Would be better...

I sent this pic to let Suhan my classmate to show my progress but
she laughed at my face.OMG too yongsui and weird looking.
HAHAHA!!!! This took me 4-5 hours..
But another side's finishing suck.
like SUCK.

experiments are also like that.
Especially the first attempt.
Sure look ugly and normal.
Doesn't make sense.

While spending time at Paparich,
"POP!", idea popped out! I wanted to do something similar to blocks,
shape of blocks and the 3D effect. And also a lil bit illusion effect.
Using my main colors from my poker block's illustration.
Tried alot of different stuffs cause my P doesn't look like P.

At last.
P.B. Poker Block.
The logo that I really really like among
other work's I've done.
And I does have optical illusions of space!
*Breaks down in tears....*
(although the braille look weird and ugly.....)

Obviously there's a lot of work to be sharpen.
I think I can do better if I have more time to experiment more.
I do think I improved but still... sucky.

I have too many epic classmates\course mates.
Work hard is what I need to do. Untalented people.
No excuse. Work it out.

Poker Card's Joker

Done using magic color.
AHHAHAHA... he looks hamsup somehow. XD

shitty day

Stressful 101%.
Panic 80%.
Hunger 70%.


Woke up this morning and..
Wow, is it cloudy or what? It seems to be quite early..
I slowly took my phone up and check time.
Hmm, phone's not working.
Phone's not working..................................

WHICH MEANS MY ALARM DID NOT WAKE ME!!!!!!!!!


Words like SHIT burst out from my mouth and inside my heart.
YELLING WHYYYY TODAYYYY!!!!!
I still cannot on my phone so I open my door and check the clock
on the wall beside my room immediately.
11.30.


Are you kidding me?! I set 7.30 this morning wei!!!
Wasted 4 hours!! 4 hours!!
Yesterday I planned, wake up do, until 11.30 bath,
12 go out print sticker, collect materials from Vision Art.
Then find card boards from everywhere and planned to reach home by 3.
And start working those hand made materials.
and now.
Kill me. I took 15 minutes to get my phone and the charger work smoothly before I bath.
I am writing this because I am really really stress out.
This is my ideal space for me to cool down myself just for a couple of minutes.
Hopefully my stuffs can be done by 6 and start working on next assignment.

I'm In Love

 Check out the english sub on youtube :)

Some poker playing card's illustration

My favorite <3 br="br">King of Hearts.
Love conquers all.
Love cures.
Love is everything. 

Queen of Club.
Made a few characters only.
Not sure about the color. (._.)

Some sketches for my design.
Poker on wood blocks! :D
For blind people and also us! (just an assignment, we have to design something for disable people)
1 month to finish this task is more than tough, really really tough.(not even a month)
There's still mates who are stucked in this assignment.
I'm more to the progress. Stucked gao gao.
This time Gao latt liao. Need to print this and that.
Time is so limited!!! And we got other assignments due dates that fall on the same week.
SIBEH GAOLAT.
I haven't even touch the calendar design. (-___- ) b

sticky girlfriend

Sigh~ After a brain tiring day~

Time to get some rest before I cannot finish every project.

Before writing this, I watched a video of a couple of gay lovers cuddling,

hugging on bed, shared by a band friend, also my college mate now. 

I know he's loving his girlfriend very much (my friend)

Posted all their couple shots, on profile picture and cover photo.. Aww..
They look so sweet! And the gay couple too!
Asians but I guess they are ABCs', they have American English slang.
Watching the video really affects my mood.
I love to see homo couple together, cuddling or something sweet.
Can really sense the extra love between them. Uhhh *dies*
They made me miss Mr so much. :'|
URGH! WHY YOU STUDY SO FAR FROM ME!!!!

Sigh, when can we cuddle like them again.......
We really have one chance to meet per month?
Guess I'm too sticky.. :<

Ah I am so jealous right now X(

Sister's family photoshooting day

Wawa the eldest sister in the house and my sister.
The mother of 3 fur kids and my nephew.

                       

Cocca the feminine curly fur golden.
They were so exhausted after exploring the place.
We went to a park at Ara Damansara, a big one.
Surrounding by large and beautiful houses. @o@

Hummer Boy Boy~
Lil brother in the house! Looks so innocent omg....
And he is innocent. HAHAHA!

