
My sister saw it too!

Asked my brother in law already he says no, he's sure that he did not throw them away.
Obviously 2 bags put together you'll know that 2 is the same thing ma right.
Impossible move one remain one there ma.

Weird.
Impossible our dogs ate them.
Impossible wawa sneak in to the house and sold them to other dogs.
Impossible mother don't know cause she bought the cactus together with me!
Impossible I took one away first, no??? NEVER!
Impossible cat that likes to sneak in ate them? got torns for a few cactus...
Impossible my brother in law throw one did not throw the other one ma!


Amitabha, who's playing with me..



Amitabha, jack will kill me.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

社会，更多。

的确不出奇，很多犀利人都是人不可貌相的。
你想也想不到那样的女生是很够力的。
但是男生往往就是喜欢这种女生，真的很盲一下。
不是朋友，在我认识的，很亲的，圈子力就是有很多这些人。
男生们也就很喜欢犀利女人，很恐怖的。
姐姐说，男人是靠下半部的头脑思考的，还有很多朋友曾经说过此话。
我不敢说是每个男人，不过，看看自己的圈子，嗯。。
可以说是80％咯。

犀利的人以后到处都是，没想到那么快给我遇到第三个。

做了几位朋友和妈妈姐姐来诉苦后，确实放松了很多呢～
女生舒解压力的方法嘛。hehehe~
我发觉到男生朋友大多数都不讨论这些的，
有女朋友的才会跟女友投诉一下咯。。

呵呵，我很喜欢听我男朋友诉苦，他不常那么做。


通常我投诉了以后就没怎样，重新来过。
那当然我还会记得他的所作所为啦，如果没有搞到我那么严重
当然会原谅和忘记。
我真的很容易忘记事情。呵呵呵好事！

my long 1000th post

This is my 1000th post. I want to write about the people I cherish the most.


Great chinese new year，让我感到心酸的新年。
我的第一桶金来了。
当然每一次赚到一些钱我肯定会分给父母外公外婆，
这次也不例外，他们收到我的红包，脸上充满了笑容，
我知道他们很感动,我当然很高兴。
不过每次我给外婆，他都不拿来用，
存起来，说以后买东西才用。
但是。。。他们的生活，实在是很艰辛。。
过年什么的还要花费卖肉助给大家吃，
煮很多很多饭菜给大家。。
并不少人，很够多人咯。
忙着煮饭，买菜什么的，很辛苦。
一些来吃饭拍拍屁股就这样算了，什么样来的？？？
而且什么都不帮忙。那么忍心让长辈，老人家那么辛苦吗？


我不明白，为什么有些儿子会那么吝啬？
明明支付父母是天经地义的事，为什么可以那么自私？
我一定一定会赚更多钱，支付外公外婆。
外婆太省了，非常节俭，
省到连一碟rm 2 - rm3 的猪肠粉也不舍得买来吃。
我听了，忍不住偷偷地流泪。
还说一个月买一次就很够了。。
自己想吃的东西都不舍得买来吃。。
菜园工真的很辛苦的，肯在菜园帮忙的年轻人真的很少了。
我看我身边都没几个肯来帮忙，做一下都肯定在抱怨了。
老人家，上70了，还在劳动。。外劳也是。。
这几年来花的钱，非常值得。
那些外劳非常好心，看见外婆外公搬重物会过去帮忙。
花那一点钱买的食物干粮，衣服，算得了什么。
但是多少都能帮轻些负担。据外婆说，他们连肉都没钱买来吃。
就是吃饭和菜罢了，偶尔才有罐头吃。
如果看见着post的好心人想要捐不穿的衣服可以联络我。
食物干粮什么都可以。

Happy new year.

** This CNY **

I miss my grandma, my father mother, my sisters a lot.
I visited all relatives with parents only, cause both sisters were married and went back
to their husband's hometown.
Feeling weird.
Feeling sad, I wonder, if in future, I got married to a Chinese,
I wouldn't have the chance to accompany my parents to visit relatives anymore.
They will be alone, for first few days. They will miss us very much..
Dad's hair is getting white when the color dye goes off.
I see wrinkles on my parent's face, I noticed my mother's arms, knees have some problems.
Sigh. I'm witnessing the cycle of life.
Reality is beautiful yet cruel.
Sometimes, I hope time passes slower, I hope my grandparents and parents can live
forever in this mode, I hope my sisters can always be here with us.
One family, 5 of us together.
I love all of you.
I don't know why I felt so sad this new year.


