:)

Maybe you're right.

We should be friends rather lover.
After all these days I've been struggling with my relationship problems.

没想到我是个很念旧的人。
虽然我和他相处，但我还是又想着你。
现在，很明确觉得我真的很喜欢你。
也许是缘分，我们现在没能在一起，
但我也不敢期望以后会发生什么事。
我怕我会伤心。

也许你说你不爱是真的，
但是先是来说，先分开是好的。
你能专心上课，我能投入在工作，
可能你还会遇到比我更好的女孩。

我们在一起都有三年半，我的确对不起你，
我伤害了你很多次。
我的任性，幼稚，自私，让你留了那么多次泪，
让你心痛了那么多次。不，同时间，
我伤害了很多人，我带来了很多麻烦，
身边的朋友家人，对不起，让你们操心了。
我才发觉，原来你为了我牺牲了很多。
其实我在英国，嘴上说不爱你，不想在一起了，
但我还是没三出你的照片，你的名字在电话里依然是meow mi.
mr faiz 也还和我一起，我们的杯子也还在这。
你送给我的衣服我依然有穿，在英国我也把它放在床头。
原来我还爱你。

我很感激，我很庆幸我能和你一起那么久。
我们有很多不足的地方，我们都得改进。
说不定以后的我能让你对我另眼相看。
说不定以后的我们会在某个地方遇见对方，从新认识对方。

我再次向你道歉。
说一百次，都不够。
和你的日子真的好快乐。

为什么我以一时的冲动说分手？
傻。太傻了。我太幼稚了。
我一直以为我掌握一切，结果谁知道，
你也会有放弃的一天。
这一时的幼稚，令我失去了那么好的你，
是报应，是我拿来的，我错，我就得认错。
我错，我就的接受惩罚。
是应该的。因为你，我也了解到原来我的忍耐力极低。
我败给了寂寞和新鲜感，我败给了我以前都得不到的满足感。

看来我得真得放弃。
好像没希望了，缘分真的没了？
我不敢期望，我不敢想。
这个挑战，我接受了，我现在会自己面对。
下次见面，我希望你会看待更好的我。
祝你学业进步，身体健康。

原来到最后，兜兜转转了一年，我还是很在乎你。

End of 2014

2014 is really happening in so many ways.
Perhaps this is the year I finally understood things,
finally get to see so much that I never thought I could.

I studied in Hertfordshire, travelled to some European countries,
got to know many awesome people, dove into different design cultures,
graduated in the UK, etc .. wow.
I find myself a little different comparing to the Angel in past 3-5 years.
Couldn't even understand how branding works back then!

Now, I believe that physical environment is a big deal that
can affect one's mental and spiritual health.

Ah, despite of having unhealthy lifestyle,
I've made so many mistakes throughout this period of stay in UK,
but I have learnt more than all the mistakes.
My sister borrowed me a book, something related to The Art of Talking,
in chinese, written by a Taiwanese celeb.
Gotta master this to be a better person.
Hah, not to forget, breathing class is a must next year!

2014 is full of surprises too!
I never knew anyone that have "shape OCD", for example,
having a circle in a square is painful for eyes.
HAHAHAHAHAHAA OH MY GOD.
Funny, hahaha seriously.
Another surprise was the time I discovered more of myself.
Also those people I knew for a long time.
We simply cannot expect things to stay the same all the time.

I remember flying to UK with mum dad, and coming back to Malaysia by myself.
There's this black french staff who do all the bag checking before you proceed to the gate at Paris Airport.
So there's something in my coat, not sure what that triggered the alarm made me
ran though a body scan and a bag checking procedure.
He quickly checked my stuff as I wore my shoes, then picked up my hat and put it
on my head. "That's more like it!" he said.
HAHAHA he thought I'm a Japanese, XD
We had a lil chat, and he told me he couldn't speak fluently in front of asians.
(whuuuttt) And you know what, this whole scenario happened twice.
I met him again when I'm flying back to Malaysia alone.
HAHAHAHAHA and he recognised me! But not my nationality.
Fate! Same person, same place, same conversation, same scenario.
Yes he did put my hat on my head again when Im wearing my shoes. XD

* off topic*
While flying with Air France, I must say the person who created the music playlist
for AirFrance has good taste. Loveeeeee it.
I always check their website (airfrance) to explore some good stuff.