Also, there's this character who take cares and entertains the doggies when needed.AHHAHAHAHA!!!
First time spending time with dogs outdoor aye~

Exhausted.
Super tiring day, my head almost got burnt that day.
We went there in the morning but the sun was being cruel to us!!!
Very Very sunny........ Keep sweating. Now I see the logic of wearing tanks nowadays.
Mr is lucky, he's wearing a tank :9  Looks not bad aye~

The 3 doggies were very excited, and well behaved!
Maybe they were too tired. :P
Being the photography was not easy at all especially when you're dealing with hyper pets
like that 2 goldens.
Super hyper, super hard to make good shots together.
Luckily there's an assistant that day :D

After every thing's done, we grabbed our lunch at somewhere we used to stay at.
I'm going there often recently.
Well, the environment is perfect to do researches,
online, have a cup of tea and chill out.
Quiet, easy, and not much people and cars.
A lot of greens and less pollution.
It's a nice place to settle with your family there :)
Will post other pictures soon, too much to edit, too much work need to be done.
>O<)b CIAO!

Molest molest

Okay I finally know how to make GIF images.
HAHAHAHAH! YOU ARE MINEEEEE <3 td="td">

HAHAHA!!!
Made a couple of funny GIFs.
XD

LOVE~~

After cooling down myself, he kinda played some tricks to cheer me up.
He put up a series of emotions, and formed a story.
We both typed in some emotions to form an interesting conversation.
Story of the day we met until now.

Him on the left and I on the right.
Now I realize what time we slept yesterday.

Forgive me of doodling your face, cause it's too dark until I cannot even see your eyes. HAHAHAHA!!!
I HAPPY!!!!

I'm always annoyed when you are not punctual.
OPPPPSSS!!!
AIYAK!!! XD

Thinking too much, I'm drying. HAHAHAH!
Had a wonderful and funny conversation with him yesterday.
I miss you :'<

Finally I got the wood

In the end, he said he was watching a movie and he turned on silent mode.
So...... I got my wood done in half a day!!!!
Picked my stuffs up at paradigm mall this evening, AWW!!!
Looks great! he made extra a few for me.
He asked for more money but I act pity so he accepts the
original deal.
HAHHH.. Still expensive.
But the quality of wood is good, smooth and heavy.
Melati wood he says.

Okay. Now the packaging design is a problem.
AWWW MANNNNN!!!!!

kana.................

我真的真的很想爆粗。
like KANA.........................

为何会那么不负责任！！！
不接我电话？！
BE A MAN!!!!
紧张到我哭到爸妈男朋友都不懂我在讲什么。。
有困难时打给爸妈，很自然的，就哭出来了。
哭到邻居都因该听到。。
somebody please..

Luckily dad and boyfriend have some links to carpenters.


42 hours finished.
Back to reality.
Be a cute manja girlfriend.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

又一笔

为什么每一次的idea都好像不太便宜。。
又一笔。红包钱officially被干掉了。
差不多五天了，感冒根本没有好到。
眼睛很痛。。又鼻塞。。
好难受，赶快好起来吧。下个星期就是submission.
第一次做一个月的project. 而且题目好难！！！！！！！！！！！！
问题好多！！！！！！！！！！！！！
虽然说每个产品无论多么天下无敌总是会有一些问题，
但是。。没想到。。
还真的很难达到天下无敌。
看来每年我都会见一次木匠。
果然很喜欢木，很有缘哦～

今天去看diploma同学的final year exhibition,
walaoeh.........有geng。。。。。。。
有一位同学的作品在behance有不错的回应！！
刚巧昨天在behance看到，今天就看见实物！
有几位同学的让我看了好久好久。。真想抢回家。。呵呵！
publication design最让我心动。喜欢typography.喜欢arrangement.
很强。很有天份，听说是我们亲爱的typography老师逼出来的。
虽然有点变态的严。。。。但还真要感谢。