** hey where's our sister picture. XD still in your phone sis!!! **

how come my face look thinner here -_-

** That Mr Meow **

I know I know, the way we call each other sounds disgusting and gay,
meow meow, meow mi, meowa... something about cats la.
But don't you think having a language with the one you love is an awesome thing?
It's like a code that only you two knows and recognizes.   :)
This CNY, sorry babe, I forgot to invite you to Cameron cause somehow I feel that
it's a bit impossible to bring you there (your family prob).
Although we have solutions for it. Grandma misses you Mr.
She always try to create new halal Chinese dishes for you, very thoughtful.
All my relative asks about you, "wei where's your boy?", "wheres your Mr Malay?"
HAHAHAHAHA... Funny, you're kinda well known now, cause the news are spreading XD

I noticed I gained a lot, I know I know SHH SHUT UP. XD
Well...... sorry grandma's cooking is just too good! XD And also my uncle from Singapore's cooking skill is superb!
Excuse yes yes I know. ERRR... Yeah I'm gonna fix that... AHHAHAH!
Yesterday when I saw the picture my friend tagged, I..
大受打击。创伤。
I am just too fat. Now I see how I look like.
I really confused of my look, really really confused.
Sometimes I look different in different pictures, I am darn confused.
Then Mr meow (mr malay) was there, I am super sad, lying on bed.
Asking him which one looks more like me, the real and recent me.
I don't understand his answer though, " both la? cause that's you in both pictures."
What........ I want to know my size and look la wei, like how I really looks like,
He says " Angle's problem. Or maybe camera I think?"
You're not giving me a clear answer dude. HAHAHAHA.
Never mind, in the end burst out crying.
Surprisingly this time, he tried his best to cheer me up,
hugs me, joke around, sings chinese new year song again..
The one I like the most is:
" If you cry ah I'll lick your tears, and and, don't make me lick and suck your mucus! "
I just cannot tahan this phrase I laughed, he even acted like he's sucking my mucus.
Disgusting but I like it. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
(somehow I heard him saying nucleus. HAHAHA)
After that I continued crying. XD

Even though I look like this, he never complains about it. NEVER.
(of course I do feel worried about this)
He never asks me to be like this girl that girl.
But of course he likes me to keep long hair for once in a lifetime for hm to play. XD
He says" if you think you're fat then try to exercise and slowly in the end you wont say that to me"
And he HATES the word FAT coming out from my mouth.
He hates to the word to the max.
Whatever..... HAHAHAHAHA!!!

I kinda think that I found it.
I know people are made to be imperfect. Right?
Our communication skills are improving, a lot. :'D
I am so happy!!!!!!!
Hmm, I can feel that I am being loved by this person from other family.
And I love this person too.   :D

** stress mode starts now **


The thing I hate the most is nearby now.
I wanted to leave this assignment so badly, because of the group? or because of the assignment?
Maybe I just cannot really fake out my own feelings towards certain people with certain personalities,
really hard, my face and conversation show it all.
I got no idea how to communicate with certain kind of people.

I can simply become another person in front of certain kinds of people.
Suddenly became quiet for an example.
My communication skills suck la honestly cause it's just hard to communicate with every single person in this world.
This is a big problem, I need to fix this.
I do feel that my limitations of tolerance is getting better, I am getting softer.
At least easier to forgive someone.

I think I really got problem.
I can suddenly lost the mood to be or hang out with people,
the feel of creating a distance between me and people.
For just a period, then like nothing happened, like normal.
And feel so far away, isolated.
This feeling comes naturally, like suddenly I feel so awkward being with some people.
different kinds of people. And I'm not sure why.
I hate this feeling. I hate it very much.

I think,
这副德性令我少了几位很好朋友。

Mr

Made for fun.
EEEEE!!!!
SO cute untile I want to pinch you.

I see worms above your cute cute eyes.
HAHAHAHAHA!!!

handphone snap - seafood porridge

Damnnnn this is so nice.
Got sotong, crab, prawn and fish inside.
VERY FRESH!!!

Garlic, onion etc spices can be added by our self.

New opened few weeks ago!!!
It's really really nice.

Mr Tang recommends this restaurant to you.
1 pot 3 person is enough.
Crab best.
DROLL!!!