家人，真的重要呀。虽然我没办法和家人相处很久，
但是我真心觉得家人在我心中的地位肯定是有的。
最后想说，我以为我变化很多，但是万万没想到，
你也是。开放了，胆大了，我开始不能理解。

我以为我还会很开心，但是现在，似乎。。。
为什么会这样？

不过还是不能强求，也许这不是好时候。
我希望我们都能专注在该专注的地方，打好学业，事业基础。
其他的我真的不想理会了。我尝试改变结局，可是没成功。
越在乎，就越沮丧烦恼。
今天之前的我肯定会想要掌握一切，但是今天我只能说，
想通了。也许我不是你命中注定的那个人。

Rainy Graduation Day

In the end, it rained.


Why? Cause I'm leaving London? HAHAHAAAA!!!
Damn! It's not nice to rain at this time. :(
Everyone's wet and mud is everywhere, felt pretty bad actually.
Don't even have the mood to take photos.
But for my memory's sake, I have to.

Had to take simply a few photos with my parents before sending them to a restaurant
if not they will catch a cold.
Did not have chance to take photos with most of them,
everyone was busy taking photos, preparing on their own, plus
the rain was making a mess there.
Also didn't take much photos with parents.

Wanted to go back after lunch but damn, the sun is going down very soon, AT 3!!!
The rain didn't stop after lunch, urgh. So messy........
Need to return robes etc........
Carrying so many things, DSLR, robe, flower, cert, ... ...
Not easy at all. Plus I have to walk so dam far to return the robe.

Overall, i felt weird.

That moment ain't as emotional as I thought.
Really. And what's the point of throwing that headwear?
You gotta pick it up after that, plus you'll have mud all over it.
SO MESSY AND POINTLESS. It's just for the typical "graduation" shot.

But I felt sad because I know I won't have chance to be here again, nor study.
And all of sudden, I realised how much I feel happy here.
The study, artistic atmosphere is the thing that I like the most actually.
You can see many people sketching in museums, many beautiful well preserved buildings,
antiques, happy cheerful people, more and more that gives you inspiration.
Not saying Malaysia is not good for me, I just feel more inspired in The UK.

Most importantly, it's not about being there.
It's about having such awesome parents who supports me no matter what happened to me.
Without them, and my sisters, I won't be giving this once in a lifetime opportunity
to come here and feel useful and inspired.
Without them, I won't even have chance to tell what is the difference of Malaysian education
and UK education system, also Malaysian fish and chips VS UK fish and Chips.
Damn mashed pees are sooooo good.......

Another Big Day of My Life

Graduating tomorrow, mixed feelings.

I remember I used to say I want to grow up quick and start my high school experiences.
And once I started high school, I wanted to start studying in a university.

Tomorrow, I am graduating, no more studying. (at least for now)

WOW. seriously WOW.
It feels like it happened out of no where, like I'm here because of a mistake of a time machine or
experiment. And yesterday, my father, mother and I realised
my father is no longer young.
His beard is turning grey...

Sigh.
SIGH.

I cannot believe it's actually happening.

Doodle November

Every Chinese must have a rice cooker.
FOR SURE.

香港solo几天

So many nice prints!

