This CNY

Arrived Ipoh yesterday and will be going to Cameron highlands today.
Kai wan xiao so tired.

The only thing that make me panic is the essay.
Why am I so shit in this subject?! Like I never been doing good except for just once.
ONCE!!!!!!!!!!!
And the topic I am doing in really.. SIGH!!!!
And lecturer thinks that my new idea is too risky and wanted me to stick back to the old idea,
which is the BORING one.
And I need to find another new finding.
I know. Why is it so hard to me to find out something new?!
I noticed, what I think is not new people think it's new.
Like some design references.
URGH!!! I am so messed up by myself.

Pass up at 19th. Draft but still it needs to be complete, like the 99% final one.
 
This CNY is so stressful...
Sigh. Somebody help me.