Went here after we visit another uncle in Tapah.
Did not expect this to taste so good wei.
Its in Medan Ipoh, Boss Lim opened this, not the guy in the card.
HAHA.. Dad's greeting cards are used to make friends.
Give out to restaurants, friends, etc to make connections.
Not to forget, ang pau for everyone too. AHHAHA!!!


Good idea, very thoughtful.
A bit money and heart, I happy you happy.
I will follow this after I got my own business in future. :D

handphone snap- Mamak Cameron

mamak's teh tarik
Malaysian's favorite.
My all time fav.
Now Neslo is ma new love. AHHAHAHA!

:D

I love the lines and shapes.

Like the combo.
The cutting lines and circles.
Making the scene not so sharp.

MAMA~~

BABA~~
Forever same dressing style.

I must get a phone asap.
With good quality camera. :D
Actually every place is beautiful, it depends how you observe them.
Every single bit of things in this world is pretty, and I truly believe that.

Ate here before we head to Tapah, from Cameron.
:') Sigh. I want grandma.

设计师

我眼里的设计师，都是一群很有意思的人。（不是说自己）
很有性格，不是开玩笑。

看着身边的同学都懂了啦，姐姐，朋友。
我不知为什么，我有感觉到就是读我这里的特别固执。
真的是。真的真的，比起我其他都同一科的朋友来的更硬。

我了解，大家审美观非常不同，大家喜欢的都不同。
就连对一个颜色，一个字体，一句话，一个visual,都可以讨论很久很久。
有时有不同意见时就嗯。。。
真的，你随便丢一个字给我们看下，肯定有不同的见解。
尤其是大家对创意，自由和约束这三个都有很多感想，意见。

当然，大家想很多，很深。
我可以肯定，设计师绝对可以是很好的辩论会会员。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！



大家都有执着的时候，固执在不同的地方。


哈哈哈，基本上我们大家一定会顶不顺大家的一些地方。
不过还真好玩，大家都很不同，会发觉大家很特别，
肯定有出乎意料的答案。

果然是设计师。
:)

This CNY

Arrived Ipoh yesterday and will be going to Cameron highlands today.
Kai wan xiao so tired.

The only thing that make me panic is the essay.
Why am I so shit in this subject?! Like I never been doing good except for just once.
ONCE!!!!!!!!!!!
And the topic I am doing in really.. SIGH!!!!
And lecturer thinks that my new idea is too risky and wanted me to stick back to the old idea,
which is the BORING one.
And I need to find another new finding.
I know. Why is it so hard to me to find out something new?!
I noticed, what I think is not new people think it's new.
Like some design references.
URGH!!! I am so messed up by myself.

Pass up at 19th. Draft but still it needs to be complete, like the 99% final one.
 
This CNY is so stressful...
Sigh. Somebody help me.

Look. The Transition.

Yes don't be shocked I did ballet for more than 5 years.

And my hair is long, I kept it long until my butt for one period. XD

Macam Milo.
OH MAI my fringe is so damn thick!!!!

I am so so dark.
**MILO.**

2008. Once used to be one of the strongest percussion in Malaysia they say.
:')  Good old days.

Scary. NATIONAL SERVICE.
No wonder no guys chase that time.
So So So tomboy.
WITH BRACES OH!!!!

3rd semester in TOA.
Oh, stil, not much changes.

Jayis me and Kershin.
We look so energetic, so fresh last time.
We are decaying........
Look at me. JUST LOOK AT ME.
I look. Uhhh....

Hair getting longer. in 2011 is not mistaken. Is it?

Me and my precious wig.
Im the one wearing floral dress.

One of our latest 3 sisters picture neh.
The picture that only have us 3.
We 3 seriously got different face.

Joyce/ MJ and me in 2012.
Preparing for a photography assignment.

Hair longer wer.
Look more feminine??

Mid 2012.
Ma look after working a Kanebo.

2012 right??

2012 after undercut.
HAHAHAHAHA SUHAN MACAM KOREAN~~

HAHA on my birthday last year!!!
We all look different already!
Me still. HMM   :T



Now?
I don't know man.
I don't have much quality pictures of me.
Sigh.  m( ._.)m

Laugh. Laugh la.
I also laughed while uploading my pictures.
Cause seriously OOO I look so yong sui.

