Testing testing

This effect is unexpected.
I like how it creates shadow and flare.

Ah. when mom and brother in law were in London ,
with 2 good friends of my brother in law and my sister,
bringing us around London.

So, I borrowed it from LRC.
And I bought one from a bookfair in St Albans.
Superb!!!!
For how much ah, erm, RM40!!!!!
SO CHEAP WEI!!!!
You got all different genre of fanzines in one book yo!!

He's always there, with me on the desk.
Watching me doing my work.

A remake of a photo my boyfriend took 2 years ago.

So, dad allowed me to order a portrait lens, the cheapest lens in Canon lens range.
OMG this is my first Canon lens, cause I'm always using sigma lens throughout my college
years in Malaysia. I find the bokeh and the depth is not as sharp and strong as Canon lens.
There is a difference, or maybe I need to send my sigma lens to clean up.
Feels not as sharp as before.

So I did some tryouts myself.
Not bad!!!!

LRC day

My presents from Malaysia, from my sweetheart Faiz/
HAAHAHAAHA
PLEASE the funny thing is that 2 london related things
are from MALAYSIA.
I'm like.
what. the . heck.
I can buy myself here okay.
But i loveeeee the polka dot pillow. SUPER COMFY!!!

checking my own eyes in LRC.

ITS MIDNIGHT!

man.
We were still there at 5am.

So luckily LRC, which is our library provides a3 printings, color, so 2 days before submission I went
with suhan and david to get some research printed, also some finals.
The next day I got a bad news from the others about the color printers in LRC were spoilt
OMG. I bet there's alot of classmates going there to print their work also using their own paper to
get things printed.
Maybe thats the reason....... HAHAHAHA!!!
I see some of my mates rushing their work there as well. FUNNY.
Even girlfriends came to accompany them. XD
We got home about 6 i think..
Super tired, super super tired.

Printing

david's grime poster behind. HAHAHA
the one with illustration.
test print session.

At Panopus.
I wonder why they use this icon as their logo.

So we found a not bad printer, has good customer service and not that expensive.
We found a few and was like. URGH, attitude problem/ price problem.
Some got their book bind for 200 pounds, some printed little stuffs but cost approx 60 pounds.
It's soooooooo expensive here.
We need to cut our own paper too.
Unlike those in KL, all a3 SRA3 all prepared, book binding, print on sticker, print namecard whatever effect
all can be done in one single shop.
Even print in badges stuffs all included.
Unlike here bro. Appreciate those printers in Malaysia.
PLEASE DO.

White bed

That dream was so real having you waking up right beside me on a white bed in the morning.
Feels really good. You are so cute.
Maybe someday we will wake up like this, side by side on a white bed, with white
bed sheets and white blanket.
You were wearing a white tank top, smiled when you woke up seeing me looking at you.
I bet this is what every couple wish to be everyday.

This relationship is going to be 3 years soon, unexpectedly fast and long.
But this doesn't matter. What I care is you.
Are you happy? Are you improving yourself? Do you feel loved?
Have you enjoyed your time after we're in a relationship?

Babe, let's achieve our goals together okay?
I will support you. I will!
Love you so much.

It's so hard to not be loyal sometimes, when you have someone who cares
so much about you, and treat you so well and could accept your every good and bad things.
Faiz, I thank you for loving me comforting me so long.
Giving me so much support when I'm in stress and I'm fighting with fear.
I love you.

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ ROMANCE

 OH MY. One of my best night ever.
Boho Fau and Elevated's albums are good!!!

I haven't sleep but.
I AM FEELING DAMN GOOD RIGHT NOW, DAMN GOOD! ( ಠ◡ಠ )

Love from Malaysia

crop crop crop.
This word is always in my head for project 2.
omg so stressful.

cut. cut everything.

Bing ma yong?!!

At Marriott Hotel Marble Arch.
FINALLY.
A hot bath cures my tired soul.
I ate chips and drank juice in the tub, chilling as my music playing on phone.

One of the best thing I received for new year. :)
Funnily there's 2 packets of coffee and also a bag of brown sugar.
HAHAHAAHAH!!!

Its a large card yo!
I bet this is both my sister's idea!
Becoming art teacher already? HAHAHA!!!

SO FUNNY AND CUTE.
THEIR FACE. AHAHAHAH!!!
LOVE IT!!

I got janggut.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

How sweet, I got the parcel and I was like.
Doesn't felt like Faiz, he won't do these things. HAHAHAHA!!!
Plus this is huge, what is that man!
Then I opened it up, OMG so cute! THANKS to of them who wrote and sent me this birthday card!
I am really happy! there's ipoh old town white coffee in it too!
AWWW they sent me the taste of my hometown.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!