这个学期，拼了！我拼到底！！！

透气。

不坚持，就等于不需要浪费时间，精力，在不值得的事／人身上。
不是吗？很明显的，没错。

世上每一个人都应该知道，女人是水做的。
很容易冻结，也很容易融化。
我不相信女生不需要哄，不需要连续地被哄着气就会消。
天下哪个女人不想要有名分？哪个愿意藏在家里，过着逃犯般的日子照顾你一辈子？
有，当然有。那女人肯定爱你爱昏头了。

好闷骚。
为什么闷骚的总是一个人？

不想听。不想说。不想想。
都是我的问题，是吧。。
那么多年来，难道我不累吗？
难道心里的欲望不会爆发出来吗？
纳闷。好累。太累。
校园的事根本不能在一天之内办好。
太多东西想了，好不容易今天才让我觉得有信心的说。

妒忌。羡慕。。
不是你的，就不是你的。
你再怎么求，再怎么说服，不是你的就不是你的。
你是你，我是我。没错。无须在改变。
是我贪心。是我羡慕。是我要求太多了。

如果可以的话，请给我42小时。
可以的话，请冻结时间，让我透透气，把烦恼抛向后脑。
让我在这段期间逃走。让我暂时消失。
时间一到我就回来。

如果早知道。。。

如果早知道，人就会聆听教诲。
如果早知道，人就不会有遗憾。
如果早知道，人就不会有恐惧。
如果早知道，不开心的事就不会发生。
如果早知道，人根本不用担心什么。

如果早知道，时间就不会浪费在不值得的事／人身上。
如果早知道，情侣就不会分手，夫妻也不会离婚。
如果早知道，没把握的，冒险的事，就不会去尝试。
如果早知道，人就不用挣扎，犹豫，矛盾。
如果早知道，一人让一步不就好了吗？悲剧就不会发生。

如果早知道，一切将能重头来过。
如果早知道，我希望泪水一滴也不需要掉下，过着开心的日子就好了。

Malaysia designers,not kidding.

Behance, pinterest is my major sites to browse through

everyday other than blogger, gmail, youtube and FB.

Today is the first time I set the country as Malaysia at the country bar.

Tons of designs popped up. Of course, I SEE AWESOME WORK!!!!

LIKE SERIOUSLY, some are pinned on Pinterest!

And some designs I've seen them somewhere before! Real prints!

Mai gao siu.

Don't play play.

Hundreds of appreciations wei.

I saw a Malaysian Typographer's work, name Suet,

making creative and beautiful types by experimenting papers shapes and lines.

Love it! Not only here, there are more cool designers and illustrators out there, in Malaysia.

We should look at what are we, Malaysians doing.

Understand what we have and explore.

Appreciate them, work harder to change Malaysia's design industry.

I haven't finish looking at all those designs.

Might take me hours to finish em all.

Man. Malaysian designers are not bad, really geng.

惭愧至极。。。。。。

Mates, LET'S DO THIS!!!

在你心目中，兄弟朋友好像比较重要。

KIDNAPPER

白色病猫一号！

some...body.....help..
m..me...

Back in 2011. We both look quite different leh :O

Almost 2 years lu, time past too fast.
My sis even got pregnant and she's going to deliver next month.
Flashback : I remember I was young, jumping around my sisters' bed,
checking out poster on their walls, backstreet boys la, take that, Aaron Kwok la..
I also remember my sisters made me cry while my parents are not around.
I hid myself in the bathroom and cry, then when I open the door and thought no one was there.
They actually sat infront of the door and they scared me.
I was freaking scared so I cried 2nd round in the toilet. AHHAHAHA!
DAMN I got scared easily!!!

I still remember I went to Jusco to meet him, for the very first time after knowing each other
almost a year. First time meeting him leh~
Excited+nervous! Butterflies in ma stomach~
I played hide and seek with him awhile cause he's working there. Part time job~
After a while, we finally spoke to each other face to face for the first time.
We look so yongsui after looking at our old photos, really don't know why we like each other :P
Hate myself. XD
There's this one time we squatted down behind some racks or something and hugged and kissed.
刺激到。。。。好喜欢你哦！！！！
Not play play leh~~ I am so in love with this malay guy. AWWW <3 p="p">
Really don't know why I accepted this malay, only you.
You made my perception of love different. You totally changed who am I.
TOTALLY. And I can tell you that I am so patient after being with you (better? XD)
I became daring. Because it's challenging, right? :)
Every couple have their own problem and hard time cooping with each other.
I believe we can solve our problems, smoother and better.
Let's be together happily :D

Happy 1 year 9 months and 13 days!

