女生的頭都不能亂摸

不管幾歲，女生的頭都不能亂摸，摸了就會出事。

會瞬間開啟戀愛模式。

(與友人閒聊有感)

- Ridiculous Dream Make Love (facebook)

I agree. 

HAHAHAHAHA

5 things Couples Need to Know

http://www.timothytiah.com/2014/09/12/5-things-couples-need-to-know/


Well said!

I should fix my flaws and hope I can find someone who understands this 5 things
in a relationship.

Love Stories?

《等一个人咖啡》, 《致青春》, The Fault in Our Stars.....

Seems good but maybe not now, don't feel like watching any love movies,
not in the mood, haha.. Will be sad cause I am single now. 

But It's okay! 
Not in a rush, still got time :D

Good Quote.

双手是用来拥抱的，而不是用来抓住过去耿耿于怀的。

疗伤

说实在，能找到一个很爱很爱你的人真的很不容易。
太不容易了。

我真的喜欢，爱上的，5 ,6个。
只有两个真的很爱很爱我。
我非常清楚了解。

其他的，对我都不认真。

快让我疗伤成功吧。

Little baby

/// Faiz ///


What a busy Easter holiday and exam week for him!
Didn't catch up with him for quite some time, keep dragging one story don't have time to tell me.
I am still waiting baby. HAHAHA.

We both look so old recently.
Must be our sleeping cycle and stress. MUST BE.
By the day, this boy really looks like Handsome Squidward.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. OMG.
I can't stop laughing. That eyes chin and mouth.
95% ALIKE!!! My gosh. too funny, I cant stop laughing. HAHAHA!!!

Ee Suen introduced me a site, 100 happy days.
The idea is to let you post a photo of what makes you happy everyday, until day 100.
She is doing this everyday and she said she can feel the difference, and somehow she feel happier!
Well yeah this site can let us cherish something everyday, and post it, remembering it.
This is good, and I just signed up for that.
I chose to use Tumblr to post my photos.
For some reasons I believe this could work :)
LETS DO THIS!!!

LINK to 100 happy days!

太霸道

你说说看，谁会想和一个极度小气和没耐心的男人在一块？

我想着想着，这三年来和我男朋友在一起，他成长了很多很多。

比我小一岁但必和我同年或大我几年的都来得比较成熟一些。

这个真的是不能否定的。

很多事情他都愿意让一步，

低头说对不起等小细节，我都记得住。

一开始他也是好像狮子那么强势，发小孩脾气，

没耐性，冲动爱面子。

但是现在真不同呢。是不是我也帮助到他成长呢？

以前很多时候我还真的不想说话不想吵，掉头就走！

现在懂咯，我不出声就知道事情大条了。

今天和那个所谓很谈得来的男生大吵一架，

就因为很小的事，因为照片的事而已！！！

开什么玩笑！！！那么久了让我那么生气还真难得。

我第一次想骂他死小孩。哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！！！！！

我也告诉我男朋友了。我还真的没遇过那么小气的男生。

我也和一个朋友抱怨了，到最后只能把它当笑话看咯。

不然只会让自己更生气，更愤怒。

这少爷实在是太霸道了。

你家里什么条件我不在乎，你是谁到最后还只是一个普通人。

你多么固执就你自己去，你还真以为你要我做什么我最会跟着做啊？

屁话！ 只是因为一些相片而已！！！！

有够霸道。好，ignore你看你是否在乎这段友谊。

如果依然那么固执我也没必要联络了。

我有没有你我也能生活。

没有这些人出现你很难能了解你身边的人有多好，

你的男朋友有多么的好。

oh i love you my little faiz.

我发觉我喜欢的男生脸都很长。
哈哈哈哈啊！！！

3 years

Ma current wallpaper.
U look so funny. HAAHAHA.

Ah, a picture last month, in traditional clothing.
My fetish. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Last year, see the difference?
I think you look more tired now, and I grew fatter now.
D;

My favorite part of being together is seeing
my bf make food, or wash dishes.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Personally think that it's sexy.

/// 3 ///

3 years, 3 different places. Ipoh, KL, UK.