Protesting,

四面八方，都是高楼呀。

我写这篇时根本不在香港，
因为6天在哪里实在是很忙很累。

几天在香港，去了潮流很hit的地方，一些比较工业区的，还有比较乡村的地方。
当然也幸运的认识了很多来自不同地方的人。
其中以为真的值得一提。
她是yoyo, 在东京修读literature and film的北京人。
在日本混了有4年，laptop也是用日语的，日语当然是一级棒！
可能是和日本人交流很久的她，说话方式，字体语言都很搞笑，
实在是很开心。她就睡在我床下！每天都很晚回来，
但很巧的我都没睡，所以我在她床上谈天谈了三个晚上。
非常健谈，搞笑，也很低调，和我很投契。
说好了，有机会去东京我肯定会去找她，然后让她带我去“服务店”看看。
呵呵呵呵～～兴奋！

这次我深深明白，我的方向感真的好差，尤其是
处在四面八方都是高楼的香港。
太复杂了啦，完全记不住我吃的牛肉面在哪里！！！
岂有此理。最后一天找到我半死，放弃了。
目前我只是知道怎样去mtr station.哈哈哈哈。

在香港这几天我的client,也是我的中学同学都很热情招待我，照顾我。
还特的大老远来接我去他们的university stadium. 也买了很好吃的东西给我，
带我去吃点心等。很棒！
虽然比较贵，但是很值得，因为很大颗，而且真的很好吃。



Ink'Chacha

我上网查了这是香港唯一一间有risography printer的design studio.
原本是想要去看看纸，看看有什么需要，
但是一去到，哇，简直是个studio，有些小紧张。
里面有3个designer. 都是香港人，其中一个还是从英国留学回来的。
他们都好友善，可能是年轻人的关系吧。
我也不知道什么胆量带我来这里。
还进去聊起来了呀。。。。。
也带了一本香港插画家的小作品回来。
这一有好多好多书，超想在这里读书！！！
很好的体验，他交流了一下，但可惜他们没有请人。
这个design studio非常万能，有 riso printer, laser cut machine, digital printer, offset printer,
letterpress.....
真的好好哦！！！

Seriously, I need a better camera lens.
SERIOUSLY.

In order to take better photos yes I need one.

香港solo照

小丸子！！！

My beef noodles there. YUM!!!

Nice chocolate ball from Initial clothing store.
AWESOME CLOTHS SERIOUSLY
and they are selling Building Block's BAGS!!!

某一条街。

香港的illustrator包装的lip balm!

还有几个网上很hit的插画师哦！
例如子宫彦，马来膜等。

yeah me

Awesome interior design yo!!!

Random halloween dude.
HAHAHAHA!

Seen in a Caribbean Pub.
Met and discussed work with my client here.
(client brought me there not my choice yo)
(actually on a low budget trip)

香港solo第一天

这可是我人生第一次自己一个人搭飞机飞那么远。

值得高兴，是独立的第二步。
独立的第一步实在英国呀～

好不容易找来了一个hostel,有好评价的哦，
很多人住，虽然地方真的真的很小，但还真的很干净！
比想象中好！而且厕所的花洒也很好用！很新哦！
我住的事9人female dorm,有三个来自不同地方的中国人，
一个印度人，两个法国人和一个日本人一个columbia人。

大家都好友善哦！！！

我到时第一个是遇见北京人Jill.
不是开玩笑，她是女超人，是女铁人！
真的，她参加铁人赛。好酷！！！
虽然他已经30 了但完全没代沟，而且很有活力！
是个很有运动细胞的人哦！以后去北京可以找她玩咯～

昨天就和jill 逛街，因为他要买礼物，刚巧我也是。
一起咯，她很豪爽，可能是赚的钱比较多吧，一口气买下了
金链，有含金片的peeling gel.都是千千省得东西，不是搞笑。
我就一路看一路笑，她也知道我在笑她把持不住。哈哈哈！！！
香港真是消费者的地狱，尤其是女生，完全不能自拔。
晚上我们也去吃道地的小吃，吃鱼蛋！！！！
哇好料咯！