I do mind how do I look.
I mean, the whole look from head to toe.
Not my face only. XD

I accidentally found my pictures in secondary school.
Wow, pineapple spiky head, t shirts, baggy short pants.
OH MY. I really look like a boy rather than a girl.
Plus my facial features are not so feminine. (i totally know that since few years ago)
I need a change I say.* After my 2nd ex had an secret affair with a slut*
**Stares at his facebook account.**

HMPH. I knew it. I don't look so feminine, and I don't trust any man.
Too many cases happening. I know I am being a negative person but come on,
it's not only 1 2 sup sui case, it's MORE than that.
Closer than I thought.
So, I started to keep longer hair but somehow I cut it short during National Service time
before I got into TOA.
First year in TOA.
OH MY. I know some of them don't even noticed that "angel tang" is in the class/ course.
Like " Do i know you? Who the heck are you? Seriously in same course??"
This case did happened, on a course mate in MM class. He says he never noticed me.
WALAO EH................

Move on, it's okay I accepts the truth.
Now, I am heading to the look that I want.
Trying undercuts, different hairstylist, different cloths and stuffs.
I am choosing cloths carefully nowadays. Shoes etc. XD (I really think a lot)
I wouldn't want to wear something not like me. I am trying to be feminine yet me. :D
Working on! On the way! Takes time to change myself!
Who doesn't want people to remember them? Who doesn't want to look better?



" Me : Sigh. I noticed other girls with the same name Angel look similar to real angels, innocent, fair, cute, small..
Sis : Ya then?
Me : Then I looked at myself, hmm. Not one of them.
Sis : Do you know that angels are actually unisex? I think you look more like a REAL ANGEL than others lo. "

I do agree. HAHAHA I don't feel insulted because it is the truth and I know myself well. :P

I love the idea of that phrase. HAHAHA I DO LOOK LIKE ONE!!! 

At least I feel happy in another way XD

What do you feel?

Did I changed in some ways in these 5 years?

Dragon B

Meet the cute lil Dragon Bee!

Yellow daddy. XD
Look so happy~

Ma sister!!! And JX says Hi to all. XD
Xin ku ni le o!
Good luck with big sis of being a mother!!!

Dragon bee is in KL now!!
These picture are taken few weeks ago in Ipoh.
Now looks slightly different XD  CUTE!!!
OHHH Man, imagining me giving birth and being a mother.
We always say we cannot imagine, cannot accept but actually time past very very fast.
I suddenly cannot accept my sisters are all married and became a mother of a child.
Suddenly. Like really..

Tiger B is already 2 years old. HOW FAST!!!
>:T  Me and Faiz also last 2 years and a few days, really fast!
MMM, graduation day is not far. I'm going to work soon too.
I don't wanna grow older time don't fly so fast please..

CNY shopping

Managed to dig out one day for shopping.
Chinese new year buy new cloths, I almost forgotten the meaning of this action.
Called Jyemin out to Sungai Wang by public transport, sekali shop lah.
HAHA journey starts around 2.30, went to kelana jaya, the sky seems to be cloudy.
Will KL rain? If yes then have to run in the rain man.

Nevermind, searched for parking many rounds, in the end not much petrol left so went to fill up ma lil kancil's tank.
After that, HMMM its quite late and we couldn't find any place to park our car so Plan B.
1 Utama, but in the end, we ended up being in Aman Suria.
NOW i know how to go there already.
Not only Aman Suria, we actually went to Ara Damansara and back to Sunway again.
WHATTTT..
So conclusion is, shop in Pyramid.
HAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAH

Shopped 2 shops(ONLY) and walked 2 rounds in Asian Avenue took us 3-4 hours.
Told ya, I need a lot of time in shopping. HAHAHA!
I can hang out in one shop for 1-2 hours, Faiz hate that a lot and he never understand why
we girls can be in a single shop for so long. XD
See, everybody knows that so around the corridor infront of Kitschen and forever 21,
thats why they placed sofa there for the guys and the elderly.
So you will be seeing guys sitting there playing their phones. HAHAHA!

Been looking for jumpsuits, long pants and some dresses.
Ended up buying 3 separates, tops.
I saw a nice dress man, nice, never tried that style before.
Tried it on, feels okay, but somehow to cutting is too high waist, shouldn't be under the boobs.
Looks a lil bit weird....... So sigh, hope to see some ngam ones next time.
And Asian avenue, I cannot find my stuffs there.
Too small. D; and not really things I like. SAD!