3rd time saying, happy anniversary.
Happy 3 years anniversary Faiz.
Everything is like a sign, things I do, info I research on,
all comes with the number 3.
Like my chosen brief, I need to do research about The White Stripe's orchestra album
Aluminium, an album about AI3+, and 3 was highlighted in the whole album.
Jack White(lead singer of the duo rock band) loves the number 3, thats why.


wow, we're together for so long huh?

I looked up our old photos few minutes ago and I find it hard to believe.....
Why you'll like me, the old me. I look so ugly. HAHAHA!!!
Same old questions, I won't bug you to answer me anymore cause I know this question is
really really boring.... XD
I guess distance made us stronger and stronger yeah? :D
(I know we've been so lonely and dry lately......)

This is how it feels like for not touching each other for a few months,
no words can describe this urge to see you and touch you.

I met quite some guys, many pattern, but in conclusion,
I masih love guys with long face like you. XD
Maybe me and my mother both has a long face. HAHAHA!!!
Used to long face? But I really like your look la. Don't know why.


就是喜欢你那副有点坏蛋的样子。
呵呵我觉得你拍照还挺上镜的，但你总是摆出很样衰的脸， 很恶心那种。
但是我还是很喜欢咯，喜欢长得高高的你低头黏着我，有可爱到～！
噢噢噢我最喜欢看你洗碗，背影超帅！（背多分？？？啊哈哈哈！！）
然后无论我多么丑，多么狼狈，多么肮脏，多么臭，你还是会抱抱我。
当我很累的时候，你都会自动帮我捏捏肩膀，回到家帮我按摩脚底，
我每次都觉得，我起不是变成女王了啦？
无论我长得怎么样你都不介意，除了家人和一些朋有以外，我，
只有在你眼中显得更加有价值。很明显。

就只有你发现到一些别人不在乎的事。

在你眼里，我知道，一个那么不自信那么不起眼的人都会变成舞台上的主角。
我不敢说我对你有多大影响，但是我很欣慰，你改变了很多很多。
以前的是不多说，我们讨论现在。
现在的你越来越有自信，越来越有上进心，越来越理智。
很棒，3年里你成长不少哦。我还记得第一年我给你气得要死。
真的是气得快疯了。哈哈哈。你才知道你以前多么ulu!!! beh tahan......
嗯，3年来吵过闹过，但很值得高兴的是我们找对了解决问题的方式。
也许是那样我们才沟通得更好。

你开不开心？

我们没办法见面但还好有hangouts.
看见你我每次每次都好开心。
以前每天晚上通电话都是。很兴奋。
最近我发觉到，我好像只在你面前显得兴奋，有活力！
又好又不好咯。。。。可能人家以为我冷血，或是很苦恼，不然就是个很闷的人。
差不多是这些例子吧。。。。大概猜得出。
也许是我没有调整好心情？
但是看见你和跟你说话真的很开心哦。很喜欢和你说话。
喜欢晚上谈天，你的语气和声音都会让我很困。。很想睡。。睡。。。
是个好事，因为我很难入睡。
哎呀，好想睡在你怀里啦，（虽然每期都滚开因为太热～）
可能这里没那么热，滚不开！ XD

和你一起的3年我很开心哦！
希望我们能继续一起成长，一起看世界好吗？
有点害羞但是我还真的是很想说谢谢你照顾我，有时我真的很小孩，
很希望被人疼。我很珍惜你和我一起的时光。
我还记得我们第一次见面的时候呢！
我很爱你哦！！！

White bed

That dream was so real having you waking up right beside me on a white bed in the morning.
Feels really good. You are so cute.
Maybe someday we will wake up like this, side by side on a white bed, with white
bed sheets and white blanket.
You were wearing a white tank top, smiled when you woke up seeing me looking at you.
I bet this is what every couple wish to be everyday.

This relationship is going to be 3 years soon, unexpectedly fast and long.
But this doesn't matter. What I care is you.
Are you happy? Are you improving yourself? Do you feel loved?
Have you enjoyed your time after we're in a relationship?

Babe, let's achieve our goals together okay?
I will support you. I will!
Love you so much.

It's so hard to not be loyal sometimes, when you have someone who cares
so much about you, and treat you so well and could accept your every good and bad things.
Faiz, I thank you for loving me comforting me so long.
Giving me so much support when I'm in stress and I'm fighting with fear.
I love you.