我们也去逛了SOGO, HYSAN, 当然还有城品！！！
忘了说我住在铜锣湾，蛮多东西逛～
城品超好的，有几楼，看见了很多本好书，很想买但不可以，前要省这吃的。。
我觉得我还蛮容易认识人。
刚到香港吃午餐也认识到了一个香港女生，他因该是觉得我
年纪小，而且一个人，所以给了我号码。
她真好，是个有母爱的大姐姐哦～
香港吃都是要搭台，但是搭台的人互相都不会聊起来的。
她也告诉我香港人搭台都不说话的。
住一起的都打成一片，他们都不合大家说话的，都是我和大家先说话，
然后介绍，他们才认识。
不错嘛我的交际能力，吃饭都能认识人。
（有些自豪。哈哈哈）


第一天回到宿舍就累到不行，因为上机那天才睡了几小时。
梳洗一番后就躺到床上向家人报告一天的行程，过后很快就睡着了。。。
我现在也好想睡。。。
好吧明天在谈。呵呵～

感恩日记6

感恩日记6

感恩能让我回到怡保。
自己一个人感觉真好，自由一百！
那么久妈妈没在家，家里都有种湿气，
壁虎粪便好多呀！！！
我就得清理呀。顺便浇花，刚巧有小麻雀去世，
就把它埋进土里，念念阿弥陀佛，让它升天，成为土壤的营养。
我好喜欢家，真好住！尤其是我的床，一睡就到天亮哦！
真就没有那样了，经常在吉隆波睡不好，不知怎么的。

呵呵，感恩爸爸为了我回家陪我。
爸爸也带我去吃B&L, 让我看看我们怡保的特色咖啡店。
环境真好，因为本来是两件大banglo, 而且庭院很大，所以
改装为咖啡小店真是好呀，隔壁就是secret garden,另一个好吃的！
爸爸对我很好，我自己当然知道爸爸爱我。
所以当我被说我被宠坏，我不能做令爸爸伤心的事，我真的很offended.
更加不能说妈妈婆婆。 难道没有人知道他们在我心里有多重要？
难道没有人知道我在爱他们？

另一件值得感恩的事，就是爸爸做家务了。
虽然只是洗地，但是对我家人来说真的有进步！
爸爸会洗车，会做一些蜜糖桔子谁给大家喝，但其他的都不大做。。。。
所以我半睡半醒的状态听见爸爸洗地的声音，我好惊讶！
爸爸好乖哦！！！！哈哈哈哈好！！！
哦，爸爸也觉得没妈妈的家很寂寞，很暗沉。
嘻嘻。有人想你啦妈吗～～

感恩我有一天的时间和自己相处，自己做自己想做的事，
这多好啊～

感恩日记 5

感恩日记 5


感恩我的家里是个非传统的家庭。
真的非常感谢，也许也是因为这样，我就能够
顺利考上设计学院。
一个传统华人家里，有出息的绝对不是搞艺术设计的。
这多么多么低估艺术家设计师，根本是在看不起艺术这行业。
我很庆幸我家人不是讨厌狗的传统家庭。
多么没有同情心，多么没人性，看见狗好想见鬼似的。
我也非常庆幸身边的人都很有爱心，连我家那么严肃，看似不善良的爸爸
都把吃剩下的鱼骨，肉打包起来拿回家里喂野狗野猫。
多有爱心呀！！！

感恩我以前的传统马来男朋友已经长大一点了。
真的传不传统我暂时还不知道，但有些令我非常反感的举动与思想都改变了。
希望faiz能睁大眼睛，不要让我说话说到吐血。
看看这世界是怎么回事，人活在这世上的意义到底是什么。
是为了长大，赚钱，生子，老死？
还是活着是为力体验人生，学习拥有独立思想的一到漫长的路？
你不敢尝试踏出第一步，勇敢说明自己的立场，你以后都休想自由。