Petits can survive. I cannot.
ARGH!!!!!

I GOT A SERIOUS STRONG URGE TO DO EXERCISE NOW!!!

2 years baby. :)

HEHEHEHE braces me!
Let see what photos we took yeah, since 2011. 

Our very very first public photo.
Wow look how I wear. walao.
LOOK AT US!!!

Mr faiz, the mini teddy you bought for me.
Been hugging for 2 years already~
And he really looks like you! 

Sushi Zanmai.

During my sister's wedding!

You naughty asssss.......

On my sister's wedding, lying on sister's bed chilling.
Taking pictures together like nothings going on. XD

You know what? He's helping me to sew a patch of metal onto my tanktop.
He's doing that right behind of me see.
Never knew you know how to sew! XD

Together in Cameron, eating granma's yogurt!!!

Ahhh I started to see a more feminine me.

Creepy.....

Quite recent aye~~~
I like it very much when you hug me from behind. 

I cannot believe I'm doing that.
Yuck we're so disgusting. HAHAHAHAHHA!!!

Trying to fake biceps using angle play, clevernye~~
Still. f..ff..fail... AHHAHHAHAH!!!

My first birthday celebrating with my bf around.
HAPPY YO!!!

After my sister's wedding. At home.

HAHA, mid of year 2012.
I am so so thai girl. XD
And he is so so 60's 70's uncle.

Pretty much the same yeah? Not now of course.
My hair is so much shorter now. :D

First of all, I want to thank Mr.F for making my life extra colorful since 5th Feb 2011.
From MSN then SMS then CALL everyday, waking me up everyday.
That time he's still in from 5, waiting for SPM while I'm studying foundation,
having fun with portraits and stuffs.
Hehehe, he's pretty much a super shy guy that time, somehow I can feel that he's crazy and
kinda 8 by chatting with him online.
Online ma, not face to face. HAHAHA!!!
We have some similarities as in school activities, topics of interests.
Not much though, HAHAHA we don't listen to each other's music.
THAT'S BAD!!! Although he knows im a super Nujabes fan. :T
It's okay, at least we're used to be section leaders in our band. And he's the assistant captain on the band!
Oh my yeng lorr, this is how I felt that time. Admirenye~
One thing leads to our relationship is we both don't have much opposite sex friends.
I can even finish counting my guy friends using 5 fingers that time.
Not including National Service friends la, not so close ones.

Kinda unbelievable that we walked through together for 2 years.
We basically are 2 different kinds of people, an design based girl VS an engineering IT guy.
Contrast is huge. Im the youngest in the family and he's the Dai gor(eldest) in his family.
He's an electro, house, John Mayer and used to be Slipknot based guy.
I'm more to Hip Hop Jazz Ambient electro alternative folk experimental.
He don't like to buy cloths, style-kan sendiri.
His writings are neat like a girl's writing but mine suck. AHHAHA!!!
He plays gadgets, I don't. He modifies pc laptops do all the IT work, I never touch them.
He likes muay thai but I don't. He's calculative and scientific minded, I got photoshop
illustrator files going on in my mind only. HAHAHA!!!
NOT EVEN ADD AND SUBTRACT SYMBOLS!

So different.
Like, who would listen to Cocorosie? I only found a person who liked them, sadly, not my boyfriend.
He don't listens to Shugo Tokumaru kind of music too, Owen Pallette, Bonobo, ... no Nujabes. D;
Sometimes he thinks I'm a freak too. HAHAHAHA.
But we never critiques our music taste, never complains. :)

He read the 100 reasons not to date a Graphic designer.
Turned to me and say, I agree most of them. OH WELL~~~
I read 20 reasons not to date an engineer. also.. I agreed on them as well. XD
But thats fine? we always shares our daily life everyday.
I see sexy when he reads science books, chemical thing, no nerdy :)
I am being honest here yo~

Communication wise...
Yes! Lots of problems!
In terms of selecting perfect word to express myself in English to him.
And some miscommunication we made once in awhile especially when I am super stress.
Hopefully we are doing our best to solve them all in future.


I am so sleepy now, need to stop writing, a lil bit unconscious.
Happy 2 years Mr, I really like you and love you :3
Let's walk till the end? :D

Meow I LOVE YOU MEOW MEOW MEOW MI!!!! <3 p="">