妈，我爱你。

4 天3夜，长不长，短不短。
一下子妈妈就回家了。

离家人更远就越了解家人的重要性啊。
妈，好想你。

对不起有时候真的很忙。
我真的很内疚。。
有你在真的很温暖。
那几晚我和妈妈睡在同一张床上，勾起了我儿时的回忆。
我们会背向背睡，因为我没安全感，然后我们会屁股动屁股。
那几天，我好像小时候的我，牵着妈妈的手睡觉，
直到我们两个忍不住对方的手汗。

我们两彼此都很珍惜在一起的时间，
因为他们有他们的行程，
我就出去做功课咯。
这段时间，我非常了解妈妈很希望我能和她在一起久一些，多一些。
时间太短了。。


我知道妈妈很爱我。
我也爱她。
谢谢姐姐让妈妈代替她过来，
谢谢姐夫把马来西亚的味道带过来给我，
谢谢妈妈把更多的爱带过来。
什么都留给我，衣服什么的，有用到的。
当然，谢谢爸爸给我这个难得的机会让我看看世界，
送了我那么贵重的礼物。
我的生日礼物，我什么都不需要了，爸爸你来陪陪我就好了。
当然我明白爸爸常不在家都是为了赚钱，到处去，和顾客朋友联系。


喔，我又忍不住流泪了。

我好想家。

、

David + Suhan

It's been a serious long time listening to both of them talking about each other.
Man, YOU GOT NO IDEA HOW LONG.
Everyday same story man, suhan suhan david david.
OMG. Serious. This 2 person kept on talking about each other to me.
WALAO EH, david suhan david suhan, this 2 names kept repeating in my head.
I even dreamt of you both you know?!  (for 3 4 days recently)

Anyway......
From classmates, best friends and now!!!
Finally, I present you.

Couple David + Suhan.

DANG DANG DANG!!!!!
OMG HAPPY.
(Jack must be looking at this and laugh like mad)

Look at the last photo, me and Ashley trying to mimic them. HAHAHAHA!!!
And look at my shy face looking at them every corner. HAHAHAH!!!
SIEN OH!!! SO SWEET WEI!
Diabetes, diabetes around me now.
All I have to say is, congrats.

See I told yeah, who says best friends can't get together?
Manga just got real yo!!!
OMG. Look at this 2 emo and negative person,
they finally exclude the emo-ness and move on to another stage of happiness.
Man, I'm really happy looking at them, keep laughing also got. HAHAHAHA!!
Hope you guys can manage each other well and live a better, happier life, okay?

No more emo, no more negative.

YOSH! CONGRATS!!!
<3 p="">

Hoping too much?

I hope you can improve your studies,
ignore and filter those that doesn't benefit you.
I hope you can grow up and be a man,
who protects me and you,
in many ways.
I hope you will think further,
think in a realistic way and plan your future, also our future.
I hope you do what you promised,
do what you need to do,
and stop doing things that waste money and time.
You have to realize you don't have much time and you have many things to consider,
and there's always a chance to lose things from your life.
I hope you can take things seriously and start to plan wisely,
be someone I can rely on, be someone that plans thing for both of us.


I am so far yet so close to you.
I felt like you're always nearby, and I am still worrying about you.
When can I let go of all of this?
Do I need to tell you what I like and dislike directly?
Or should I put it aside and pretend I don't know everything and let you
realize what's the cons of doing all these thing.

Seriously, I hate you staying up for me.
I forking hate it.
Can't you think of your work and your health?
Please, take care of yourself first before taking care of me, I . AM. SERIOUS.


I am almost 21.
I am almost graduating.
It's about time to step out from my room, my university to work, earn money for my future.
Be serious. I am forking serious.


Should I give up stuff that haunts me all these days?
Or should I fight against it and try to change it?


Honestly, I am not loving anyone here or anything that made me change my mind.
I am thinking about all these because I realized I don't have much time on things.
I realized things are getting more and more serious here, and things must be well planned.
Mature. Is what I need.
Here, I can totally focus on my studies, how bout you?
This is my last chance to strike in University, and I hope another side of my life- my relationship,
is stable, well planned, and confident.
I hope you understand our situation, our difficulties, our personalities,
our future. I want you to be independent too.

I don't want m life to screw up man. Seriously hell no.
Balance, is what I need.

I love you, don't get me wrong.
But I want someone that can support me.