“寻找生命的意义”
多重要的一堂课。


感恩姐姐的宝宝出院，但还没完全病好，
大姐的宝宝也是，这个月不是那么要运气哦。
大家都是多多休息，保健，尤其是上年纪的人。
今天我觉得妈妈又瘦了。

妈，不要让我心疼可以吗。

最近，我也觉得姐姐和姐夫虽让忙，但是也忽略了三只狗的心情。
我了解带孩子很忙碌，但是每当大家进出家里时，都因该
给予狗狗一些attention, 哪怕只是轻抚他们一下。
难道真的看不出他们寂寞的样子？ 我希望姐夫别老是
骂他们说不要和他们玩。没有人玩当然无聊找事做，一直吠不停。
狗嘛，不吠就不是狗了。该开心他们还懂得吠呀。
看得出狗狗大姐很伤心。
狗狗大姐非常有人性，所以我觉得最寂寞的就是她。
还偷偷跑进家里，上楼睡。多可怜。

最后我也察觉到，原来我对不会说话的生物比较有同情心。

I Want To Touch A Dog Event

This is an event held at Damansara, Petaling Jaya, Malaysia.
Around central park.

"Just for the curious with heart to touch a dog. Open to all race and religion and age. A free event. For the muslims, we will talk about sertu as well as practical on it.

The main reason is to overcome fear, just pat/touch and for the muslim, to clean it properly.
Reason why I am doing this is to find a tactful way if I ever need to savebone I would know how InsyaAllah.

Not to promote dog ownership as this small event is just for the curious. I doubt it should be about anything else.

But if it actually sensitized some individual, do clarify it first before it will be drawn to fitnah."

Personally, I think this is an excellent event although we all know it will
become a hit topic in Malaysia especially in the Malay society.
I read many comments about supporting this event from many Malay citizens, and I really
felt so happy reading that.
There are many awesome people out there unlike what we thought.

I am not a Malay, so I may not have 100 percent rights to comment about this event, or

the reality of how Malays thought of dogs.

But honestly speaking, muslims in Malaysia should educate and train their children to have sympathy

in human beings and also animals. No, it should be LIVING BEINGS.

I've seen kids throwing stones to dogs in my neighbourhood, back in Gunung Rapat, Ipoh, Perak,

Like they've just seen a terrifying monster, walking around your place harming you.

But the reality is, it's just a schnauzer. ARE YOU KIDDING ME.

Lots of kids are around, and parents are sitting there watching only.

Watching their kids throwing stones to the dog.

The main point is, the dog owner is walking his own pet nearby. 

So it's owned, it's not a stray dog. GEEZ!!!

How can you let you kids harm beings that got no intention of harming you?

If you throw a stone to a kid, he/she might cry, or even got mad at you.

Same goes to throwing a stone to a dog! Of course it will get mad and barks at you!

Oh my god. Please.

Dogs are "GOD's" creation, it's Allah's creation if you're relating to Islam.

Even though you're not encouraged to keep a dog at home, it doesn't mean you can kill,

abuse, or mistreat it. Dogs are loyal and they are life savers.

Dogs will be there to save you when the cats escape for their lives in a fire.

I see nuts people commenting under the event photo, saying once you have this,

you will have I want to touch pigs event.

Again, pigs are creatures "god" created. Why are you so against it, do you even have a sense of sympathy in living beings?

Is that what your god teaches you?

Sometimes, think as a human being, who is educated, has humanity and moral values.

You will realise how peaceful the world can be.

We need to live out from the "system".  

Once you go extreme in religion, you can no longer judge things by yourself.

Hope you will find out what your religion really teaches you. 

I know there are many Malays out there who are really kid and loving, always wanted to share love with dogs not only cats.

But they are scared to be judged by the public, criticising them saying they are not faithful to Allah,

saying they are dirty, rebellious etc unpleasant words.

That's why many people chose to hide themselves, not trying to make a chance in the society.

It's the same as other races, when you're afraid, you allow things to go wrong even you know it shouldn't.

 Can't we think like a civilised person?

Or maybe yeah, we're not civilised at all.