病猫

最近夜睡，没关系在尽量了。
但是当另外一只病猫来了，两三天后我也被传染了。
噢噢噢头痛！！第一次感冒会头痛！！
两只病猫，真的好脆弱。。。
but then I'm curious why he's always pening.
HMMMM....So weak meh?
Take care sweetie :3
We shall fight with viruses!!

又花钱买药了，真不底。
不过不行，还有很多东西要做！！！
omg... 这个学期真的不是搞笑，一不小心真的会毁掉自己。
Pening pening....

再来！

噢噢～来一个更短的！

为什么想剪头发？因为不长不短的很累人。
看起来不够精神，是不是！！！！
想要顶着这粒头迎接圣诞，当然还有生日啦～
到处都在播圣诞歌了，气氛来了！好兴奋！
令人期待咧～ 想要在家里做个生日派对，怡保？KL?
噢噢噢！！好开心！！！
圣诞快来了！ Jingle jingle jingle ~~
男朋友，今年你可以做我的rudolph the red nosed reindeer吗？

He was here

White X Black

Couldn't get myself use to sleeping alone after Mr and my mother went home.

Happy that mum came to visit, ate so many nice food,

AH~~ the smell of hometown and dearest mother~~

And of course my dearest guy!

I asked " Hey don't you think your spec is a lil bit too big for you?"

He replied proudly " Nah, with this big spec, I can see more ma~~"

Hmm, memang pun. Only you don't really care your image.

AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!

Spent few days with him, hanging out at Paradigm mall after cutting my hair,

and watched 3 movies~ 

Skyfall.

The part I love the most is the 2D music video and the scene when Javier Bardem

ties Bond on a chair and touches his legs.

(喷鼻血～yeah gay is my kind of thing XD)

" What makes you think I never tried before... " says James bond.

**SHOCK**

HAHA!!! So different in blond hair!!! OMG..

He's so spooky, psycho but this made him so sexeh. :9

I like guys with shoulder length hair also. BINGO~ XD

MMM~ finally we got to watch movies together after few months!

Funny thing is we met Yvonne and her man Cherwee there before we go home~

Wow they look so so so sweet together. Oh yeah, and

also the hair stylist who style my hair this time is Cherwee's friend.

What a small world!!!

Dating with this guy is happy, too many lame jokes until sometimes I feel annoyed.

HAHAHAHHAHA!!! But luckily he knows when to stop and redesign the situation.

I feel your hardwork babe. :')

咬死你！！！

姐弟恋万岁！

This is big sis's right? RIGHT? Or 2nd sis?
Read once before and now i really need this.
HAHHAHAHA!!!

Awesome book.
It's cute and helpful :P
Hopefully I can overcome some problems. HAHAHA!

Heavier

This side is getting thicker and heavier.

I just realized both sides of lashes have different thickness.
Weirdddd...

Ma big head is so heavy now.
Stressful. Need a haircut.
Baby I MISS YOUUUUU m(;__;)m
Feeling lonely now.. Sigh!
Time for one of my favorite, Bonobo.
Electronic / Jazz / Trip Hop.

Long time no Tetris!

What a match.
I WON!!! WAHAHAHA!!!

Feels great playing games with boyfriend :D
PS games, Pc games and what so ever games that can be played together.
Finally got watered, love life not that dry as yesterday and the past. XD
Let's play street fighter again at my place next time :)
Hugs!!

Other than boyfriend, i definitely want to play some games with my friends and mates.
AHHHH I need entertainment!!!!
SOMEBODY PLEASE INTRODUCE ME PC GAMES!

Please la

Promise is a promise.
Hold on to it please and thank you.

Soon, you'll see me doing my stuffs alone all by myself and ignoring whatever problem and attitude that I dislike.
Sien. Sien already.
Enough.



Maybe I should just leave the problem behind and move my eyes to my assignments.
And move my ass off the chair to do some exercise.
Anything.

Don't say sorry to me, say sorry to yourself, your friends and your family
if anything happens.