If we got through all difficulties except family issues,
I will think twice.
If your parents doesn't wish us to be together, I will choose to leave.
I won't be happy, bahagia, if one of our family's elderly don't agree or dislike our relationship.
It's about future. Our future is important. And their acceptance is one of the core.
If anyone attempt to change me, then I will definitely leave the place,
cause once I accepted it, I will not be myself anymore, and that's not my life is about.
If I know that this sad ending will come, I will find a way to leave.
To make them like me or not? it's on you.
It depends on how you do it dear. It's really on you.
You don't even do what people SHOULD do, what else can I say.
You need me to teach you how to do?

Are you proud to be with me?
Are you proud to talk about me infront of your friends and family?
Ask yourself and give me an answer.

One day, a western DJ, david's friend took his phone and slide his photos of him and his GF,
keep on spreading his love towards his gf, like:
" this is my gf, I am really lucky to have her, she's the best girl i ever met"
I shall say, If my bf is like this man, boy, I am really lucky.

Did you stand up for me?
For our love?
No.
I cry every time talking on this topic.
It haunts me so badly.

If you love me, you feel proud.
Proud to bring me around, introducing me to family and friends.
If you don't feel so, you know the answer.
Tell me what you feel when you see this.

Love love love

Kit, 那个泰国同学，虽然认识不久，但是通过聊天才懂他结婚了。
而且妻子也为了她放弃泰国的生意，来到英国陪伴他，
为他洗衣煮饭照顾他。
Kit在 St Albans 租了一间房，给老婆和自己住。
实在甜蜜，是在幸福。
我在facebook看见了他们的照片，好恩爱呀！！！
他们原来是大学同学，啊！！好好哦！！！

看见他们那样觉得真的好高兴，是替他们感到高兴。
我在这里如果有同学恋爱了，我会非常地高兴。
ashley,在伦敦被搭讪哦！
对方还留了号码，交charlie. 我们看见他，
但是suhan说是我的类型，哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！
我的类型就是ashley的类型哦！
Ashley在这里认识了很多很好的人，而且住在她隔壁有个
很说的加拿大同学，时常和他打情骂俏～
我也看过他们交流，真的很好笑，很高兴，好羡慕。
如果。。。。。。
我说如果，他们在一起的话，我会非常非常高兴。
真的会替他们鼓掌！

姐，你说很容易遇到男生哦，
一点也不容易好不好。
我觉得我看起来就不是非常活泼，没什么人看得见我的啦。
真的，老外都不会来搭讪。哈哈哈哈哈！！！
我也没什么眼缘吧。样子问题？
真的，一点也不容易。我隔壁全是女生啦。
而且我这楼超多美女的，轮都轮不到我。
哎！我也不是那种很活泼像ashley+suhan那种人。。
也不是美女。别人看都不看啦please.
我本来就没什么自信。。

不过没关系，在看啦。
我会努力的。哈哈哈哈哈哈。
努力读书。哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

一些人说爱他就别放弃，和她一起经历。
一些人说自己辛苦就不是爱情，他不适合你。
到最后说来说去，根本没有一个正确的逻辑。
真的很靠个人的意志力。
而我呢？
我了解有很多困难，我了解很不舒服，
但是我并没有真正的想放弃。
也许是我拿不定主意。
但是现在好早，看着办吧。：D
反正我就没有说不爱他啦，虽然我也想被老外搭讪。
哈哈哈h哈哈哈h哈哈！！！
但是搭讪不是出轨，不是不爱他。
我终觉得在这里谈恋爱有点不是很安全，安全感不够。
我们不熟悉他们的恋爱文化。
何况是要在新地方认识一个人很久，不容易。

算啦。
我都不够有魅力。





meow mi忽然好想你。
哈哈哈哈！
我每天睡觉都会抱着mr faiz哦！
会向他撒娇。很变态吧。。和teddy bear撒娇。。
但始终觉得这只特别像人，特别有亲切感！
我想你，但是没有非常想你。哈哈哈哈！！！
我的人就是这样，不会特别想念什么。

想你就是啦～meow mi~~

谁不想

谈恋爱简直就是每个女孩的梦想。
说真的，我们有的矛盾太多了。
家里，朋友，你自己。

可不可以用你的时间做些有意义的事情？
我真的很sien很sien。
你可不可以认真一点？？？
好烦。我在这里读书的，我也希望你的空做点事，
少做无聊没益处的事。
和那种朋友一起。
哼。别被他的奢侈影响你，
／／／please／／／