Malaysia, Wawasan 2020, possible? :D

感恩日记 4

哇最近真的热死了啦！
感恩今天下雨呀！！！
好凉快！

感恩今天能与刚从台湾回来的TOA 同学 JACK见面。
真是看到你都觉得很有喜感。
很搞笑38的同学。很聊得来，不懂做什么。
很自然的，虽然认识不久。好像ANGIE那样。
呵呵，感谢他载我出去，送我回家。
路程很远很久呢。。。
感谢他从台湾带了一些土产和喝的回来！
好可爱的颜色哦！
是水果啤酒！看！！！
从他口中我觉得台湾是个好地方。
热情又有礼貌的人啦，很厉害很热闹的夜市啦，交通方便啦，等等有趣的事物
都让我想去那里看看，虽然他说食物还是大马的好吃些。
听他说台湾7-Eleven很好料，有火锅吃！！！还有意大利面，Sushi!!!
好想吃！！！顶不顺！！！
呵呵，当然帅哥美女如云啦～～这是很重要的一点。哈哈哈哈！
有机会啦！我都想去看看！
Thank you Jack for today!

感恩今天的事让我增加了一点点信心。
sign up一个design freelance website, 第一次参加比赛就打进6强，
现在有一个client看见我之前参加比赛作品后联络我，邀请我
参加另一项logo contest. 虽然奖金不是很多，但是看看啦。
考虑考虑。 因为最近真的很忙呀。

今天真是一个值得高兴的日子。

感恩日记 3

感恩日记 3


嗯，感恩妈妈打包 teh 冰回来给我喝，虽然其实我必须要戒掉这些有糖分的饮料。
我不是很喜欢喝汽水所以要戒掉的是一包很著名的 white coffee, teh, chum(teh mix coffee).
难得妈妈会打包给我咯。

感恩我有两个很优秀的姐姐。
大姐是营养师，在有机点很多年，对有机产品很熟悉。
二姐以前是动画师但现在是保险业务员，也是平面设计师。
两人对于某一亲戚的生意概念都有很多建议，的确是，我虽然不是医生律师，
但是我都有学过branding，有几个assignment 都是有关开发新生意，
如何打造一个品牌，visual culture, market research analysis 等。
可以说我都明白必须要如何做。
很多人仍任务给设计师时，心态完全是保守的，完全不会相信设计师的说法。
这真的很让人头痛。设计师，读这么久，看那么多，reseach那么深入，
对不同的任务有很多想法，那是肯定的。
不然读那么多书，给那么多钱是干什么的？
当然在某领域有相当的知识与了解。
好像你皮肤病当然会看皮肤专科医生，不然看眼科？
你看得了他当然相信他吧？
有时候我觉得设计师有一个可怜之处，那就是当客户没有给予你足够信任的时候那种感觉。
虽然我们的最终目标是满足客户的需求，但是。。但是！！！

设计师，不好当。真的。

感恩我前几天见了我的TOA同学JYE MIN.
非常有幽默感的，有意思的人。
真感谢他还特地在我回家！
到了加我们两个傻婆就跑去用公园里的运动设备，在那里运动顺便谈天。
我觉得有人看到肯定觉得我们很可疑。
哈哈哈哈，好朋友就是不介意做乖乖的事嘛～～
感谢有你呢！

WIP

Some work in progress.
I feel motivated, but still, very stress. not enough time.

We could get lost.

"Have you ever been lost?
We could get lost
I wanna get lost"

Sounds very sexual.

AHHAAAAAHAHA.

Dear Malaysia

Dear Malaysia, bila baru boleh maju?

You're such a nice feng shui place to stay, lovely sandy beach, good food,
nice people, awesome culture, but when can we live in peaceful and be a better society?