Recently I found Rdio.
Another something like Spotify, but I like this one more.
Actually both are good but I prefer using this one.
MMM found a collection of hiphop music composers similar to Nujabes.
And me and David just found another person who listens to Nujabes, FELINE.
AHHAHAHA!!! UNEXPECTED!

YES!!!! MORE NUJABES FANS, SPREAD NUJABES!

Last week for semA

Latte and the damn good biscuit in Frinsburry!!!

Got it from The Museum of Fine Arts Paris.
The colors are much more better in reality.
Photo made it bad.
Showed this to lecturer and he liked it, searched up for the designer.

What Cha looking at human.

THIS Fish & Chips IS REALLY HUGE I TELL YA!!!
The biggest so far I seen!

The winter warmer.

One last week for 2 projects to hand in next monday at 10am.

Holy moly. Such short time.

But luckily my project 2 have directions and everything, execution left 25%.

PHEW.

I found out something funny after all these years being a chinese malaysian girl.

No chinese likes me. NO! No westerns show interests too.

ONLY middle eastern people. Im not racist but this thing had been always with me.

I'm just wondering why.

Like Saudi Arabia, Lebanon, Turky, etc countries's dudes showed interest.

Here in UK too. WHY MAN WHY?!

Only them who wanted my number =_=)

Although some of them look good. HAHAHAHAHA...

But why? Like, i'm a muslim magnet??

Whatever.

I MUST FIGHT!!!

I can feel hope for this semester, I feel strength and improvements! 

and I must do it properly!

YES!!!!!

给爸爸

去年在曼谷。

好像是。。两年前？
我的拍照技术。。肯定是两年前。
哈哈哈哈！！

这。。一两年前吧？

最爱的鞋子。

从小到大我都不会很怕你，因为我觉得你很可爱。
很好笑小时候你回家时我都会很兴奋地帮你脱鞋脱袜子，
整个小庸人似的，很臭，但我很乐意，也不知道为什么。

爸爸很少在我上学，都是妈妈打理的。
一年365天，多不容易，大部分时间就是在我上学，驾车技术好得很。
终觉得爸爸开车很怪，还挺慢的。。。
而却常常驾中间。。。。真危险。。。
而且看gps都不停下来看。。

呵呵，爸爸都很忙，我知道。
他在公司背的责任特别大，眼睛越来越垂，越来越红。
我以前还笑他眼睛很裂。真坏。。哈哈哈！
但爸爸没时间在家我了解的，从菜园工作，慢慢一步一步的走到
今天的地位，无可否认，非常有毅力，非常不容易，肯定吃了不少苦，妈妈也是。
外公外婆也是。大家都是。

爸爸给我的印象特有威严，长得也是，哈哈哈哈哈！！！
就不认识的肯定觉得他很不友善，但是我觉得爸爸长的很好笑，是褒义词喔！
从懂事后认识爸爸我就知道爸爸很有正义感，很认真，很厚道。
我和姐姐们，和妈妈都认为如果有机会爸爸一定参与政治了。
爸爸常常叫我们参政，为华人，大马人贡献。
我知道。。爸爸天天回家第一件事除了上厕所就是开中国历史片看。
还带去hotel看，和他一起坐飞机的咧。
唐朝清朝等都非常熟悉，非常日爱中国文化！也很热爱大马。
在他身上学到好多好多人情世故啊。

这几年来，每次爸爸带我们出去吃饭，我一定一定会说谢谢你请我吃饭。
觉得不好意思。吃那么丰富，当然要说谢谢，虽然爸爸都觉得请孩子吃饭是父母的责任。
当然供我们上大学也是。但是就会觉得不好意思。

很好笑的，我小时后到现在都很怕热，我和爸爸妈妈说以后长大了，
我不要住家里，我要住hotel.哈哈哈哈！！！因为很舒服。
大家肯定觉得我是个坏小孩。被宠惯了。
你就想。
如果我是被宠惯了，我都不会参加marching band做那么累的活动，参加演出比赛等。
更不会接受去national service. 很多人去到还真的是吃不了苦。
女孩子咯。可以不要那么小姐吗，那么小姐很吃亏。
如果我被宠惯了，我身上全都是名牌。
目前为止。。嗯，自己绝对没买过名牌，只有一个包包是妈妈外国买来送的。
名牌包是美丽，但我比较喜欢街头。casual就好啦。名牌包那么贵又会过时，
真的是不容易carry.
又一阵子大马忽然爆多少女穿birkenstock夹脚拖，很反感。哈哈哈哈！！！
是很不错，但是太多人有了啦。
如果你给我选jimmychoo 和 tokyo booper 的话当然是后者。
真的好可爱哦！！！！超可爱的啦！！！
个人喜欢鞋底厚厚的。但是不要夸张的厚就好啦。
这些。。等到我有了第一桶金，真的好想要一双！呵呵呵！