如果我有机会，我想要飞的更远，
我就看不到你，看不见你在做什么。
说不定你会找到更喜欢的女生，然后我们就这样不见面。


那么久了，我真的想谈普通简简单单的恋爱，
没有人阻止，没有约束。
就那么简单。我和你谈恋爱简直就是在小学上学。
老师说这个不能做那个不能做，做了就惩罚。
你爸爸会那样对你，说真的，我不敢接近你家。
我真不敢。你也不敢逃跑， 你没胆。
你要是真的想和我一起，我们一起逃，你敢不敢？

认识你那么久，我就知道答案是不敢。
所以，我很想就这样算了。
就算我毕业了，我们很多年了，你家人会对我好吗？
不会的。错永远就是错。
不喜欢我，我做什么永远都会错的。
是谁不想被对方家里承认和得到祝福？
我忽然觉得我很傻，明明知道没可能，还想继续下去。
所不定有头到尾错的人是我。

大家眼里我和别的女生不同，但是认识我够久，都大概知道我是怎样的人吧。
我很女人的，看起来不想而已，你以为我不想女人？

我想了好久好久，是那节目播了和我们相同的是我才如此激动。
我好压力。太多压力了。
在国外念书一点也不简单，要融入都真的好难。
一点也不简单，是真的。
我好想放弃啊。。。。
我太想放下负担。很想放下我承受的所有压力，然后认真地读书。
我在那么远我还需要为你担心，为你着想，真的很累你懂不懂？
不要再那样了我好想放弃。
我知道你爱我。
我也爱你。但我好累。

女王?

女王給女孩們的忠告：

"不要將就，別因為怕找不到更好的而隨便將就

不要因為怕寂寞而跟不適合自己的人浪費青春

不要奢望改變一個人，那不如改變自己的選擇

不要自己騙自己，真心愛妳的人不會讓妳委屈"




以上在facebook看见的，一位台湾比较女性主义者的作者网站。
哇，爱得要生要死的时候会那么坚定选择吗？
好难。。或是因为我不善于做选择？HAHAH！！！

但是最后那句。。
我觉得是。很爱你的人，绝对不会让你受任何委屈。
当别人说你时，我的确觉得很不高兴，怎么可以让你被诬赖，
被欺负？ 我的确会为你说话，我不满意，我肯定会站起来说。
哪怕是被讨厌，但要是事情管遇到你的清白，我肯定会做些什么的。

当然，一样的，我希望我身边的那个人会那样想，会那样做。

Love?

瞿老师说：

爱情3阶段，例如：

被吸引－ 光环，长得帅，阳光
爱上了－ 也许因为他浪漫体贴
在一起－ 现实的。


涂磊老师说过：

为什么彼此相爱之前，那么欣赏对方的优点，
相爱之后为什么变成了互相忍受，经常有一方指责另一方说他变了？
其实不是他变了，是因为他不装了。
在一起了吗，不用装了，也不用忍了，
就暴露出本来的面目。



I guess being together, knowing each other deeper,
realizing problems and accepting each other's life style is hard.
Being together will be happy and exciting at first, but after living together for some time,
we'll know everything a lot better, maybe something we cannot accept pops up too.
Nevermind cause we can always solve problems and try to push our limits further.

Right?

But when things are happening over and over again, I think it is really stressing and we might lose faith.

Not to say girls are always being realistic, not enjoying being together,
just that, in some stages, we really need to reconsider our future.
Love ain't easy to leave, ain't easy to get.
If you are a person who can wait for a perfect soulmate, the "right one" for your life time then go ahead and wait,
try , love many people and find you best soulmate.
If you are a person who really want to have a stable life with a stable lover, I don't know,
cause I am this kind of person.
I don't want to try many people, loving so many people, knowing each other starting from 0.

It's really.. tiring.
To be honest, I am also scared of losing and accepting.
Also being hurt.
I really hope I wont get hurt again.
Damn..... I really sound like a coward.

I have doubts, I have my concerns.
Just let time guide us through and enjoy for the moment okay?
No one knows what will happen in future!
Maybe things will change and we both became a better human?
Don't see it as a 100% negative thing okay?
Let time decide  :)