Leaders and leading the wrong way, spreading the wrong thinking concept and culture,
guiding people to a wrong pathway, then how can we be successful?

okay I deactivated my facebook again.
See you next time there. AHAHHAHA

感恩日记 2

感恩日记 2


感恩今天大家平安，虽然小bb进了医院但是还好医生说不严重。
医院真的好多人哦，很恐怖，那么多人来看病！
不是好地方。所以，大家，请照顾身体。

感恩今天见得到jing foong,多年来照顾我的大学同学，
非常有耐心，非常日爱绘画，非常好的聆听者。
我向来都觉得jing很成熟，在一起完全没压力。
我们常讨论功课，画画技巧 等，是个很gap的朋友哦！
可惜她要回马六甲了，所以要见她得到马六甲咯。
祝你一路顺风，事业有成！

感恩我有热心的同学，帮助我brainstorm,或是聆听我的困难。
好伙伴不易找呀。谢谢大家的关照。真的很感谢！
以后大家工作了相信都会很难见面，很难像以往一样聊天。
大家都会各忙各的，有空也会多陪家人和爱人。
朋友呀！不容易找呀！

感恩日记 1

我最近在脸书都看见很多朋友在做这件事，
记录三件值得感恩的事， 包括有我姐在内。
嗯，是很有意义啦。

去了英国以后开始厌倦脸书，有一时期还deactivate，证明自己不需要脸书活得更有意义。
的确觉得时间多出好多好多。但是因为contacts,我还是被逼要activate.
况且我在脸书follow了很多设计公司，画家，设计师等，也需要在这里
update一下自己好让自己好跟得上设计世界。

私事我还是不喜欢在脸书公开。
8的人很够多。以前不小心加到年纪大的亲戚。。。。
你懂咯。。。。。
要在脸书为所欲为真难。有时候想赞一下一些插画，裸体的，
又担心亲戚觉得我很有问题。
真的想说明一下，大多设计师插画师都会以日常生活，心情express自己，
性，已经不是色，是日常生活，是艺术，是美。
有爱才能完整身心结合，那不是美，是什么？
好有很多以政治为主的话，画，都有可能会offend到人。
尤其亲戚，我觉得我叔叔姑姑都觉得我品行不良，我这头红发，
赞那么多奇怪的东西，有奇怪的朋友。。。
所以，我很多时候都想删除亲戚。

如果不是为了妈妈，姐姐们，我都不会在脸书上传旅行照片。

不好意思口水多过茶，来进入正题。


感恩日记  1

感恩我还活着。
没有生命，比任何事都可惜。好在我身体还算不错，虽然有小病，但
我认为会好转的。不怕不怕。希望不会影响我以后的日子。希望不需要服药。
还好我活着，不然我会少看很多事物。还好我活着，不然我父母，外公外婆都没机会陪伴。

感恩我是我。今天我觉得我好酷。
以前一直讨厌自己，从来没觉得自己有什么好。
住在英国一年来，没白费。大家都让我爱上自己，并不是我是华人，我是东方人，
而是我就是我。名叫天使的我。我发现了自己的最大缺点，也发觉了自己的优点。
我爆肥，我懂。我也知道是我生活习惯有问题。
虽然肥，但至少我会穿裙了。很大的改变呀。记得我以前lala，tomboy的模样吗？
我从来不觉得自己好看，现在？至少我觉得我酷咯，as in personality. 哈哈哈。
也开始会扮了咯。。。在意自己的形象。
至少我觉得我不是大家在路上的普通女孩，喜欢他们喜欢的东西。

Micah Lau 说过， “我们走的是态度”。

感恩我姐姐孩子都平安无事。
病了但无大碍。真危险，小孩婴儿病了真的不是搞笑。
大家都没那么担心了。
我看起来铁石心肠但其实我里面很温柔的好不好。

感恩今天子宫不舒服，我可以在家乖乖休息。远离电脑。远离大家。
哈哈哈哈。痛是坏事，但是也好，我喜欢自己一个人。
大家都会像这样嘛，不是我的问题。结果今天在家一个人更有灵感！
想了许多新点子。看，自己一个人并不是坏处。

With Angie

/// Day Out with Angie ///

It's a pretty amazing day out to be honest.
2 girls gained so much confidence together, and having the same target in order to be more confident.
We had some shopping done together, and of course catching up, yum cha!!!
OMG Plan B's big breakfast is really huge -_-)

Great to see another girl being so confident around me, very good Angie!
More forward and be successful!!!
Show others you can be gorgeous!!!

baby X

/// Baby X ///

Been spending most of my time with this little kid here, my second sister's eldest son.