错觉？

是我错觉吗？！
脸好像小了一点点！一点！！
但是还很肉 m(-_-)m

我自己觉得小腿好像也小了点，不懂是不是呢？

果然每天一小时Tiffany Rothe会有些见效！有时候火来了就多加两个set.

不过刚刚洗澡时忽然发现。。。

左腰和右腰有着不同的曲线。。

不妙，不平衡呀！！有些明显。。。

不过穿了衣服就看不出，还好还好。

呵呵呵，加油加油！

Happy 1 year 9 months and 3 days~
Wow this is what you'll see if I show all the shaved part.

Suddenly reminds me of this song.
Started to like bad boys example like Robbie Williams since my elder sisters listens to his songs
in the 90's together with backstreetboys, Take That and a few more
He's my dream man back then. WAHAHAHHAAHAHA.
Oh they both look so cute together :'D

I love ya babe :)

For my Boyfriend

This exercise pants is like yours.
he hairstyle, the specs, the sien looking face,
the shoes, the fury legs..
Awww I miss you  :<

wow, exactly your look darling.
I like to see you wearing V-neck :9
Check out the legs, XD but it's not thin enough. HAHAHA!

Style your character here! :D
http://www.dolldivine.com/hipster-dress-up-game.php

宅化

Thank you sis and bro-in-law for the Subang Crepe cake!
HAH! my 2 way hair, some how i prefer not to show all the shaved part. :)
Show half looks better, not that fat. XD

在KL，我不太喜欢出门。
一个人在房里可以做的事太多了，不要想歪。。
我的房间就是我的天地，舒服，又有安全感，
虽然不比怡保的房间有安全感。。
最近喜欢买漫画在房里看，上网看看世界奇观，做运动，当然还有
不停地做graphic design researches, Pinterest, Tumblr, Behance, Notcot,
Designboom,等网站浏览。
为什么？就是为自己。
我就是要大大进步。这个学期，我可要燃烧起来呢！！！
我可以感觉自己有所不同了，那些网站可是我的宝。
每天一上网tab总是开很多，很多一定要看的网站！
这两个月做了很多功课，但愿他们能祝我一臂之力，
让我的火继续燃烧到最后！！！

不能退步，只许进步！

嘲笑

我发觉，有几个人特别喜欢那我来开玩笑。
时不时那我来比较，那我来笑。
你觉得你自己很了解我？
你懂我什么？我的实力在那里你又懂哦？
没错，我某方面不比别人好，但是至少我没小看你吧。
嗯，我根本没想反驳，
反驳根本就是在作贱自己。
有时候不想搞僵局面，就作贱一下自己带过。
无所谓，你觉得这样比较开心就算了吧。
反正到头来，嘲笑别人的人只是会别人嘲笑。

难道，我在你眼里真的一无所长吗？


不是每个人的玩笑我都能接受到。
自尊，你有我有。
别在嘲笑别人了。

Hatyai to Krabi :D

Rua Rasada Hotel.
Hi Tea Time.

The logo is a front view of a ship on the sea. Nice!

Unable to capture the whole outlook of this unique looking resort.
The ship looks awesome!
We went there for a break after driving in the rain for few hours.
Raining season~ We shouldn't pick this time to visit Thailand. :<

Space for tea time.

This place is beautiful!

Mum dad's cappuccino. 

My hot hot chocolate :D

Love the flow a lot :D

Detail designs.

Seriously, the Thai lady picked red and applied to my toes.
Okay wow, feels refreshing? Well I kinda like it. XD
New bling bling shoes & new tank top :D

It's raining season!!!
Awww too bad for us. :<
We stayed in Hatyai for a day then we set off to Krabi on the second day!
Dad fully relied on his dear Garmin the GPS. Hope nothing goes wrong :|
So after driving for a few hours, dad brought us to this hotel for teatime! YAY!!!
Finally I can get off from the car, my butt almost got flat. -_-
Having a hot drink in a rainy day is so so chilling.
Feel like wanna sleep on the couch only. HAHAHA!
Too comfy~~ The architecture is so cool!
It's huge la inside. Not much travellers in that month.
We're the rare ones who visits Thailand during raining season. (we langsung tak tau about the season thing T^T)

To be continued. :D