如果不是因为dr martens不是防水的话我就不会买了。
我最喜欢就是搽皮鞋，以前常常看到爸爸那样。
有时也会帮他搽搽。很好玩。
我也为了这双皮鞋买了polisher,是红色的呢。
要好好保护他。越穿越软，越有味道。哈哈哈！
underground creepers.....在找更便宜的。

唉！我在等爸爸来呢！
有好东西给他～
想买东西给她都深得很难，最搞不懂爸爸了。
一幅神的好多，领带也是！！！袜子手帕都有。内裤那些也是。
香水不能买，包包也是，基本上很多都不能！
但是我发现到。。。我还有一个能够。。
哈哈哈哈！！等他来再说。我等你！
每次用华语些我都会很感动，不懂为什么。

爸爸，每次我都和妈妈facetime当然也有想你啦！
真的哦！！！把我爱你。你可能觉得我常常忽略你因为有妈妈。
但是没有咯。。。你在我心目中的地位和妈妈一样稳，不用怀疑，
你问妈妈看下。
哈哈哈哈！！！
姐姐都说我在拍马屁，ceh, 明明是我真心话，完全没有假意！
但是我就是没有其他形容词代替了，
你是我的偶像！！！谢谢你多年来的照顾！！

Distance, stronger

I can imagine that is an earring.
SUPER HOT.
OMG like pirates or don't know.
I'm so turned on.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!
I like.. this kind of  look. URGH!!!!

AIYOYO!!

My saliva almost tumpah edi.
YOU BECAME MORE MACHO THAN I THOUGHT!!!

I can't wait to hug you and touch you. URGH!!!!!
I AM SO DESPERATE TO SEE YOU!!!!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! 4 months without seeing meeting touching kissing hugging all.
SO HARD TO MAINTAIN!!!
But distance makes us stronger, USH!!!!

妈，我爱你。

4 天3夜，长不长，短不短。
一下子妈妈就回家了。

离家人更远就越了解家人的重要性啊。
妈，好想你。

对不起有时候真的很忙。
我真的很内疚。。
有你在真的很温暖。
那几晚我和妈妈睡在同一张床上，勾起了我儿时的回忆。
我们会背向背睡，因为我没安全感，然后我们会屁股动屁股。
那几天，我好像小时候的我，牵着妈妈的手睡觉，
直到我们两个忍不住对方的手汗。

我们两彼此都很珍惜在一起的时间，
因为他们有他们的行程，
我就出去做功课咯。
这段时间，我非常了解妈妈很希望我能和她在一起久一些，多一些。
时间太短了。。


我知道妈妈很爱我。
我也爱她。
谢谢姐姐让妈妈代替她过来，
谢谢姐夫把马来西亚的味道带过来给我，
谢谢妈妈把更多的爱带过来。
什么都留给我，衣服什么的，有用到的。
当然，谢谢爸爸给我这个难得的机会让我看看世界，
送了我那么贵重的礼物。
我的生日礼物，我什么都不需要了，爸爸你来陪陪我就好了。
当然我明白爸爸常不在家都是为了赚钱，到处去，和顾客朋友联系。


喔，我又忍不住流泪了。

我好想家。

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Frankenweenie

The hero and the devil strikes.
No so happy ending.

HAAAAAA RIGHT.
Tim Burton's perception.

A misjudged science teacher.
He's portrayed as a strict, and scary looking teacher as his features are created
using sharp and long shapes, giving him a sharp and dangerous feeling.
But he is not the villain, in fact, he is just a passionate and humble science teacher.

Like Hayao Miyazaki's characters,
villains and good guys can hardly be confirmed.

That kiasu japanese boy in the class.
I know Japanese and Chinese are often portrayed as kiasu+smart kid in many films.

Surprisingly, it's a good ending.
(because it's released by Disney?)

"Sometimes knowing too much is the problem."

"You do not understand science that's why you're afraid of it."

"Science is not good or bad, but it can be used both ways, that is why you must always be careful."


Some quotes from Frankenweenie, 2012.
Related to what we do today, it's a warning to all,
science could be the cause of the end of the world one day too.
There's actually lot's of films and comics talking about science and humanity,
that might take away our lives.

HA!
AS USUAL, its an award winning film by Tim Burton, so much hard work.
Love all the textures in the film, AWESOMENESS.
It's the first stop motion and black white film released in IMAX-3D.

Man, I'm pretty outdated.
HAHAHAHAHA! this is 2012's film man!
Too much work and assignments, XD