My nephew - Baby X. He's a cute kid, but a little hot tempered. 

Now I'm my mother's helper for house chores, sister's part time baby sitter, part time freelance designer.

Quite a lot to do this month, also next month. Argh, have to finish a branding design ASAP!

Food Heaven - Ipoh

- Ipoh Beef Noodles
- 流砂包 (2,3)
- Beans
- Cendol Pulut
- Lala Soup
- Cute Veges

5 things Couples Need to Know

http://www.timothytiah.com/2014/09/12/5-things-couples-need-to-know/


Well said!

I should fix my flaws and hope I can find someone who understands this 5 things
in a relationship.

Love Stories?

《等一个人咖啡》, 《致青春》, The Fault in Our Stars.....

Seems good but maybe not now, don't feel like watching any love movies,
not in the mood, haha.. Will be sad cause I am single now. 

But It's okay! 
Not in a rush, still got time :D

Show you

When people doubt you, left you, or betrayed you, or whatever nonsense you 

encounter, "prove" is what gives you motivation to fee happier.

(of course not in a bad way like a revenge)

To you you you, I will show you that it's your mistake to judge me,

humiliate me, joke about me, leave me, and think bad about me.

Because I will prove you wrong.

It doesn't makes you smarter, prettier, or handsome to judge someone else's appearance.

Tui. :)

Stress

Having all sorts of problems this week.

Have not receive money.
Unable to track my parcel that contains my jacket sold to a local customer in UK.
Slipped and fell down intro the drain in Pasar, hurt both legs.
Having health issues that may cause serious problems if not treated well.
Cannot register my graduation ceremony tickets because haven't receive money.
Cannot pay for all my boxes that needs to be shipped to Malaysia because of the same problem above.

Very very stress right now.

Very frustrated.

Chelsea and Michelle

The Gherkin.
Had dinner with Chelsea there.
Sadly we dont have photos together, my bad.

We had some macarons after dinner at The Gherkins.
I love the coffee macaron the best!

Super cute packaging!

Michelle, me and Csaba :D

De Olde Mitre!
Since 1546. Such a long history.

Very hidden man!

Look at all the mugs and cups!

/// Dinner Time ///

Before leaving UK, I have to meet this 2 person who brought me and my mother around while
my mother and brother in law were in UK this February.
It's Chelsea and Michelle, my sister and my brother in law's friends.
Very very friendly people who lived in UK for many years!
I admit it's pretty last minute to ask them out. HAHAHA We met few days before I leave man!

Michelle brought me to one of the oldest pub in London, De Olde Mitre!
It's a super rainy day, very moody.
Csaba came to meet us up because he's nearby, haha he was wearing an oxford shirt+tie + cardigan.
So unlike the usual Csaba! This pub is quite crowded, so we had our drink upstairs, first floor!
Ordered Lager, and some small bites like pork pies and sausages.
UHUHU such a nice place to drink. Very old it's very british.

Chelsea brought me to The Gherkins the next day for dinner, right in front his work place.
Such a funny and friendly doctor, I believe his patients must be very happy to have him as a doctor.
He gave me so much motivation to explore other countries, to work somewhere else and experience.
We were planning to eat dessert next door but sadly it's closed. SOBS!!! Those cake look really good.
But it's alright, plan B is Laduree's macarons, he said it's pretty popular but he never tried it.
So it's a good chance for both of us to try. YAY!!!!
He only ate 2 out of 8, leaving 6 for me. Woahhhh so happy!!!
Coffee is the best flavour!!! Pistachio is pretty good too.
Very very soft. mmmm nice!

Thanks to my sis and brother in law, also these friendly friends they have!!!